This feeling of missing you isn’t helping me;
knowing that I can’t see your face even for just a little bit.

Blood of the innocents spilled, can’t we live in peace?

Do not hurt me so much, and then be nice to me.
Keep your words, don’t bother about me.
Don’t listen to me. Don’t ask me anything.
My heart is in ruins.
My mind is in a mess.
Just keep on walking, like how you’ve always been doing.
Don’t even, for a second, try to show concern towards me again.
I don’t need it anymore;
'Cause I didn’t get any when I expected it the most.
And if you think you can’t handle all these,
Back off.
Stay away from me.

Do not expect her to be faithful;
while You cheat.

I am doing this with you. We are going through this together. Never feel like you’re all alone, ever. I got your back.

When I love someone, I give up a lot of my time for him. I give up my time to spend the day out together, even if it’s not a big plan or fancy outing. Even if I'm tired as hell, I still would want to see him, because seeing him and being around him makes me the happiest person. I put in a lot of effort into my relationship. I want to make every moment we spend worthwhile. I talk to him everyday and every single time when he is free, because I want to know how he's doing and I want him to know that I'm always there for him, though not physically. I need him to never forget that he has me by his side all the time. Even when he's busy, I'll (im)patiently wait by my phone for his texts or calls, and when he does, I respond too quickly. I give up a lot of my sleep time so I can spend my time to converse with him over the phone until late, especially on days we could not see each other.

Well, I cannot deny that my actions are pretty clingy. But heck, I don’t know what else to do so I could prove to him that I'm always here for him, and the fact that I love him so much and he has to know that, and remember it every frickin' day. I will never change, unless he wants me to. I will never stop, unless he tells me to. Hence until then, I will continue to be this way. And until then, I really hope he understands.

Though I can never buy him lots of gifts, or spend hugely on him or whatever, like how other girlfriends could do for their men, I know that I can give a lot of love and attention that one desires or craves for. Because I am one who needs love and attention, so I know the best how that feels.

It’s sad that
I remembered everything you once told me;
You’ve been hurt,
been lied to, been cheated,
been abused and neglected.

It’s sad that
I remembered everything you once told me;
I came into your life,
made it better, made you happy,
made it meaningful, made you complete.

It’s sad that
I remembered everything you once told me;
You wouldn’t ever break my heart,
wouldn’t lie, wouldn’t cheat,
wouldn’t abuse me, wouldn’t leave.

It’s sad that
I held on to every word you once told me;

You left me in the end.
You left me in the end.