aurora

aurora Feb 2016

familiarity is
knowing exactly where you are
just by looking at the tops of passing trees

familiarity is also
knowing every line and crack in his lips
even in the dark

#love #kiss #life #dark #lips #her #him #trees #familiarity

aurora Dec 2015

silence

silence left to its own devices breeds silence
but even when you leave me screaming
words still do not pass through your lips

#love #words #depression #life #scream #lips #silence #shout

aurora Oct 2015

stars

unconditionally
my love for you runs
like a river through my veins
a rush to my head
a pain that's not a pain

you are as beautiful as the stars
i just hope you're not as fleeting

#love #depression #life #pain #stars #water #blood #head #veins #rush

aurora Oct 2015

night

i cannot breathe at night
and maybe it's just the congestion
or maybe it's the constant fear of myself
that creeps into my mind through the night

the darkness brings darkness

#fear #depression #life #anxiety #dark #thoughts #darkness #night #breathe

aurora Sep 2015

life @9pm

i miss
getting drunk
and talking to people
whom i'll never see again

#love #friends #drunk #depression #life #alcohol #people #miss #drinking #talking

aurora Sep 2015

insecurities

i am not
everything you think i am
i am
so much less

#sad #depression #life #happy #ugly #less #low #insecurity #smart #pretty

aurora Jul 2015

relapse

red stains my mind
a color not of choice
but of forced persuasion

it seems that no matter
how much good is in my life
happiness is fleeting

i understand
if you want to leave
i would too

#sad #depression #life #pain #happy #leave #hurt #red #tw #cut