Unbearable ****** wrenching pain is silence . Some suffers by drowning in it , Some drown others to make them suffer. Silence draws the life out of one , incessantly for years . Silence creps into the heart .
When you think you're alone , Silence seeps through the cracks .
Silence killing me . I feel like it breaking my bones , it sits in my head like poison .
I'm tired of being told how to live my life Every step I take is a stab with a knife I should be able to live as I please live my life to the fullest till I decease I should be able to speak what I feel And allow the pain to heal But the pain stays there Another burden to bear The pain stays unbearable And I slowly fade I accept it as fate But never truly accept What torture you made my life become The sorrows I had to try to overcome
i said never again, but maybe this time you would be different. maybe it would hurt less, when you handed my love back to me. maybe we were still made of stardust, desperate for another chance to make it. wanting to do better, to finish what we started. but you walked out the door and once again, i'm left alone with my ******* heart and the unwavering need to love that which can destroy me.