what is life?,
is it grow up, get a job,
get a wife,
and survive until,
you die?,
who said it supposed to be that,
why do we follow this path?,
something I learnt,
in math,
that for every problem,
is more than one solution,
one answer for the question of life,
is evolution,
that is natural,
but who laid down the laws,
and made us cultural?,
who said we need to use money ?,
no money,
no stealing,
who said we need money,
this is something funny,
we take from nature,
we got that part right,
and build for our future,
but there could have been,
many ways to live life,
life without money,
life without a complex system,
made by people who,
think is right,
there are many answers to life,
and we are experiencing one,
isn't it high time,
to search for a new one?,
or is it too late,
to change change,
our own fate?

I sit here at my favorite place,
On the light brown sand,
And into the vast sea I gaze,
The cool breeze,
Blow between the waves,
In front of me pass by a horse,
A white horse,
A magnificent beast,
As bright as day,
A beautiful sight,
I must say,
As per Greek mythology,
Horses were a gift to human,
From the God of the sea,
Poseidon,
They emerged from the churning waves,
Mighty and brave,
Just like the waves,
I the sight before me,
And feeling inside me,
As the waves curled,
Was the best feeling,
The world!

Christmas,
I may not follow the religion,
But i love this festival,
It is celebrated in all region,
Beautiful decorations,
With the couple's if red and white,
And the festive celebrations,
The Christmas spirit,
Is one of a kind,
The time to exchange gift,
Little kids wait for Santa Clause,
But their plan has a flaw,
They fall asleep,
Next morning they run,
To the Christmas tree,
And sprawled below it,
Is gifts received from Santa... Free,
Families get together,
Happiness is in the air,
And its snows forever,
Setting up a Christmas tree,
Setting lights outside,
In the breeze,
The joy of Xmas,
Is beautiful,
And lovely

Today,
A friend... A close friend,
Fell in love in such a way,
Her sorrows flew away ,
She unites with her lover,
and she blooms like a flower,
But.........,
I fear that,
One day She will forget me,
Like many before her have,
Love is a blessing,
But for others,
Their lives it may be messing,
She is gone,
I do not know,
Why i feel so jealous,
Why do i fell so sad,
She was a friend..... A close friend,
For maybe,
I had something for this friend,
Deep within the abyss of my heart,
Or maybe our friendship comes to an end!

Modern generation,
Creation of virtual reality,
But to me it seems like a fatality,
To human,
Why do we need this virtual world,
To make fairy worlds look real,
To experience something,
That can never be real?,
When i was a child,
Even i saw a world,
That could never be mine,
Even i could see clouds swirl and curl,
But i never used virtual reality,
I used my imagination,
The key for creation,
Why do we need fake stimulated worlds,
When u can create one in your head,
And travel it,
Expand it,
U can do whatever you want,
They may turn into dreams,
In your mind,
Any image you can beam,
Human imagination,
Is stronger than any creation,
Then why do we succumb,
To virtual reality,
Or is it humans have lost their imagination ,
And is heading for fatality

When i think about love,
Or watch it in a movie,
Or feel it in a song that's lovely,
I remember.........,
Remember the time,
When i was never lonely,
I could face life boldly,
I was fearless,
I was complete,
I remember,
Waking up to a text,
Saying good morning,
And that gives me the reason,
To wake up every morning,
I remember,
Every night,
I get a text,
After a bustling day,
On bed i lay,
And read,
"i love you" with a red heart,
It stings like a dart,
And i melt,
And all my problems have been dealt,
But then i remember...,
U are not here for me,
When i need u the most,
I sit here under a tree,
All weak and lonely,
I don't want to eat,
I am not complete,
Anger consumes me,
Emotions blind me,
Tears sting my eyes,
And i say to myself,
"i was stupid to believe",
And then i see her again,
With teeth as white as doves,
And i scream away,
This is what happens,
When i think of love!

