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Sep 2014 · 442
Love
I love every single one of you,
no matter what you are going through.
I will be a listening ear,
I would be a relative shed tear.
I care about all,
we all slip and fall.
We must get back on our feet,
I will be your comforter and your sheet.
Lay your head down,
discard that old frown.
I love you all, even though I don't know most of you, I love you regardless unconditionally, I am here if you need a friend. I  truly do care, I know that is hard to believe but I have a genuine concern for all of you. May serenity and love be with you all.
-Kristian Alexander George
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
Reflecting
Binges, binge this, binge that.
Never tried twack, nor crack,
40+ Unisom Sleep Gels,
Put me in some intense sleep spells.
Tried my first Xan,
ate all 14 blues in my hand.
Still hadn't even had ***,
Didn't have a phone to text.

I ate 63 Unisom this time,
but I knew I felt fine.
Walked in the night through my town,
till those Webb City cops had to put me down.
Got a really awesome plug,
taught me how to deal and ****.
Tried twak, crack and sold it to my city,
I could get a gram for fifty.

Caught my first DWI,
dude I'm not drunk! but I was high.
I sat in the Jasper County Jail,
read all the bible while I was in my cell.
Got my best friend pregnant,
man life was really pleasant.
4 months my seed dies,
only God could hear my cries.

7 bottles of cough suppressant,
God came to me in my coma segment.
I had no intentions of turning away,
I was living my life day for day.
Shot my first handgun,
I started my life on the run.
I hated the world and I hated myself,
I had everything except for help.

3 hits of acid, 1 bottle of cough syrup, some ****, DMT, and Hash.
My 20th birthday had to be a bash.
I saw a dragon hatch from the sky,
I swore we all were gonna die.
I couldn't wait for the world to end,
I had not a single friend everyone was for pretend.
Started going by Okey Dokey,
caused more mischief than Loki!

I wound myself down with a girl,
I thought she was my world.
We thought we were in love,
but we just loved to rub.
Left her after a week of being locked up,
I wanted to be like a lotus that grows from the muck.
I found a relationship with my Lord and Saviour,
I couldn't believe that what he had set for me later!

Turning the age of 22 and confined,
I was started to see becoming less blind.
I was baptized in the jail,
I gave up my feelings to fail!
Now here I am,
becoming a man.
I live in a Church now,
may peace and love be with you, Chow!
This is a reflection of my life since I was 16, I'm 22 now, each segment is a different age. There are other things I wanted to include in this but felt it was a little bit to hard to put on here. I hope you enjoy this! Praise be to God, and may He bless you all! Peace and love.
Sep 2014 · 898
GOD
GOD
is not dead,
you are.
You can be revived,
through His son.
He died for you,
and me.
He died so that you don't have to be dead.

Love is strong,
His love is a bond,
He sent His only son,
to die for our wrongs.
I don't want to condemn anyone, my spirit is convicted to reveal this to you, I am no pure man, and I am no perfect man, but God is pure and God is perfect and through salvation we are all perfect and pure, even in our sinful nature we can still find salvation and love and we can be loved eternally, we can live through the spirit.
Sep 2014 · 3.7k
Grace
If we spent as much time
humbling ourselves to God's  grace,
as we did worrying about things,
we wouldn't  have to try so hard to be happy;
the smile would come naturally,
and the laughter would be more genuine.
God loves you, all the hardships you go through, are all blessings, it's up to you, because of free will, as to whether or not you grow from a situation.
may peace and love be with you.
Sep 2014 · 1.8k
Life is simple
Most of you
are trying so hard
to be more complex than life,
that's why
it is so difficult for you to be
Happy.
This came to me while I was sitting in jail, and I just thought it was pretty funny when I wrote it down.
Sep 2014 · 4.2k
Winners
Say that quitters never win.....

