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Jul 2018 · 359
sunken
Xyns Jul 2018
And it just seems like lately
I’ve been drowning
My mind is gone,
I’m history

.......

Bury me
In misery
Jun 2018 · 631
pawns
Xyns Jun 2018
Grown enough for nicotine
Adult enough to be a feen

Yet too young for THC
Or to pour myself a drink?

Mature enough for a felony
The system to take life from me

Still youth is used against me
Seems it doesn’t matter what I think..
Jun 2018 · 298
Rusty
Xyns Jun 2018
Eyes wide shut in a poppy seed slump
Slow motion moves my blood as it pumps
Cold and coping with pale powder bumps
I find my crutch in a poppy seed slump

Dumb and numb, opioid ****
Laying limp in a rut


*** on the run, opioid rust
Praying lips of a mut


Dumb and numb, opioid rust

Cheap opioid ****
Jun 2018 · 1.3k
isolate
Xyns Jun 2018
I wiped the slate clean
No strings
No attachments

I don’t need those things
Apr 2018 · 708
Liar, Liar, Liar
Xyns Apr 2018
Oh, we had it all
Bridges burnt
In love, ready to fall
Alienated,
But still together
We made it

Soul mates, you said
Forever, you said
"It's better to have loved and lost"
Well, I disagree
I'd rather have
Never loved at all


Liar, Liar, Liar
You're a *******
*******
I hope that one day
Cancer
Is what you get

You're weak
Pathetic
A child, really
"I feel like a man"
Really?
I don't understand

A man could work
He could try
He'd hang in there
When things weren't right
But you couldn't
You're no man

You're a sad little boy
With a little **** complex
Maybe that's for good reason
It's not like you were
Any good at pleasing
Hehe I know, I shouldn't have..
Apr 2018 · 264
Word Crack
Xyns Apr 2018
Snort a little diction

Smoke a little rhythm

Inhale a little alliteration

Inject a little rhetoric


Let's All Get
Strung Out On
**Word Crack
Apr 2018 · 304
I’ve Been Hurt Too
Xyns Apr 2018
What were the words you told me
That first made me want to be with you?
You said "I know you've been hurt
But, Autumn, I've been hurt too.."
Apr 2018 · 256
alone.
Xyns Apr 2018
only space
a blank place
withheld from grace
simply replaced
Apr 2018 · 509
blank
Xyns Apr 2018
It makes me sick to my stomach
How I play your laugh on loop in my head

My artist has kicked the bucket
All grey dances with the devil..
the colors are dead

Serums and cocktails to ease my stomach
I'm sober but I'd rather be blank instead
Apr 2018 · 188
ice.
Xyns Apr 2018
You know I hate it-
Try as I might,
It seems useless-
A losing fight...

..to erase you from my thoughts
I need guidance - an emotional GPS
I'm hopelessly, tragically lost..

Pale - you numb me like snow
You're colder than the ice that used to sit in my soul
Frail - this must be sick with a cold
I think I see the devil, dear;
I thought you should know

And, as much as I hate it,
Try as  I might;
I can see it's useless-
A losing fight..

..letting go while holding on to Jack Frost
Lasts a lifetime and I need rest
This has all come at too high a cost..

Blame - neglect may be all that I know
Flaunt your fears; they make for a show
Creep - such a dreadful process must be slow
To find trophies in the scar tissue;
From the wounds, marvels may grow..

Still, I hate it-
Try as I might;
It's always been useless-
A losing fight..

..because you keep a place in my mind
And keep my chest filled with ice
Even after all this **** time..
Nov 2017 · 438
Dose
Xyns Nov 2017
It goes
1 pill
2 pills
Now 3..

..It takes 4 pills
Just to get some sleep


Not to mention how many lines
It takes to ease my mind

And roll my *** out of bed
Baby girl's sober; she's dead

It goes
1 pill
2 pills
Now 3..

**..It takes 4 pills
Just to feel like me
Nov 2017 · 394
Man-Made
Xyns Nov 2017
I was handcrafted
Woven with words whispered by the breeze
Molded by melodies that let themselves freeze

For you.

.......

You were handmade
Seasoned by homemade remedies, equipped with amenities
Expensively constructed as a penthouse with luxuries

For me.

.......

We were man-made
Birth-bound to smooth one another's rough patches
Brains aflame, man-made matched as lit matches
Nov 2017 · 641
Where Do I Begin?
Xyns Nov 2017
I wanna take you all in
But where do I begin?

