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Oct 27 · 30
Untitled
D Baby Bey Oct 27
how many shapes in the darkness take form
molding together into one shadow
fumbling, i feel the walls around me
guiding me.
begrudgingly,
i smile to my sorrow
as it takes form
in the darkness
it's walls,
guiding me.
Oct 27 · 29
circles
D Baby Bey Oct 27
I march onward
with no destination
o'
spontaneous wandering
like an ant
going round and round
i find myself retracing the same path once again
Oct 27 · 46
Untitled
D Baby Bey Oct 27
I wake up to silence
outside my window
the sun shines through the early mist.
i am alone.
cold,
a ghostly aurora that is my own presence
lingers in this empty space
cold,
i am alone.
Oct 27 · 23
Return to sender
D Baby Bey Oct 27
Your eyes speak to me
a promise never to escape your lips
you feel like empty bed sheets
I shout "Marco..."
wont you call back to me?
Oct 27 · 26
Untitled
D Baby Bey Oct 27
my little slice of heaven
is lying in your arms
head upon your breast
skin, warm... heartbeat, strong.
Oct 27 · 30
Untitled
D Baby Bey Oct 27
what am i feeling?
i look through a misted glass
my heart wants to escape
eyes meet my own reflection
who are you?
ive seen your face before
but i know you not
night lights reflect in your eyes
casting a melancholy glow
are you looking for an escape too?
Oct 22 · 178
Fading sparks
D Baby Bey Oct 22
Can I call it love?
I've become charred like the wick of a candle.
Set ablaze,
only to be blown out with indifference.
May 2020 · 146
Untitled
D Baby Bey May 2020
clouds parting,
fragments of light shine down
celestial beams,
that highlight the dewy air
l want to drink it in
and rejuvenate my spirit
Feb 2020 · 154
Untitled
D Baby Bey Feb 2020
the lungs of nigh
rest
two shadows in the dark
sinking into stillness
Feb 2020 · 151
growing pains
D Baby Bey Feb 2020
it's strange
this coming to terms with age
my body grew without my mind
i thought i was a child still
upon retrospect
it happened without me
my mind has changed
too many experiences to remain naive
Jan 2020 · 50
whisper
D Baby Bey Jan 2020
you can love with your body
but can you
with your breath
can you love me with your breath
can you love me with the air that you breathe

with the gentlest of breezes
like the wind that blows
and tells me that I'm safe
Jan 2020 · 65
rotation
D Baby Bey Jan 2020
sun always same
we never change
just meet under different circumstances
turning round and round
Jan 2020 · 102
Freedom
D Baby Bey Jan 2020
I'm so alone
but i don't know how to change
or if i want to
living in confinement
this is my normal

you wouldn't know what freedom looks like
freedom is fear
freedom is discomfort
walking with your own legs

i'm afraid i might use it
and jump off the edge
Oct 2019 · 196
The other
D Baby Bey Oct 2019
Who is this separateness?
the one who parents me,
or the one who bullies.
The one who doesn't claim self,
but stands on the sidelines.
The one who speaks with my voice,
and hears with my ears.
They see with my eyes
but they don't think with my thoughts.
Them and I share much, and nothing.
Sep 2019 · 215
sunny delight
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
Peach cobbler sky
in my bowl of milk
round heart
dropped amid the white
color begins to melt together
Sep 2019 · 904
Operetta
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
her voice has
a physical presence in the air
like wafts of silk paper
or the flap of (a) butterfly's wings
something delicate and smooth
calm waters
naught a ripple

i am quiet with awe.
O luce di quest' anima, that g6 is such perfection.
Sep 2019 · 155
ready to live
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
i've been holding my breath so long,
i've forgotten what it is to breathe.
is it painful?

when you start,
it's like breathing water.
first breath is both ecstasy and pain.

is that why newborns cry..?
Sep 2019 · 148
isolating
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
Am I worth it?

I'm not so sure yet.
I just want them to be happy...
I don't have to be involved.
After all, that might be contrary.
Sep 2019 · 279
breezey
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
i am nothing
lighter than air
slave to the breeze
null that i offer
null that i can
i am nothing
nothing can suffer
nothing i am
Sep 2019 · 149
hardcandy
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
resting in my cheek
clinking against my teeth
round
hard, but
smooth
the sugar crust
sweet
taking away a little of the bitterness of life
Sep 2019 · 138
Huh
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
Huh
little ball of confusion
like static it tingles
prickly to the touch
sleep in the head
Jul 2019 · 150
running
D Baby Bey Jul 2019
an influx
drum pounding
the blood is in you
it tingles
soaring
i'm flying
my legs are free
Moving body in tangent with breath, running gives me wings.
Jul 2019 · 132
To think of me
D Baby Bey Jul 2019
i was told to be irrelevant
so don't look at me
you
the object of my fascination
or the image will be broken
Jul 2019 · 141
aflutter
D Baby Bey Jul 2019
don't waste your tongue
vocalize my demons

