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White Shadow Apr 9
Hey, thank you
For bringing me out
Of that ******* void
Thank you for making me
Leave those ******* things in my life
Thank you for making me
Realize that I've my own life
Thank you for making me
Understand how important I'm
Thank you for making me
Realize that darkness is not the solution
Thank you for showing me
The beautiful side of life
Thank you for being the sunlight
That brightened my world
Thank you for holding my hand and
Bringing me out of the hell I was in
White Shadow Feb 23
Today was something special
I moved on from past after all
Whole credit goes to you my dear
I'm sorry I left early,
As I didn't wanna see your tears
I feel like I'm falling for you
But I'm afraid to tell
My dear be with me always
I can't promise to give you heaven
But I promise it'll be far better than hell
Someday I'm gonna tell you my feelings
And wanna ask thy feelings for me
Do you feel the same?
Or I was just being lame?
My dear I want our story to start
And I promise I'll do everything to make our story last
Till eternity...
White Shadow Jan 12
I am lost
Don't know what I'm up to
Don't know what I'm gonna do
Don't know what's gonna come next
Yeah life's now been like a test

Every morning I wake up recharged
But at the end I become fully discharged

I feel like my life's empty
There's no aim
I feel like I'm alone
No-one to depend
Still everyone pretend

I feel empty inside
No energy
No emotions
No excitement
Just lonliness and negativity

I feel like I'm dead
But then I realise I'm breathing
The reality slaps me in the face
And laughs seeing me like this

I feel like I'm just the body
Whose soul left
Everything's changing so fast
But I'm left behind
This seems to be one of the
Biggest problem of mine.
This is what I actually feel
White Shadow Dec 2019
The smile disappeared, after dad passed away
Body was stuffed, after dad passed away
I still remember dad carried me in the saddle
The old memory was tormented, after dad passed away
It was such a house that would be like a paradise
Destiny burned all up, after dad passed away
In front there was always a mountain of happiness
The lightning struck and collapsed it, after dad passed away
The stone is dear today, I embrace it
It weighed down, after dad passed away !!
This one is for you my hero, my DAD.
White Shadow Dec 2019
I wake up being a narcissist everyday
Every morning pumps a wave of narcissism in me
But as the time passes and morning vomes to the end
The sun sets and the neight begins
I end up being a nihilist
And a wave of nihilism passes inside me
This phenomenon goes on everyday and I named it as my adulthood
White Shadow Dec 2019
I try to forget everything and
Dissolve in my surrounding
I listen to different voices
Each voice has it's own role in my story
The birds chirping in the morning reminds me of the time
When we were holding hands in the dawn
The sound of traffic reminds me of the time
When we were walking down the street holding hands
The voices of couples talking reminds me of the time
When we used to talk to each other
I listen to your voice calling me
May be it's hallucination
But I just get up and smile
I listen to the voices and
Each one of them reminds me
The different parts of the incomplete story of mine
White Shadow Dec 2019
Everywhere I go
I am being followed
By your thoughts,
By my fears,
By my lonliness
That I try to get rid of.
I go to places to clear up my head
But every place have some memory related to you
That breaks me again.
It's not a demon that I am afraid of
Getting followed by
But it's the memories related to places I go.
Memories related to you
Memories of us
Memories of time when I was happy from inside
But those memories clash now with the reality
And haunt me like I'm it's prey.
Every place contains a unique memory...
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