Star-lit kisses, every tattoo to trace
Just to put a smile on your face
In hopes that it always stays

I wanna take you all in
I'll start by tasting your skin

Pray for you and hold you close
Watch you grin and crinkle your nose
Telling inside secrets that no one knows

I wanna take you all in
Something so good it must be sin

I'll love you now, I'll love you later
Renewing pieces to fill my chest's crater
All along, you've clearly been this girl's savior

I wanna take you all in
Feel your warmth on me again

Remember me. I'll go nowhere
When I'm with you, the world ain't unfair
So please dont leave; I'd follow you anywhere

I wanna take you all in..
Oh where do I begin?
Nov 2017 · 684
Revelations
Xyns Nov 2017
She watched as the flames bit at her heels

And stared on in silence
As the sting licked her calves
Inching slowly upwards, aiming for the ****

She let the light blind her in her daze

And settled into the abyss
As the anguish learned her name
To haunt her dreams and taint her days

She whispered her pleas

And released herself slowly
As the rage took total possession
Reminding her chest of the purpose of greed

She captured it in a Polaroid picture

And shoved all else away
As she glared at it in shock and awe
Beholding the explosive, exclusive, targeted rapture
Nov 2017 · 431
Badlands
Xyns Nov 2017
Tangled
*******
Little knots

Narrow
Unfazed
Dull thoughts

Obscure
Underground
Sit as it rots

Undone
Defying
Boiled in pots

Badlands
Abandoned
Inhabited lots
Nov 2017 · 344
black
Xyns Nov 2017
They see my dimming embers

Nobody sees me hopelessly pawing at the ashes of who I once was

They see my empty stares

Nobody notices the red tears that have forever scarred my cheeks

They see my freshly cooked arms

Not hearing the profanity I screamed at myself as I singed my flesh

They see my crumbs and leaks

Nobody knows the violent contortions of my withering essence

They see me drowning

Nobody acknowledges my cries as I fight to keep my head above water

They see me jump off the deep end

But nobody knows the depths of my tortured, charred, shallow loneliness
Nov 2017 · 285
Delapidated
Xyns Nov 2017
Sometimes I gotta wonder what the **** is this high that I'm chasing
Sadly, after all the drugs I'm still alone in my room pacing

Breaking blocks, those building blocks seem so dilapidated
******* words, truths seeming too **** constipated


Black ink stains find revival as I turn to gray and I'm fading
Head to toes, covered in dirt, then used and abused- degrading

Dirt cheap highs to save me from the lows I've been facing
*And **** all as I'm jaded and lost and find myself spacing
Nov 2017 · 691
Cold Feet
Xyns Nov 2017
Why does every poem published feel risky?
Why does it cause me such a hard time?
I think "What am I even doing?"
And "Am I wasting my time?"

Is it recognition that I'm seeking?
Or is there something else I'm trying to find?

And just what is wrong with me?
Is this a talent, obsession, or is it an affliction?

If you could only see the way i scribble addictively..
I wouldn't be shocked if you staged an intervention.
Am I a poet or am I losing my sanity?
And could all my hopes be founded in fiction?

Still, my goal isn't nearly defined.
My mental organization could be improved..
I write as much as a nut case of some kind.
Is it in my best interest for my pen to be removed?

Patterns and stanzas keep me shallowly refined.
I'll ignore the hazard; it's excused.

*No reason to admit defeat because of cold feet.
Nov 2017 · 242
Counting
Xyns Nov 2017
1, 2, 3, 4
Counting
Always counting

Staring at clocks
Stomach in knots

Breadcrumb trails
In the little details

Of what has been lost..

Lately
Sometimes
I think, maybe
I'm a little
lost..


Just counting
Nov 2017 · 309
Spacing
Xyns Nov 2017
Hours* fly by in minutes
While they *drag on for days


You're standing beside me
But I know you're miles away

My head won't stop spinning
As I search for the words to say..

*..And I need you here with me
But you've already gone away..
Oct 2017 · 363
4 am
Xyns Oct 2017
I smoke 4 am cigarettes
For my 4 am regrets

...

Money, drugs, and cheap ***
Nothing more, nothing less

And coordinated train wrecks
With filthy secrets to confess

Beer breath and sad texts
Bred by my building stress

...

