There are days warring clouds raging in my head,
The hurtful scavengers are gathering large.
The wind howls like cats I'm worrying afraid,
Am I losing myself or am I still in charge?

I’ll keep you in my hands
until you bubble up and fade away
I know that something as
precious you
won’t stay
long enough for me to begin to hate
the clock is ticking,
I know that Time will not wait
for the two of us,
not for me,
not for you,
not for a couple of misfits
of has been’s and too late’s

so I’ll keep you in my arms,
and hold on to you, fiercely,
gently,
I will keep you safe.
I know I come off as a coward,
I admit that I am not brave
still,
I will toughen up,
every hardship I will face.

For you, 

whom I love dearly,
no danger is too great.

Tell the secret



There is an important secret


The frog carried it over his back


He jumped, jumped and soon buried


There was a crocodile that appeared


He was hunter, he was tired


He slept over that treasure


The frog felt with displeasure


He wanted to get him away


He wanted to carry him in a way


That makes his worth safe


He went to the crocodile


He carried him with one hand


He moved him with hand down and up


And he threw him away


Do you believe me?


Do I say the truth?


No ,no that is false


No ,you don't say the truth


I saw the fox hide


Before the big wall


He wanted to attack the ****


But the mouse looked


He came in a moment


He hit the fox and bit


The fox was afraid


He run and escaped


Do you believe me?


Do I see the truth?


No, that is false


No, you don't say the truth


There was a dog


Fearing every one


He blew his feather


To look very big


The lions were afraid


The tigers were disappeared


But a small cat appeared


The dog barked at him


The cat caught with one hand


He circled him several times


He threw him for a distant


He fell in a poor land


His bones were smashed


Do you believe me?


Do I say the truth?


Where is that treasure?


Which spreads the pleasure?


And makes a man rich


That is your mind


That is a gift from your God

“Oh, I forgot about you”
There goes a brick.

“You don’t mind if we go without you, right?”
Thud, there’s another.

“Could you just shut up for a second?”
Another.

“I can’t be around you when you’re sad”
Another.

“What’s wrong with you? I have it worse”
And another.

“Honestly, I didn’t notice you were here”
The bricks stack nicely on one another.

“I’d rather hang out with someone else, sorry”
My hands are raw from building.

“You’re a friend, you’re just not a best friend, y’know?”
The wall is getting higher.

“...”
I can’t see anyone anymore.

I need a bottle to the brain so I can forget this pain, the memories you left me it’s a ****** shame. I couldn’t resist but to fall your innocence, yet again you’re just the same. As if I thought you’d be different from the rest- girl, I wish I could give you the best.

It’s nothing new yet anything old but, let me tell you something.. **** won’t ever be the same. The seconds, days, months and years go by but I figure you wouldn’t ever come by.
I sit here and think what have gone by.. I realized, it’s my fault but I just let it slide.

If Satan
were really
the Devil
he wouldn't punish
bad people
it's a myth
you see
that evil lies
in the darkest
of nights
so don't be worried
when the nightmares
bring comfort
a familiar darkness
no longer afraid
safety can be found
in the arms of the shadows