The so-called "Intuition"... that let people ask you a funny question "Did you studied "Psychology"?
If I told you how I feel you...would I be a ******?  
If I See you... Would I be labeled rude?
If I feel your heart...Would I be called crazy?
What am i following?
I followed my heart!
I followed the pain in your eyes!
I followed the question you keep it inside your heart!
I followed the passion that burn your spirit!
I Just followed my soul to serve others!
I just followed...the so-called... Humanity in me!
I Just Cared about you!

Fly Away!......I looked through their eyes with fear...
It is your time to show who you are!...I hold my tear with lost inside my soul!
I'll do it!..my voice proceed faster than my mind!
You will see!....my lips uttered those words and my mind still perplexed!
What would I show you! that is my question that freak me out!
I can't find the answer that calm my worries!
I don't know anymore The Real Me!
I'm still searching eagerly for Who I Am!
Where .....I have to .... Fly Away!

If I can take the pain and talk to him!
If I can look into his eyes and tell him, how difficult to have him deep inside!
If I can touch his Coldness, and tell him how he is indifferent!
                        I wish I can give him back the piece he is leaving in me!
                        I  wish if he can Listen!
                                 I still wish I can!

What an irony! .....When feel things are changed and you got the slap that the change is only an illusion....

What a bluff! ....When your heart started to sense so-called life, and then miserably being treated by misunderstanding...

What else needed to lose!
What else those humans would ask for!

My mistake... I Trusted my feelings and they thought I Betrayed them!

What would be my list of disposal Now!

Life.....Feelings...Myself!

Who should I blame!
What should I blame!
I am the Ground of those Feelings!
I am Holding that Heart!
I am Carrying that Soul!
                         So....
Should I Blame Myself!
Should I Blame God for the purity in my Essence!
I can't Renounce my Pleasure of feeling my Pain!
I can't Ignore those Wounds!
They are Me!
I can't be Dead Anymore!

Without a further notice! She sneaks he way out into my tired Heart!
Without anymore will left for me! She hypnotized my guards and centered in the middle of my old Castle!
All my belongings became her! I became an alien in the center of my own soul!
I feel the urge to ask my Heart....What do you want?
What you will gain in letting her in?
Where do you want to end up with those emotions?
How do you imagine the chapter will be closed?

There is Urge!

The urge to run to nowhere and have that unseen peace!

That is the Urge!

Am I willing to leave The Maze!!!  Although my name is Mazen!!

Or....

Should I change my name?  Or.... my Heart?

I miss you in today's night!
The first time I realized the night without you is dark!
I can't tell  you "I miss you"!
I can't tell you how the day was!
I'll keep my words away from you, till you wake up in the morning!
Till my day becomes Night!