I smoke 4 am cigarettes
For my 4 am regrets
Oct 2017 · 280
Bleed Me Dry
Xyns Oct 2017
It makes me sick to my stomach and oh so intensely nauseous
How I helplessly play your laugh on loop, like an involuntary shrine, inside my aching head

Stunning smile, smooth voice belonging to a trickster so skillfully dishonest
New self-made self-esteem; empowered to say you can save yourself instead

Sin-stained waltz with a demon, misery's baggage kept hidden in closets
Black and white scenes bleeding grey; colors slaughtered as beauty is violated then abandoned- dim, dull, and dead


A cheap shell of a person, drained dry then discarded- intimacy ******* and cautious
Belittled my self-worth, fed your ego; *emotional homicide every night I layed on "my side" of your bed..
Oct 2017 · 304
Ride
Xyns Oct 2017
I felt these vibes
The special kind
Aided my high
And blew my mind
Pausing time
Evolving tribes
An uphill climb
And rocky ride
Oct 2017 · 381
Mauled
Xyns Oct 2017
Aggressively pounding my head against these walls
Waiting for that overrated empire called love to finally fall
Starting wars and dodging when the draft is called
Given a running start and not having to crawl
Feeling like every nice night has to be an emotional brawl
**Your affection is wildlife and I was ******* mauled
Oct 2017 · 241
A Goddamned Fool
Xyns Oct 2017
"He's just not that into you"
I wasn't special
No social breakthrough

I know you don't look back
Not like I do..
I didn't matter like that..

My smile doesn't occur to you
And you don't recall
The way I believe in the music too

The prospect of getting attached
You loathed so much
You practically had panic attacks..

So I busy myself to ignore you
It hurts to accept
What I know to be the truth..

You don't hear that specific track
And think of those days
In your kitchen when I made you laugh

You've been quite cruel..
Looking back..
I should've thought less of you..

Because now I know you like that
And I know I'm a fool
Even today I'd still text you back..

Walking on eggshells, fragile rules
******* boundaries
Established as if I don't have feelings too

I wish you missed me back..
And I know you never will
I'm nothing to notice your days lack

I suppose I'm a proven tool
And now I'm just your fan
And a ******* fool..
Oct 2017 · 208
Those Nights
Xyns Oct 2017
Eyes closed, cheek on your chest

Those nights.. I truly sleep the best

I've noticed that,
otherwise,
I get no proper rest
Oct 2017 · 288
I Think of You
Xyns Oct 2017
I think of you
When I'm alone and stuck in my head

I think of you
When you're gone and I'm in bed

I think of you
On the phone, when our calls end

I think of you
I'm not alone when i hold your hand

I think of you
When I look at where life has led

I think of you
And I'm In awe of all the things we've said

I think of you
When I'm hanging on by a thin thread

I think of you
And form more questions in my head

Like do you think about me too?
And What lies ahead?
Xyns Oct 2017
She gripped for her sanity
Clinging to potions and herbal remedies

Searched for words, desperately
The void leading to alternative poetry

Never feeling things clearly
Composing rhythms more effectively

Lifetimes lacking serenity
Her words easing more than Hennessy

Masterpieces to occupy infinity
Or, at least, hold their own, indefinitely

Even to her, her muse is a mystery
Craving simplicity, not denying complexities

Finding the insignificant inspiring
A much greater fate to which she's aspiring

Accustomed to an unbound mentality
Skilled to manifest, persuade her own destiny

Success infects, not only genetically
Prophetic grandeur that she'll fulfill, definitely

Spitting out diction- somewhat addictively
By design, she's cursed as a poet, respectively
Oct 2017 · 249
Manifest
Xyns Oct 2017
If motivational bankruptcy has been declared
And it's a challenge to see the appeal in my work
I reach up and pull will power right out of thin air
Remembering the reward will be worth all that I exert

Only the purest vibes are worth risk to invest
I've been graced with this affinity- the ability to manifest


May hell freeze before the day I'm poetically impaired
No room for rest on the way to reaching level expert
Finding solace in this ability to be poetically repaired
And I'm comforted by the pleasure provided by my efforts

*I'll find validation when, with myself, I find I'm impressed
Harnessing energies; these dreams are sure to manifest
Oct 2017 · 283
In This Write
Xyns Oct 2017
Within this write, there are things I want to share.
More effectively, I want to express my ideas on things- both good and unfair.
Furthermore, this is for me; I'm not writing in hopes that you care.

