My heart aches with agony.
Everything is spinning around me,
My mind is racing and my brain is being picked away by these thoughts.
Its troubling me terrible so.
My lover have I lost you to the monsters in your closet?
Why are you so willing to let me go,
And hurt all those innocent people?
I am diving in deep,
Scratches and bruises are appearing upon my tender skin,
But I am willing to dive deeper, and deeper,
Till I reach you even though I am in great discomfort.
The injuries to my heart never stop it from loving you so,
I never can despises you or think ill of you,
Even though you pass around that poison like its a medicine that will save.
It stings you know, my dear one.
I tear up every time I think of you and your twisted doings,
But I some how forgive you,
And fall into this fake mind set that you are truly a generous human being.
My troubled lover, please put your attention on the issues at hand,
Stop your foolish judging and giving everything the knowing glimpse.
You feel so superior to the rest, never looking back once at your destruction,
Calling it a master piece; a fine piece of art.
Please stop this ridiculous game and playing everyone like a pawn.
My troubled lover, oh how I wish you would notice how all these burns affect me.
I wish you would just glance back at least once,
And notice how much I love you so.
My troubled lover,
You are a monstrosity that brings depression and illness,
To those that already weak.
My lover you aren't the person I once loved,
You are now a troubled soul that spreads the infection to others.