There was a man,
Over the age of 40,
His dress was bland,
A shirt, a coat,
And pleated pant,
He stood on a bridge,
Overlooking the sea,
And was admiring it's beauty,
He stood there gazing across,
And wondering what mystery,
Lay beneath,
After a while its been,
Came along a boy,
No older than 17,
Teary eyed the boy stood,
With anger,
Consuming his mood,
The man made eye contact with the boy,
And saw a look in the boy's eyes,
A look with which he was familiar,
A look meaning the end was near,
A look..... Lost in the early years,
The boy looked away,
Into the sea,
This world he wanted to leave,
His body was trembling,
His fingers twitching,
The man read fear,
And hatred in the boy,
The man walked towards the boy,
And hugged him,
On his face was teary joy,
Somebody saved him,
Somebody cared,
The man held on,
Until the boy left him,
The boy left the man,
And walked away,
His spirits awaked,
The man continued looking at the sea,
This time wondering about with a sigh,
The biggest mystery,
Mystery of life!

I write poems because,
Poets are the people,
Who understand how i feel,
How it is like to love,
To lose it,
I write my madness,
Craziness,
Faithfulness,
And like many artists,
My loneliness,
Poets don't criticize,
Like the rest of the world,
They may smile,
Or cry reading,
But never be leaving,
An insult,
Because they understand,
They know the pain,
They feel it,
When i have a problem,
I have no one to share with,
No friends,
Not siblings,
Definitely not my family,
I turn to poetry,
I can write what i want,
I write what i feel,
I write out my troubles,
Rhyming words,
In small thought bubbles,
And crying inside,
No one to sit beside,
No one to hold,
Everything is cold,
Poetry is the only thing,
Keeping me alive,
it helps me survive!

I have heard about losing lovers,
I know about it,
It's like a flower losing colour,
And It happens,
What I did not know,
Is losing a friend,
Chatting and calling them "bro",
But in the end,
They never needed me,
I was just a follow along nobody,
They were my best friends,
And now they don't care for me,
Even if the world ends,
Losing a lover,
Is like a flower with no colour,
Losing a friend,
Is like a dying flower,
Wilted and bent!

I kneel by the sea,
And pray to Poseidon,
"Send me a girl" I say,
A girl bright as the sun,
A girl who has fun,
A girl who will forgive me,
For all I have done,
Soon as I speak these words,
From the water,
Flies the birds,
From the water,
A figure walks out,
She has crystal blue eyes,
Hair like waves,
A flowing dress,
She was a gods bless,
Her name was mercy,
Mercy is what I need,
In my life,
Mercy,
The girl who,
Rose out of the sea,
Mercy is what I need,
From life.

Today is 19th of the month October,
Today was a little cold,
Winter is around the corner,
The sky is dark bold,
I relate to an Eskimo,
I fight the cold,
And onto my life I hold,
But when I stand next to her,
Warmth flows through me,
Her presence is like a flame,
And warm love,
Flows through my veins,
The Eskimo absorbs the heat,
To get rid of cold feet,
He uses fire,
All day cold I will be,
My soul is frozen,
And melts when she looks at me,
Her eyes are warm embers,
Her soul is a flame,
She is my ultimate desire,
She is what I admire,
She is..... My fire.

I am sitting at one of my favourite places,
The beach,
And above me a lamp blazes,
A cool breeze blows,
Past many silent faces,
I look up and see the moon,
Large and cream,
With a hint of orange,
I realise that the moon,
Is like my crush!,
She stands there like a boon,
I admire her beauty,
But I cannot make her mine....fully,
I see her,
But I cannot reach for her,
So close yet so far,
I try to embrace her,
But she is someone else's,
She was my dear,
And not getting her was my fear,
And she is there everyday,
From heaven a boon,
Beautiful as ever,
But I cannot get her,
Just like the moon.