It's so filled with miscommunication; if you think so, I don't believe malevolence was the aim
No ****** needed; we weren't meant to be more- this is recent knowledge I've come to gain
We were galaxies- within both of us are constellations we're given the responsibility to contain

Both of us seem electric and maybe that's why it had to be emotional warfare
Or perhaps the currents burned us out and now we're emotionally impaired

A temporary Romeo whose mind manufactures illusions of a ride to imminent fame
Met this Juliet whose spirit had aged and set goals of recognition to obtain
Each tortured artistically, with the unpleasant disposition to over-explain

Somehow, despite the floods of words, coherent expressions were rare
You felt unnecessarily taxed while I felt time with you costed me a steep fare
I'm intimately drained after all the internal details I was pressured to share

Ideas of romantic success were forced by naivety to be entertained
Unhealthily encouraged by all the tiny kisses hesitantly exchanged

Journey by my side to where lust dwells- my innocence used to live there
The angels we once were have been tainted by wasted passions we declared
Leaving us merciless, as ours were never the sensitivities to be spared

There was no shortage of moments in which I doubted any of it was sane
With this write, I hope to prevent the ride from being taken in vain
In this write, I hope at least a few of my conflicted thoughts are made plain..
Oct 2017 · 175
Mosaic
Xyns Oct 2017
There's a serenity in you with which I'm complacent
Breeding a peace and comfort aiding my contentment

Components of your art are delicate- that's evident
You're a mosaic- a spectacular piece; oh, so immaculate
Oct 2017 · 166
Immunity
Xyns Oct 2017
Embracing harmonized anomalies quite chaotically

Blindly, musically, inevitably inclined to monstrosities

Naturally-inherited higher probabilities of wild possibilities

It goes without saying- we're immune to the contagious monotony
Oct 2017 · 237
Prescription Ambitions
Xyns Oct 2017
If you didn't already know better,
You might mistake me as driven..

If you knew none to the contrary,
You may think I have success envisioned..

If you didn't know otherwise,
You might assume I have will to function..

*Actually, the truth is deservedly frowned-upon...
I tend to possess mostly prescription ambitions..
Oct 2017 · 532
For Your Convenience
Xyns Oct 2017
You said "inconvenient"
"Unpractical"

Every small sentiment
Had to be tactical

Rejection eminent
Walls are habitual..

Always "inconvenient"
"Unpractical"

No disagreement
It's factual

Too infrequent
Becoming classical

Solely "inconvenient"
"Unpractical"*

For your convenience
Made me fragile

You're transparent
Hardly infallible..
Oct 2017 · 234
Had to Be
Xyns Oct 2017
It's no surprise that we've come back..
Deep down, I think I knew ..

From the moment we first met..

..no matter what I had to do..

...

It just had to be you.
Oct 2017 · 1.6k
Hush
Xyns Oct 2017
I felt my heart begin to pound
Your voice had that familiar sound..

I saw you slowly walk up those stairs
I knew I was right to be so scared..

The way you looked at me..
I could barely breathe..

The air was heavy with doubt
Who knew silence could be so loud?

Loving you was always so hard..
..I guess..
*"We're better apart."
Oct 2017 · 518
Surprise
Xyns Oct 2017
You picked up,
for the first time in a while

I just had to do this and I don't know why

You say you're busy;
you don't have much time

I only called to say I think I'll be just fine
Oct 2017 · 305
It Gets Heavy
Xyns Oct 2017
I'm going to take you to another kind of place,
But, honey, you have to make sure you're ready.
I can promise highs without needing to take hits,
But you'll have to hold on tight because **** gets heavy

I know that things won't always be steady
Your shoulders may sometimes carry additional weight..
I'm unaware if you're used to that already

While I confess it has a certain type of mystique,
My story has been extreme; the loads have been hefty.
The waves of life that I get to ride are an enigma..
Will you be able to cope with it when **** gets heavy?

Those lines separating right from wrong get a bit blurry..
Will you be in over your head when things escalate?
Don't come if you're afraid of this getting messy..