i am a butterfly
silent as ashes
Mar 2019 · 289
egg
D Baby Bey Mar 2019
egg
the sun is hot
it's heaviness compresses
so that i become tired
i want to be still
but the ground burns
busy life no time for stillness
Mar 2019 · 246
buzz
D Baby Bey Mar 2019
So much energy
declines belonging
trapped inside this
bundle of live wires
tangle
bleeding
like the pulse of streetlights
in the glow of my window
driving down the highway
a feeling I look to outrun
Mar 2019 · 162
ending and beginnings
D Baby Bey Mar 2019
my future is clear as the green
upon stagnant waters
with only one thing for certain
Jan 2019 · 381
Flicker
D Baby Bey Jan 2019
Dance swaying candle
Lo, enchanting flames
Dive into unblinking gaze
And erase my pain
Blow ever with me
You the eastern wind
Entwine with soul and body
Die and live again
The stars that shine above me
With abiding glow
Though we be so far apart
They too must flicker so
Dec 2018 · 182
Left behind
D Baby Bey Dec 2018
Longing migration,
My heart is caged, wings bound.
Searching for springtime
Dec 2018 · 261
Origami
D Baby Bey Dec 2018
It felt like a dream.
The event unfolding,
In which you said hello.
An unexpected gift,
You gave to me;
A reason to smile.
Oct 2018 · 3.0k
monochrome
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
I wish things weren't
black and white
i find myself
so often
in the gray spaces
in-between
Oct 2018 · 540
Alone in the corner
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
Rain pummels against the pavement of my skull.
So loud is this silence, like static on my tv.
White noise floods the every corner of my brain.
I slide out of people's lives as quickly as I come into them.
should this be longer? An unfinished thought...
Oct 2018 · 691
NC
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
NC
Thirsty waters,
lapping at the shoreline.
on those salty beaches,
of my sweet, sweet, Caroline.
The melting horizon,
pools in the bay.
From the grey clouds of storm,
sending down their rain.
Wet and heavy clothes,
stick against our skin.
But feet, light and merry,
running in the sand.
Oct 2018 · 911
quicksand
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
in a mud pit.
around my ankles, saddled,
slowly advancing.
Moving is a lot of effort.
tired, I just want to lie yet
and let me sink.
low,
low,
low.
more into this swamp.
my body becomes numb.
extreme pressures,
now around my ribs
suppress breathing attempts.
this mist fills my brain and,
I cannot even whisper...
I just want to lie in bed all day. but it only makes things worse.
Sep 2018 · 217
melting limbs
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
I am not myself;
not in form...
As I look on the past
and see someone else.
So, I understand
is the fate of me now.
I am an energy,
hovering within
this entity.
But it is not me.
Sep 2018 · 281
Hands
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Like marble
eloquently crafted.
These sturdy, and tough,
telling of a their labor.
Yet soft, and gentle touches
midst calloused skin,
Doest his hands display.
Sep 2018 · 2.1k
Stillness
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Who am I in the stillness,
when things get quiet.
With nothing to divert to.
When it's only me, and I,
in the empty spaces.
The personas, dropped.
I find myself reaching.
For something, anything.
I can't bear to be alone.
I'm addicted to distractions.
The sober silence scares me.
Who am I in the stillness?
Am i just so empty?
grasping at anything to feel full.
Am I afraid of who I've become?
Sep 2018 · 454
Smile for the people
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
I'll be who you want me to be,
if you give me what I desire.
I'll wear the mask.
I'll do the dance.
Powder my rotting face.
This corpse will be your puppet.
I want a new life.
This one was on discount...
Tired of being a second hand man.
How I feel going into job interviews...
Sep 2018 · 257
Sadness
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
absorb my grayness
smear me across your canvas
let it cut through the colors
a contrast sharp and clear
Sep 2018 · 255
Smudge
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Reflections in a puddle
distorted curiosity
there's more truth
to these ripples
than my mirror
Sep 2018 · 614
i am a paradox
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
pull me close, and grip me tight.
for as soon as you've got me
i'll dissolve in your palms.
like an hourglass,
sand running
your fingertips;
my silken shadow will drape.
leaving you empty as a drum.
Sep 2018 · 1.2k
Stream
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
I sit by the stream
and listen.
lapping the rocks,
like children's feet
patting across the pavement
on a summer afternoon.
listen–
you can hear the laughter;
little giggles.
jumping and playing
as it flows by.
Sep 2018 · 459
Drowning
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Deep blue waters.
The surface looms above.
Ever elusive, just out of reach.
A glint of light, blue-green,
shines down upon me;
like layers of thick glass.
  ∙
  ∙
  ∙
  °
  °
  °
I sit at the bottom.
Calm.
Shimmering shades of cyan dome around me
Sep 2018 · 292
Winter walk
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
a cloak of snow,
coats the remnants of autumn.
streams of water cool, and fresh,
pave their way through the undergrowth.
crystal sunlight shines through
the fractals formed on my eyelashes.
vapor escapes my mouth as i breathe.
lungs full of crisp air.
face raw in the wind.
Sep 2018 · 164
...
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
...
My eyes are heavy
everything looks the same
am i awake?
Sep 2018 · 1.4k
Hug
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Hug
i find comfort in your touch.
like a swaying cradle,
i fall into your arms.
larger than life,
in this tight embrace.
engulfing my body
is your firm muscles,
packed under skin.
i'm like a baby again
at it's mothers breast.
the vibrations of your voice,
rhythmically burrow in,
and calm my busy mind.
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Ever on the roam
never staying long
always on a search for
a place that feels like home

tis a shame that where i go
this baggage i bring along
i cannot find in myself
a place that feels like home

o' that i could love
maybe i would find
that home is not an external state
but one that's of the mind
Sep 2018 · 287
Ghosting
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
My father is haunted
he sits around an empty table
to visions of what never was
his children are dead and ghosts
but in his mind they are there
Sep 2018 · 301
Birds nest
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
My bird's nest
full of little comforts
twigs and sticks
to some miscellaneous
a scavenger's eye sees value

Online persona
social media full
a scavenger
filling my dash
with little comforts
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
fingers trace
the raised skin on my scarred wrist.
they stop at the sign of my pulse.
i’m going to finish what i’ve started.
i won’t **** it up, i've come so close.
everything is numb.
i hardly felt it this time.
is this what it's like?
to have no future...
time goes on regardless.
think of it,
everything that i am
will only be a memory someday.

...good...
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