There was a new girl in class,
I fell in love with her,
And forgot everything about my past,
Wish I could mirror my feelings for her,
Just like chrome cast,
I want to hold her hand,
Sitting on the beach,
Writing messages in the sand,
Look into her green eyes,
In the air blows the wind,
Little chilly as ice
The sun is setting,
The ground is breaking,
Falling,
And I wake up,
Sweating,
I am feeling,
Sad and bad,
It was just a dream,
Only..... A dream

Fear
What is it,
Fear of dogs,
Fear of getting bit,
Fear of spiders,
Fear of liars,
Fear of people breaking your heart,
Fear of remembering the past,
Fear of dying,
Fear of flying,
Fear of buying,
Fear of ghosts,
Fear of monsters,
A wise man told me,
The monster is not under your bed,
It's inside your head,
So is this fear,
And so is everything else,
Now don't fall and drop a tear,
Stand tall and face yourself,
Face the fear,
Hidden within your mind,
Stand near,
Your fear,
And push him off,
From your mind,
You may be weak,
But u have a strong mind,
Just remember,
The monster is not under your bed,
It is in your head!

I wish,
I wish upon a shooting star,
That leaves a streak of light,
In the night sky afar,
I wish I could heal a scar,
Which is deep in my heart,
And I wish that people stop hurting me,
With words like poisonous darts,
I wish,
I wish upon a shooting star,
That leaves a streak of light,
In the night sky afar!

I have been hurt,
I have been cut,
I have been scratched,
I have been bruised,
I have stitches.
I have braces,
All these things pain,
But does not bother my brain,
But there is one pain,
That does not bleed,
Does not leave a scar,
It is the burning pain,
Deep within my heart!

Starters (salad/fruits)
Wash it,
Chop it,
Dice it,
Slice it,
Garnish it,
Toss it,
Greek it,
Decorate it,
Serve it,

Main course
Cut it,
Chop it,
Slice it,
Mix it,
Bread it,
Sauce it,
Roll it,
Garnish it,
Fry it,
Boil it,
Gravy it,
Season it,
A pinch of salt,
And one over the shoulder for good luck,
Paint it,
Taste it,
Judge it,
Perfect it,
Decorate it,
Serve it,

Dessert
Cool it,
Ice it,
Slice it,
Decorate it,
And serve it!

A dinner by the candlelight,
And I give you a chef's delight

A tear,
rolls down my cheek,
flows past my ear,
and drops on my paper,
each tear,
is a part of my soul,
every tear I shed,
drops on my ink,
Now I am empty and dead,
and my soul is,
in these very words you have read,
So save my soul,
keep it in a bowl,
protect it from the ghouls,
save your soul from this fear,
lock it in a bowl,
because it starts with a tear,
rolling down,
down past your ear.

She was the one,
Who didnt love me,
She,
Was the one who left me,
She didn't care,
Her heart was bare,
It was easy for her,
She was the finisher,
She thought She was leaving me,
She didn't know,
She has broken me,
But in reality,
She was choking me.

I.....
I liked a girl,
She has cute curls,
I love her,
I wanted her,
To be with her,
She is,
The focus to my life that is blur,
But I cannot talk to her,
Frightened I might say something wrong,
I don't want her to hurt,
This is my curse,
I am an introvert!

I wake up everyday,
Cuz I have to,
From April to may,
Everyday,
I go to school,
And try not to be a fool,
And then I'm home..... Again,
After a heart pain,
I eat some grain,
And then fill my brain,
With things I dont care,
Then I sleep,
I don't feel,
Don't love,
No fun,
Just work,
Everyday like a clockwork,
I'm dead inside,
This is my life,
A dead person,
Walking alone and pretending to be alive!

I wanted to hold her hand,
They were smooth,
And a little cream bland,
Her nails were pink,
Purple and all the colors,
One could think,
Her hand was like a flower,
Colorful and wavy,
I longed to take her hand in mine,
And just spend the time,
And when I greet her,
I kiss her hand,
Like an English gentleman!

I was innocent,
Thinking life was magnificent,
But then I met these ghouls,
They said they were,
friendly souls,
I befriended them,
Overtime They were precious to me,
Like a prized gem,
But when I needed them the most,
They just left me hanging like ghosts,
These ghouls,
Have ignited,
My inner dark soul!

Saw her sleeping in school,
The A/C kept me cool,
I was tempted,
To put her stray hair back,
She looked beautiful sleeping,
I didn't let anyone as much as clap,
I thought I was dreaming,
Her velvet red lips,
Were parted little,
My heart skipped,
For I have not seen such beauty,
She was there peacefully,
Making me blush,
Silently.

