A game,
Thats how it began.
I never suspected
One with your face
Would come
and ask to play.

Fools,
All of us
Staring unashamed,
Me specially
As I slowed time down
To watch you
Frame by frame.

My eyes kept looking,
My hands were shaking,
"What do I say?"
My heart was yelling.
I pretended I hurt my hand -
My first instict
Was to run away.

I never told you how I felt,
And yet you knew it anyway.
I won't forget the day you came to me,
And told me you felt the same.

I purposefully walked away,
But you chased me,
You made me say
How I felt since that first day,
And now I wish
We had never met.

The heat
Is it outside
Or inside of me
Either way
It is becoming
Unbearable.

so it happens. people die. some too early, some too late. does it even matter when?
life’s full of ups and downs. i didn’t get to experience the best things in life. to get a child. to love someone so deeply, that you know it’s him you want to spend the rest of your life with.
but not the worst either. to loose someone close to you. to get hurt deeply in your heart.
so it’s actually okay. life's the best, but also the worst. **i loved it.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen, fifteen.**
i'll be see as more older and mature,
though i don't think that's in my nature.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
i'll be able to drive,
that's my biggest fear hopefully i survive, and maybe i'll grow a couple
of inches; and be tall enough to dive into the five feet at the pool.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
and i'll be expieriencing things in so many different ways.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
and i can't wait to see
the art grow within in me
even more.

in a couple of days
i'll be fifteen,
and i'm ready to explore
this new age im soon to be.

in a couple of days,
i'll be fifteen,
am i ready?

Truth is but a lie,
           Layered in white but
Hiding the grime of
          Falsehoods whisperings.