You gotta quit,
LOSING
to start winning.
If you believe in yourself and give praise to your Lord you will achieve anything.
Sep 2014 · 955
Pray
I bow my head and pray,
think about things I'd like to say,
like how I praise you Lord for waking me up today,
thank you for the breath you made into the clay,
thank you for creating the night and day.

Work first, then play.
Love my brothers and sisters, every single day.
Thankful for your amazing  ways.
Thank you Lord for my life, thank you Lord for my fellow brothers, thank you Lord for being perfect when I am not. Thank you Lord.
Sep 2014 · 3.4k
Blessed
Everyone of you is blessed.
I was facing a year,
never shed a tear,
I have not a single fear.

I'm always facing these tests.
I will never be weak,
you can can call me a freak,
but through God I speak.

In times of ultimate stress.
I find beauty in the time,
I will never lose my mind,
love makes me feel fine.
Even in the hard times, I find my blessings, I find his love in lost time. I find myself in his blood. He took upon my shame so I could live free.
Sep 2014 · 5.8k
Sharks or Minnows?
This world is,
compiled mostly of;

SHARKS ,
or
MINNOWS,
and
you have to be a
Jellyfish
or you will die.
Medusozoa is my favorite kind of jellyfish, they are very intelligent creatures that don't normally have to worry about predators they have brilliant defense mechanisms.
Sep 2014 · 562
Brainwash
Decisions, are made.
Possessions, of opinions.
Inceptions, undertaking,
directions, placing.

Elections,  they make,
Selections, they're all fake.
Sections, fueled by hate.

Department of **Corrections
,
expressions, of impressions.
Brainwash
Sep 2014 · 1.0k
Petulance leads to death
Shall you forever follow the ways of your selfish desires?
Surely you know where you are leading yourself.

If I had the power I would give you my insight for the toils you shall endure.
We must all learn one way or another.
Although some would choose to continue grabbing the hot stove.

Spiritually  **Dead
Absolutely nothing.
Sep 2014 · 809
The Spirits
They call me into the room
They absorb me into their essence
I materialize into their being.

They say
YOU WILL MARRY ME HERE!
I wake up from the dream.
I still feel them holding onto my inner thigh
Grasping
HIGHER
until literally they are squeezing my unmentionable
I lay in apathy
I notice I'm alone, in my room.
I have no fear for these entities
quite literally I could care less
When I die I will be
**FREE
This is an actual situation that happened to me on August 30 of 2014.

I fear no terrors, but they do perplex me.
Dec 2012 · 823
waiting
It can be real
It can make things artificial
I don't get things right the first time

My hypothesis it's that I will,
Make corrections when It's far to late

Transitions moving from and too
Waiting for a purpose.
Dec 2012 · 7.9k
cow
cow
Loosing this battle.
Hoping I don't catalyze.
Found myself mooing in meditation.
Lost in space...
Dec 2012 · 3.1k
Golden gateway
Burning bridges
frolic along the sidewalk
taking a brand new perception
anti government

losing faith in my one nation,
all faith in god,
faith in my ability to be indivisible,
losing faith in lady liberty,
no faith in the american justice,
faith in unification.
Changed to my understanding and perception now, rather than then.
What babe.
The babe with the power.
What power?
The power of voodoo.
Who do?
You do!
You remind me of the babe!
Dec 2012 · 624
I sit
Waiting, for this song to end
and somebody
is waiting,
for a song to begin.

I'm love
I'm alive
I'm something
I'm a friend.
I'm here for you if you need me.
Dec 2012 · 843
Condemed
As I slept,
I dreamed I was falling,
Violently hurdling towards the earth,
Increasing...
Increasing...
My back deployed,
I started to decrease from falling, and was beginning to glide.

I glided into a forest,
Filled with the most wonderful,
Fruits
Vegetables
Trees
Animals speaking in tongues

I then was confronted by a man in a woven cloth,
He stabbed me in the collar bone in a most benevolent way!