I was new to this place,
And the first thing I saw,
Was her beautiful face,
And I stood there with an open jaw,
My heart started to race,
And blood rushed to my face,
I was too shy,
And couldn't talk to her for days,
I was naturally shy,
That all I could do,
Is watch her pass by,
And I would be jealous,
When she talks to other guys,
And because of my shyness,
All I can do is,
Watch this princess.

We have the power to make,
We have Power to create,
We have the power to destroy,
The power to demolish,
The power to give hope,
The power to cope,
Power to walk a tightrope,
Power to ****,
Power to fill,
Power to save,
To crave,
Power of rage,
And power of strong words,
On a blank page.

I grew up watching cartoons,
Reading fairy tales,
Believing they existed like the moon,
I thought the world was like these tales,
Fun,  magic and love,
Castles, princesses and magic doves,
But something hit me,
What happens in reality is tragic,
As I grew,
I lost hope,
We are walking on a tight rope,
Walking over insanity,
No excitement,
Life is ,
My biggest disappointment

I wanted to talk to her,
But I could not talk,
I wanted to speak to her,
But I couldn't speak,
I wanted to be with her,
But I couldn't be,
I wanted to hold her,
But I couldn't,
To my curse I mock,
I had a voice,
But I couldn't talk,
My heart was locked,

U were like water,
U were majestic and beautiful,
Like water,
U were deep like an ocean,
And I wanted to fill It with a love potion,
Brewed inside my heart,
U were calm and tame,
For ur beauty,
Only God I could blame,
When you walk these days,
Ur hips would sway,
Just like waves,
Your laughter is a ripple,
On ur calm surface,
But when I tried to be with u,
When I tried to keep you,
U drowned me,
Like a tsunami,
I thought I caught her,
But I drowned,
After all she is water!

I have these dreams,
They are weird as they seem,
These dreams depict my deepest fears,
But they are not nightmares,
These dreams makes me weak,
And they come few days a week,
I don't know why,
I don't know what,
These dreams have my fears caught,
And every time I close my eyes,
They release this fear,
And makes me shiver like on ice,
Until one day in the future so near,
My eyes would not open,
I cannot smell the morning token,
I cannot move,
I cannot prove,
and I am engulfed in this dream,
I hear the ferry man's bell,
These dreams were a one way stream,
To a place called hell.

I thought,
.........,
I thought,
I was a special friend,
I thought,
I was the person to keep your secrets,
The rumours and the deepest,
I thought,
I was that one friend,
And be mates till the end,
What I did not think,
Was that one day I find the truth,
And I sink,
My life goes up in flames and soot,
I have been ripped out,
Of my roots,
Now I have changed,
My life has darkened,
I trust no one,
I care for no one,
And I certainly don't believe anyone,
And I follow the dark,
In my heart is a mark,
It came from your mouth,
Like a poisonous dart.

Demons come from fairy tales,
They are neither male,
Nor female,
They come from religions,
And are found,
In every different region,
Anybody can become a demon,
It's about how one thinks,
When they lose hope,
And is on Insanity's brink,
And they tie the noose on the rope,
To get away from these demons,
Forever?,
Or will one meet them again?,
This ends ,
These demons I am talking about,
Are none other then my so called "friends"!
I'm done with the devil and his dealing,
Where are they now,
When I'm swinging from the ceiling

Someone cared for you,
Someone loved you,
Someone wanted you,
And you,
Didn't care,
Didn't love,
Didn't share,
Didn't want,
That someone was me,

I'm hurting,
I'm crying,
I'm dying,
I'm in a corner,
Thinking about you,
Everything is blue,
I'm cursing,
at you,
Trying,
To sell my soul,
I'm sinking in this cold,
Dark place,
I can see a face,
It's mine,
With a smile,
That was time,
When u loved me,
Or that's what I had in mind,
I'm engulfed in this void of darkness,
I don't know where I came from,
I don't know where to go,
I have entered the limbo

We were friends,
Since we were kids,
Everytime,
After playtime,
We would say a line,
She says,
"see u later alligator ",
And i would say,
" see u in a while crocodile ",
We grew up together,
Had memories,
That could last forever,
We finished each others sentance,
Our bond lengthend,
Our friendship was a powerful legend,
But one day,
We grew up,
And had to pursue our way,
We parted,
A friendship we started,
Just ended,
We parted in tears,
I was holding her close,
She didn't want to let go,
Finally for the last time we saw each others eyes,
And she said,
"see u later......... Alligator ",
And i said,
" see u in a while.......... Crocodile ",
This was our biggest fear,
To walk away,
With tears.

