Bright eyes
Bright smile
All I ever wished I could be

I can't imagine you looking into her eyes
Instead of mine
But I don't understand how someone couldn't

My mind going a thousand miles a minute
My mouth going just under that
Talking, talking, talking, but never thinking

Maybe that's where I went wrong
My endless rants of sadness
Putting my depression over your head

But she,
She looked like the sun
Shining brighter than I ever could

Maybe I'm just crazy

Someday, I hope you can understand
how I felt when I saw you there
Relief, happiness, I was at peace

My longing for you was more than I could handle
I'm not even sure if it ever left
Even when I thought it was, you lingered

The dreams that I once had of you,
lost in a sea of memories
The only memories I had left of you

I don't feel as deeply anymore
But my bouts of sadness triumph any other emotion

I am okay,
As much as someone like me can be

I don't know what's down the road
But I am hoping it will prove life isn't so bad