Every time I cared for you, you seemed to die a little inside
Is this true that you hate me so much to abandon your life

Sometimes I think how different my life would have been
if I was born in countryside among the mountains and lakes where I so desire to be

My winter child one of a kind
Full of warmth and full of light
You got the face of your father
Eyes of an angel
You look like your mother
hope you got heart of your father strong and simple
But if you got my heart baby, I'm sorry it'll be hard life
so be brave and be kind not like your mother child, who shakes every time the branches hit the windows sight

Your little things like dancing while eating something good
Are the things that hurt me more than it should
So please I can't take it anymore you are too precious to be in this world
Don't get lost, don't feel upset
Know that there are people who loves you
I know I can't be there to personally console you and thats the biggest deal breaker to not to feel the physical comfort of someone's love
But I'll support you and love you no matter where you are no matter where I am

Party of these two always walk by my doorstep
They always hold hand and talk whatever nonsense
I always see them in sync, theirs mind and body seem the same to me
As if they are single light seeming to be two from far away
And if they catch me staring at them they always remember to greet me someway

For as long as I remember as soon as winter begin, I will start to imagine myself at different light
I became the character in a movie I so desire to be in
Even though my life was still in that same mundane state, I still felt like I'm performing a role at some stage
Its weird how a mere drop in temperature can make my heart race and allows me to live life in grace

I was so comfortable with the long winter I created inside me
so comfortable as I started feeling warmth from all the ice surrounding me

In what light will you remember me?
As there is thousands light that you see me in
Is it my happy light, or is it my nasty one