my first crush committed suicide. i remember the hurt at a young age from chasing him around his living room begging him for a kiss. from my young age i knew i wanted him in my life forever. through his weaves and gagging running around the furniture and up the stairs, losing him sounded foreign then and having lost him now, still feels the same. our fathers drank and our mothers giggled born three months apart our future planned together both saying "i do" uniting us all together. life flew on by us both fighting with ourselves and downing the bottles underneath the bed loaded and silenced family portraits painted in red long life memories all put to rest. only one made it out alive but it's hard to breathe out of us how was it me and you in a little box where a diamond ring should be. my mind keeps wondering when will i stop chasing you then my heart replays every time you turned a corner you looked over your shoulder and how you smiled at me.
Dry lips Gnashing teeth; All the words that come out of it are lies, His words are dusky and beasty- there's rage and no sign of guilt Like it was kept for a long time, His heart is a dark hidden sanctuary with cast off memories and lifeless moments; He is a liar
In the middle Of a poppy field The flowers in bloom A young woman And a young monk Hide there To Share a kiss A kiss that is forbidden As they kiss They couple with eachother Having their way Each other The couple In love In a Poppy field. And then part ways.
Ephemeral is life Insecure is its tenure Like the breath of a buffalo In wintertime, it roars and gone Like shadow, it is gone with sunset Like flower, it fades away Like grass, it withers away Life, a flash of a firefly!
i had no idea what love was until it disappeared or the joyful sound it made until silence was all that i could hear or the beauty that it held in a single tear i had no idea what love was until love disappeared
i had no idea what love would take until it was gone took apart this wanting heart left behind this weary soul would i have let it get this far if only i had known i had no idea what love would take until love was gone
i like it when i force the wet out of your burning eyes
i like it when your soul breaks at the sleight of my hand
i like it when your smile fades away from your beautiful face
i like it when you throw yourself at me so desperately
i like it when you miss me like i miss feeling you beneath my fingers underneath my weight behind the curtain coughing up love bleeding out care and screaming with happiness
i like it when we play hide and seek and when i leave you never know where to find me maybe i'm at the bar maybe i'm making you jealous maybe i'm making love
maybe i'm delusional maybe i'm irrational maybe i'm weird maybe i'm scary or maybe this is what you call love