apricot

2d

Lyle

wrong

I was okay for so long
I should've known it would go wrong

2d

duck

With You

I crave for attention.
Specifically yours.
I'm in love with someone,
someone that I'm not supposed to love.
You.
You gave me a few minutes,
a few minutes of your life.
That's enough for me to fall in love.
With you.
I'm delusional, you see.
Delusional that someone wants me.
That you want me.
I'm trying.
Trying hard to move on.
To move on from this crush.

#attention #crush #love #delusional #sad #depression #cravings #want #falling

7d

dude

Tell Me

Tell me your secrets
Tell me your sorrow
All of your regrets
Your dreams of tomorrow
If I asked you to stay
What would you say
Would you tell me right away
Or make it a game we play

apricot Jun 23

GIR

You let the wrong people love you
when you cry you need my comfort
I drop everything to come over
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breath
The perfect one for you is me

its so hard liking a straight girl you can't have. :(

apricot Jun 19

Creep

"I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, i want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so f*in' special, I wish I was special"

"He wants to have control over his mind, his heart, his feelings."
"He’s insecure and loathes all of his imperfections."

apricot Jun 19

LHAS

A bird in a cage
i thought you were made for me
live in black and white

a simple haiku

apricot Jun 12

Tiger Lily

She is my luck, my success
She is my purity, my hope.
She acts as my protection
and shields me from those
who hurt
she is my
beautiful
tiger lily.

TO MY BEST FRIEND LEICAAAAAAA I LOVEEE YOUUUUU

#best #friend #flower #love