You'll be given a crash-course in why I constantly stress.
The few that pass are the few that impress me.
The reward is a loyalty that has yet to fail
So don't lose your breath or fall to panic; **** gets heavy
Oct 2017 · 986
Tirelessly Scheming
Xyns Oct 2017
Ugly and disappointing colors are what they're revealing
It's a challenge not to fall victim to the deceptive deceiving
This world in which all are tirelessly scheming

Corrupt messages intended to disillusion our modes of sensory
The laws of this dishonesty are rarely discriminant
The unlimited reach of the effects are constantly consistent
Putting current views and outlooks in legitimate jeopardy

Originality is one thing they've made a hobby of stealing
Dark, ***** secrets require intelligent attempts at concealing
This society in which all are tirelessly scheming

Naivity is an automatic assumption of all that is innocent
You can witness their successes expending minimal energy
The fraud is hazardous; failure is certainly imminent
One would desire that outcome sooner than later, as it leaves recipients feeling elderly
With any form of luck, more will come to share this sentiment

Endless efforts put toward developing façades generally appealing
Aiming to have candor and valor on the knees, kneeling
This reality in which all are tirelessly scheming

Sturdy quilts to shield clarity are woven most expertly
Time being tested passed slowly- increment by minute increment
Blueprints to fool the majority will be, expectedly, intricate
What was the original reality has been altered into a distant, doubted memory

Any and all accomplished legitimitacy sends them all reeling
There's always a "crisis" with which we should be dealing
*Our universe in which all are tirelessly scheming
Sep 2017 · 392
Ultimately..
Xyns Sep 2017
Becoming enough for you still isn't possible in the slightest..

Even when I'm sleeping and I'm dreaming at my wildest..

You claim to no longer have any love left to be harnessed..

Of all the pills I've swallowed, this has been one of the hardest..
Sep 2017 · 219
Changing Climate
Xyns Sep 2017
Sparks suspected to have caused this flame to be ignited
Put under pressure to hide it, conceal it, deny it
Insecurities and greed are the main culprits of all the violence
Curses foretold as warnings in the planets' alignment
Ignorance has been molded into an art or a science
If it isn't explicit, expect that they've securely implied it
So many sounds, go deaf and then drown in the silence
Invading homes and thoughts as though it was invited
Truth exposed is sneakily altered to disguise it
Misleading masses to control a majority's mindset
Freedom lost as they prevent attempts to revive it
Attempts to distract from the reality that existence is timeless
Peace of mind secured when tensions are excited
Crippling angels to prevent the liberty of flying
Heavily fueled by a cocktail of deciet mixed with spite
Significant events whispered as pointless wars are incited
Think of unity as a gryphon paralyzed and rendered flightless
Crowds convinced to be content when mindless
The search continues for those not mentally lifeless
What is considered humanity's finest
Authenticity has yet to be provided
It widens the gap that has us divided
The flame of those being blindly misguided
Runs the risk of roaring wildfires being ignited
No requests for your all, you've already supplied it
Made oblivious during the time of a crisis
Values labeled on treasures proven priceless
Privacy no longer permitted to be private
Eyes wide open yet views remain sightless
Individuality, a thing of which we may one day be reminded
Exterminations ordered of all those free and enlightened
Fortune concealed as the desperate all struggle to find it
Identities and dignity become commonly traded
If only they knew they were being violated
Unfortunately, their ignorance has been properly validated
After the ******, I wonder who lives to inaccurately explain it
Sep 2017 · 292
Easily Severed
Xyns Sep 2017
"Young spirit worn by an old soul, broken heart plated in gold.."

My spirit is weathered, disguised by youth
I'm not broken, but I'm fractured; that's the truth
I'm a matter of seconds from blowing a fuse
I'd love to explain it but I, myself, am confused
I'm surely faulty; clearly some screws have come loose

In the search for understanding, nobody can be found
Push comes to shove and your world becomes a ghost town
Learn from the lessons; don't hit the ground
Survival is natural for those with will power somewhat profound
Peace and quiet, tranquility; what a wonderful sound

Get to know yourself and then access your third eye
The power of understanding is nothing I could begin to deny
An experience akin to tripping when I've gotten too high
Wings blessed by injustice allow us to take flight
Tempted to leave behind all the rest, find our place in the sky

"Young spirit worn by an old soul, broken heart plated in gold.."*

Mute what's expressed by those oppressed by the righteous
Mourning temporary flames; they always burnt brightest
Droughts of emptiness that make the Sahara seem luscious
Developed dependencies on what gets you highest
What's left unspoken will only be answered with silence

Respect fractured souls who chose not to give in to the pressure
Cruel standards by which human worth has been routinely measured
Few bonds will not break; ties are easily severed..
Xyns Sep 2017
When you're down and you're emotionally weak
Remind yourself that there's beauty in every beast
You don't have to be taken down or beaten by defeat
It's inside yourself- the capability to rise to your feet
I try to remind myself every night before I sleep

