Don't really know when it's okay to talk to you
Is it okay to talk to you?
You only answer at certain times
Maybe you're just busy
Maybe you have nothing to talk about
I want to talk to you about everything though.
I want to tell you about my day
About my classes
My lack of art this week
My professors
My classmates
My job
Veronica's dog.
I feel like I would be a bother if I did that.
So I try to say nothing.

I remember when we were kinds, so young and so free
A perfect example of best friends you and me
So many things have happened, but you didn't know for 9 years...
For 9 years I loved you and my hazel eyes couldn't help but well in tears

For hiding for that long, I could call myself the master of secrecy
But I couldn't hide my own secrets, and I knew I felt pure agony
And even though you were so bubbly
When I tried to touch your heart, you popped, and you were gone from me

I give so much to those who don't deserve it
When the right person comes along
Will I have anything left to give

I always seem to find a way to
F**k things up
Maybe it's because I hate myself
I hate who I am and the way I am
I love too much
I care too much for people that don't even care about me
I try my hardest not to care
But all my heart wants is to love and be loved
That's the way I am

I've seen too little or too much
To be close to you like I've wished for months.

You took everything from me, Mr No Name.
You took everything from me, Mr I Take What I Want.
You took everything from me, Mr She Wanted It.
You took everything from me, Mr Her Cries Were Born From Pleasure.
You took everything from me, Mr Dark Burned Into My Mind.
You took everything from me, Mr Clothed and Untouched.
You drank all of my essence and now I am a tea-bag, drained.

There must have been an angel by my side
Something heavenly led me to you
Look at the sky
It's the color of love

When I was led to you
I knew you were the one for me
I swear the whole world could feel my heartbeat
When I lay eyes on you
Ay ay ay
You wrapped me up in
The color of love

"i love you,"
i mumble,
promising him.

what i don't utter are the words

i love you so much i really should be leaving
but i won't
because i can't hurt you
not in that way
not ever like that