I took a deep breath, and fell right onto my pillow
I said to myself, "People leave, that's what they do."
I breathed deeply, almost panting because of the anxiety creeping on to me.
Abuse, betrayal all of it flashed in front of my eyes.
I breathed deeply, in and out, as the world stood still, right in front of me.
I breathed deeper, consoled myself, things will be fine if not better, this isn't the end.
I breathed deeply, this time holding my chest, as if trying to tell it that all was well.
I breathed deeper, while a tear flowed down my left cheek, it's alright, it's just a difficult week.
I took five more breaths, before telling myself this, "it's okay, and that people leave."
My heart almost spiralled into confusion.
Blaming myself, and then not.
People leave, that's how it's been all these years, it's like my head was in a knot.
I've been bothered by this approach people have in life, "live and forget" as if there's nothing else in sight.
In moments like these, when I can't breathe any further,
I write, and feel,
Because I know,
I'll never be like the others.
Hellopoetry has become almost like a virtual diary for me. I'll also share my stories on here, all based on my life. Do you also feel empty when people leave?