He smeared my blood on my forehead and condemned me
to feel the pain of his ancestors
for my kind had made him suffer
I promised to him that I would take everything all of it,
I would give it back to his people one day,
We wept under the tree's
He spoke to me,
Told me that I was the true white buffalo,
and that the others were just imposters,
that gave a bad name to the term,

I looked all around me,
At this point in time knew that the fruit was not for me and my people,
That its roots and stalks were on the same soil that the natives were buried under!
We are not supposed to be here!
I will leave when I have my chance.
and now I weep for every passing plant and tree every spirit of the earth that has faced our destruction.
Genocide
Destruction
Inhabiting
Manifesting
Corrupting
Lifelessly moving along the horizon in search of nothing but finding.
Dec 2012 · 640
Untitled, Unfinished.
As the flames take my memory
I see beauty in its tyranny
I think about suicide
fire melting my skin
cooking my internals
cremating all my bones to dust
Until everything is dirt
Nov 2012 · 932
Stuck
Lost in words,
Lost myself,
Lost everything.

Still striving,
Lifelessly surviving,
Living by the hour.

Gone in 60 seconds,
Had to learn my lessons,
But it's far to late to turn back.

Metal bracelets,
Free car ride,
A bed, a blanket, breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Burned a bridge,
Tried to swim,
Drowned....
I don't know anything at all....
Well maybe i know something,
honestly something is always more than nothing,
even if it is just a little bit,
It will always be more than nothing,
Even if you put all your effort into it,
Or even if you exerted even the smallest feather weight of a force,
At least  you put something into it, or else it'd be nothing,
Nothing was learned if nothing was done
and somethings you should have never left your thoughts,
some thoughts would never get to be uttered again
It takes serenity to know the difference,
Nov 2012 · 600
An apology for an absence.
I will not be back until Sunday,
So I will keep a composition,
I will keep a pen,

Until we meet again,
I hope its not an imposition,
cup for grandpa in astral cafè.
Nov 2012 · 512
6 A.M.
night* *passes,
My eyes lay awake,
While his close...for an eternity
He will slumber....for eons and eons
He will be remembered....Like a Golden Apple on the family tree

                                                         ­                                                                 ­                           So for here on out, I cast all my shadows from whence they came.
Leave me be, I'm going to find the buttermilk skies.
Nov 2012 · 608
There was,
A young boy embodied by an astral divine race
malevolence was his only relevance to those who shared his features
deceptive ways of an extra
dimension
manipulation of the time
distorted thoughts of happy and numb
love
money
power
greed
***
drugs
madness, making its revolutions in his mind like Broadway hotel doors
correcting his ways with wrongs
never changing
like a caterpillar, in his cocoon.
In my crystal transition,
loving those who hate
hating no one other than himself
destroying his mind body and soul
apathetically trying to find the strength to love himself
until one day
the butterfly releases from his tomb
to fly away to a distant galaxy
where not even gravity has control over him
until that day
I sit here
typing
hoping there is someone who will reach out to this caterpillar
I would like to remember my grandpa,
as a strong man,
a respected man,
one of the only perfect people I've known.
I will be reminded of his presence
every time I pass a field, cattle, a farm, see a barn, eat fresh non pesticide foods,
anytime I need strength draw from to know that I can be a man,
I will know that I have had someone in my life who has literally lived a perfect life at least for as long as I can remember.
I would like to take this moment to stop my bad doings,
in respects for him,
anyone who has an agenda to do illegal things with me please respect me,
and leave me be.
I realize that I may have been at one point an influence to you or possibly the biggest influence but I'm doing this out of respects towards my family and towards myself,
if you can't respect that then you need to get out of my life,
never speak to me,
don't text me,
don't wave to me,
don't say hi to me,
because I do not need that influence anymore.
Those of you who'm I love and respect should be able to understand.
I need some closure, I need some time away from people, I need some time with my family.

— The End —