Sometimes it doesn't work; sometimes I still weap
It's hard to fight the stinging when, into the heart, it creeps
It can be so intense you may feel your world freeze
Still, don't let your legs buckle; don't fall to your knees
Your will is more powerful- this I truly believe

It's unwise to depend on others to provide your relief
Greed is abundant; I feel that's plain to see
You must begin to love yourself to actually be free
Discover a method to let your inner emotions breathe
And grant yourself freedom to let your soul speak

Things may be hard; yes, life may seem bleak
Just understand that there's beauty in every beast
Don't doubt that, in every human, there is magnificent strength
Take flight- let the struggles grace you with elegant wings
Undoubtedly, *there's beauty in every beast
Sep 2017 · 322
Never Have I Ever
Xyns Sep 2017
Have you ever felt a feeling you have no business feeling?
It got your head spinning and your mind reeling?

Have you ever watched your story fall apart
Poem after poem?
And every poem crumble
Word after word?
And every word get dismembered
Letter after letter?

Have  you ever laid for hours just staring at your ceiling?
Pit in your gut because of the **** you're finally realizing?

Have you ever watched your circle fall apart
Person after person?
And every person crumble
Tear after tear?
And see every tear get devalued
Lie after lie?

Have you ever woken up to realize you have no use for your eyes
Because, after all that you've seen, you've remained blind?
Sep 2017 · 474
I'm Not Enough for You
Xyns Sep 2017
I fell in love
I fell for you
You had walls
I tried to break through
I'd give you my all
I told you the truth
But in the end
It wasn't enough for you

Words unspoken..
Torn emotions..
I'd run away with you..

But you've chosen..
You've spoken..
I'm not enough for you..


I lost it all
I fall apart
You'll never call
I've sold my own heart
Denied my eyes
Saw a work of art
Now in the end
Shouldn't have let it start

Words unspoken..
Torn emotions..
I broke my walls for you..

But you've chosen..
Yes, you've spoken..
And I'm not enough for you
..
Sep 2017 · 584
We Just Haven't Met
Xyns Sep 2017
I could love you and hold you close
Make magic out of these memories
You wouldn't deny my offered dose
Or make a mess of my mental faculties

Dismay in the fact that you don't exist
Perhaps we haven't met yet
All these unfelt feelings that I've expressed
Perhaps we haven't met yet

I should put more merit behind youth
More merit behind these anomalies
To others in this world, we'd remain aloof
And to the stress that accompanies

It's out there; I know you exist
We probably haven't met yet
All the unfelt feelings that I've expressed
We probably haven't met yet

Past flames on which I've burnt myself
We're not fireproof or flame retardant
Flings condensed to pages idling on my shelves
Feelings like prisons from which we're pardoned

Wondering aimless; we both exist
We just haven't met yet
Unfelt feelings that'll be expressed
We just haven't met yet

Feeling less lonely when feeling together
Being held close and not by empty arms
Text me; call me doll whenever
I'll protect you from any harm

I think I'll love you; I know you exist
*We just haven't met yet
Sep 2017 · 539
Your Side
Xyns Sep 2017
The side of the bed on which you used to lay
Is the spot that, lately, I've chosen to stay

Embracing a body pillow to cope with being lonely
And the knowledge that you simply don't want me

The side of my bed on which you used to lay
Is a place I couldn't stand to see another stay

Those songs now only remind me I'm alone
So I deleted them; SoundCloud is gone

The side of the bed on which you used to lay
Is where I've been these past few days
Still, I chase others away
On your side, I think I'll stay
Sep 2017 · 167
Untitled
Xyns Sep 2017
I'll invite you to occupy my mind
I'll do my best to never waste your time
As long as you promise not to waste mine
Sep 2017 · 153
Shadows
Xyns Sep 2017
I want to erase you, leave you in the past..

Ignoring your voice, I'll delete those music apps..

I can't help but feel that, in feelings, I've been trapped..

How am I doing..something you would never ask..

Accepting the rejection at long, long last..

Hopefully, you'll get lost in the shadows that I cast..
Sep 2017 · 165
enough..
Xyns Sep 2017
Confessions stating that I might be in love.
Deep down I wish that it had been enough.

I swallowed the truth but you know that it was tough..
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