I wish that I could trust you,
sometimes I almost do.

I crave our old companionship.
Why did you have to ruin it?

I guess I didn't mean that much,
I deceived myself completely.

I thought you cared as much as I did.
I know that was my mistake.

Your only fault is constant disappointment.
Maybe I just expect too much.

Is it too much to ask for loyalty?
Was it too hard to be trustworthy?

You deny the whispers spoken behind my back,
but don't you know I can feel the slimy betrayal?

The knife in my back still hasn't left,
not with you constantly pushing it back in.

I wish I could trust you,
but now I know better than that.

this poem is called: heartless
because it is filled with little heart felt phrases that people share with each other
while they make loving eyes at and pretend
to be in love

"your voice is music to my ears."
"looking at you makes my heart skip a beat."
"im unbelievably in love with you."
"you know me so well."
"lets spend the rest of our lives together."
"i feel so safe when im with you."

its all just fantasically cruel lies

Today, today you feel betrayed
Outside is pouring rain
Nothing's going your way
And everyone's only playing games

You had high hopes, but been deceived
That's what you get for being naïve
It's like the rink that you can't leave
And it's so hard for you to believe

These are the rules that people play
I know that it brings you pain
Your blood is chilling in your vein
You feel you are going insane

And now you are all alone
And you feel like there's no hope
You have no one to call your friend
But I'm here just stretch your hand

I'm always there on your side
I'll help you heal your soul and mind
After so many nights you cried
You'll leave your sorrow behind

When you feel down and betrayed
I tell you please just call my name
I promise it won't be the same
After a storm there's shiny day

Why did I try
Why did I fall
Why did I listen
Why did I friend
Why did I help
Why did I stay
Why did I love
Why
Why did you hurt

insecurity is poisonous

because it will enter

your bloodstream

using your eyes and

seep out of your

mouth to infect

those who have only

treated you well

Oh Hala'mir if only you knew
When you look at me I see more than blue
There's a past a present and future shining through
And you have no idea how deep my love rings true.
Oh Hala'mir if only you could see
That when you look at me my eyes so green
There's pain and lust and so much suffering
I feel it every time I say go and you leave.
Oh Hala'mir this is the end
From here on we are only friends
I'll watch from a distance as you and her make amends
Forgive me Hala'mir, my heart will always be broken.

The thoughts are present
  Of yesterday
The happiness we had
  In such a way
Then night came to bring
  A new day
It was then that the trust
  Slipped away