-Hate yourself to the point of misery
-Slash your skin into oblivion
-Make your flesh a canopy of the hatred you feel
-Still feel numb after all of the pain
-Get yourself a rope
-Hang the rope on a sturdy branch
-Tie the knot properly
- make a loop
- spiral the rope around the loop
- tuck the rope through the loop
- pull on the end to tighten
-Pull a stool under your necklace
-Stand on the stood and wear your craft
-Kick the stool away
-"Look, Mum! No hands!"
-Think of your mum.... and others you love...
-Gasp for air but find none
-Shed a tear, cry out in agony
-Feel your neck being stretched out
-Remember the lovely touches from your loved ones... Remember how your brother used to nuzzle up by your chest and whisper against your neck
-Remember the times your friends used to hug you around the neck
-Remember the way Their lips felt against your supple skin
-Cry out harshly one final time
...Darkness
Nothing is left anymore...
-You did it!
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The pain you face doesn't go away when you do. It's simply transferred onto others. The ones who cry at your funeral, the ones who will miss your voice, the ones who notice an empty place where you used to sit, the ones who shed a tear at the mention of your name, and even the ones who seemed to hate you will still love you the same. They'll be devastated. If you ever need to talk with somebody, I've been here before. I've been to the lowest of lows, and I've attempted before. You can always talk with me. My instagram DMs are open all the time. @darlingdrawingqueen
Don't be afraid to reach out. Your life is important, and you are loved by so many people. If not until now, then I love you. I love you so much, and I really want to get to know you.
If you're ever feeling this way, please reach out to somebody. If nobody else, you can ALWAYS message me. I love you dearly, and life will get easier, darling. I promise.
