maria: Favorites

Jul 2018 maria

Ashari Ty

Skies are beautiful
They have clouds
But they still cry

Why wouldn't you?

You are beautiful
You have poems
You can cry too

Because crying is honesty to your emotions, and honesty is beautiful ;)

#sky #beautiful #cry #you #can #why #clouds #skies #things #have

May 2018 maria

Self-Destruct

May 2018 maria

blackbiird

Self-Destruct

One button, two voices.
Which one do I follow?
Wounds opened with steel, I have two choices.
But what surrounds is sorrow.

Panic ensues as tantalizing birds sing-
"Into the abyss, you go"
Paralyzed within the ******* of their wings,
I know there will never be another tomorrow.

What's done is done-
It was a good run.

#death #suicide #bpd

May 2018 maria

a letter to a broken soul

May 2018 maria

zb

a letter to a broken soul

dear twelve-year-old me,
i could tell you ten million things;
cheer up
don't be so sad
stop hurting yourself
it'll be okay
just breathe deep
but i know you wouldn't listen
you don't believe yourself,
you don't trust yourself,
after all.

dear twelve-year-old me,
i could tell you ten billion things
but you only need to hear one;
just hold on, sweetheart
help's coming.
you can't see it now,
you can't feel it now,
but it'll come.
your hope will survive
you'll continue to breathe
you can still love
you're broken
you're *****
you're fractured
but wounds heal
scars form
water cleans

hold on,
hold on tight,
survive
and one day,
someday,
you might
just
live.

#letter #broken #depression #anxiety #abuse #recovery #selfharm #hope #trust #love

May 2018 maria

Sealed

May 2018 maria

AW

Sealed

There's a sealing on my heart,
and it feels like it's unbreakable,
but how long do I need to keep waiting,
until I find the key, which I cannot see.

Could it be today or tomorrow, then I am finally done with this sorrow. I am not searching for love, because I can't find it myself, it's like a lucky day to meet someone who's gonna stay.

But I'll be waiting, until the day I start fading.
You the person who I haven't met, I am already in love with you, and that's all that I need, to not give up and to stay until we meet.

Someday the right one will come, to break this sealing on my heart, with his and if it's true love, then I am sure that he will never miss, he will have the key, which I cannot see, but feel.

#sad #depressed #mood #thinking #reality #status #community #life #normal #problems

May 2018 maria

Cheers to Never

May 2018 maria

Nicole Ann

Cheers to Never

There's no such thing as forever
if anything there's always a never
Tell me what do you think?
you can't even open up to me
without dousing yourself away on a couple of drinks
Tell me it's me that you need
Tell me that it's me keeping you up on your feet
you shrug it off and just stated how we couldn't be
But I know we could do better
Am I that naive?
maybe blinded by the bliss and the pleasure
you whisper in my ear that you wanted to be apart of me
even when all you ever do is walk all over me
one more drink & you're drowning
you can hear my heart pounding
you're lost into delusion
I find myself lost in your eyes
falling for you with your reckless heart
and you only love me just for one night
I've always have,
been,
and ever will
be stuck on forever
if anything
you remind me that it'll always be never

#girl #pain #sad #heartbreak #love #relationship #him #her

Apr 2018 maria

things.

Apr 2018 maria

Kayla Flanders

things.

Don't let Anyone
make You feel
like Holding
onto Forever
is a Must
after all
Everything you
love
is just Well
arranged Dust

Apr 2018 maria

Voices II

Apr 2018 maria

Barker

Voices II

Is it really worth it?
Does loving you out weigh the cons?
You mean everything to me.
But I have these voices in my head
Telling me it's wrong.
These voices make me second guess everything.
I don't know.
What if I'm doing something wrong?
What if you don't really love me?
What if I'm just fooling myself?
...
What if you're just playing with me?
I've had my heart played with before.
What if this is all just set up for heartbreak?
I can't withstand another break up.
What if?
...
These voices keep me up at night.
I can barely sleep.
Sometimes I don't sleep at all.
I just lay awake thinking of all the possibilities.
I can hear the voices telling me that you don't like me.
I can hear them saying things that I know aren't true.
But they make me doubt everything.
I don't know what the truth is anymore.
And that scares me.

(c)ibarker

#voices #help #depression #love #heartbreak #sleep

Apr 2018 maria

Lies.

Apr 2018 maria

Keerthi Kishor

Lies.

Every time he opened his mouth,
it was either to kiss or to lie.
Eventually, I got sick of both.

#lie #lies #boyfriend #feelings #breakup #depression #depressed #kiss #heartbreak #truth