When u pass by,
U give me a glance ,
And my heart  would shoot up the sky,
And I smell the rose flavored shampoo in ur hair,
And I'm stuck in time there,
U grin at my reaction,
Ur white teeth peek,
Between ur cherry lips,
And when u walk u sway ur hip,
And u wear a clip,
With a rose,
I'm stunned by the force,
Of ur astounding beauty,
U chuckle,
And my knees buckle,
My voice is muffled,
My mind is  shuffled,
And all u did is pass by,
And make me believe I can touch the sky!!!!

There are trees,
And buzzing  bees,
There are mountains,
Between them the sun rises,
Like a beautiful golden fountain,
The Cool wind blows,
And some prancing doe,
It exists amidst a forest,
There is a flowing brook,
Inside the Hut is a singing cook,
Cooking a tasty meal for the tribe,
There is no electricity,
No gas mobility,
No Internet,
People using fishing net,
To reel in their catch,
During the campfire,
They have a singing Match,
At night,
The mosquitoes bite,
But no one puts up a fight,
The wolves howl in the eerie night,
Howling at the moonlight,
This is what other tribes  pillage,
And this is an extract,
Of my hometown village

When people joke about me,
I join them and mock me,
But sometimes they can just be mean,
Very mean,
It is painful,
I try to not make my emotions  seen,
This puts a question in my mind,
R these people true friends,
Or are these people just lying,
R they the friends I'll miss when I leave?,
R they the going to miss me?,
R they the people I put on my trust,
Or being with them is a must?,
R they the people on whome I can lean?,
But they r so mean,
I'm angry and I sound mean too,
But how can I doubt those people who,
have been,
There for me when life was mean,
Not everyone are  friends,
But there is always someone,
With whome my adventure ends,
And that's my true friend!

My heart is broken,
My heart is frozen,
Now I cannot feel,
I don't feel like eating any meal,
My life spins on a movie reel,
This is a big deal,
In front of God I kneel,
Begging like a seal,
To again make me feel,
To thaw my frozen heart,
To again start,
I ask for a clean slate,
I don't want it to be too late,
My life so far is not great,  
Or is this my ruined fate? ,
I ask nothing more,
But a lifelong soulmate.

Somebody is laughing,
I am crying,
Somebody is living,
I am dying,
Somebody is dancing,
I am lying,
Somebody is flying,
I'm sinking,
Somebody is cheering,
I'm cursing,
You are  is leaving,
And I'm weeping,
This is one of,
Loves meaning,
U have robbed me,
Off my feeling

I tried for the first time,
I thought u could be mine,
But u said to wait,
And I waited with hope on my mind,
But it was too Late,
When I realized u had been lying,
After a year or two,
I thought of trying ,
Maybe i healed in time,
Maybe it can be fine,
Maybe u changed your mind,
But when I tried again,
Something u say is stuck on my mind,
Now there is no use of me crying,
I was a fool,
And wasted precious time,
Cause now  I give up,
My life has become blue,
trying,
To be with you.

Exams,
Everybody is studying,
Everyone is worrying,
All are learning,
Their minds are burning,
To the boards they are serving,
They are not slaves making a dam,
They r students,
Studying for exams

Science,
Something that does not make sense,
Hey it is the core of our survival,
It tells us about,  
How we once were  an animal,
And how we have the advantage of doubt,
It explains gravity,
And einsteins theory of relativity,
It also explains,
About chemicals that cause pain,
Or make artificial rain,
But if it weren't for science,
We'd still be apes,
Losing our minds

I used to,
Think I Have greater problems than you,
But when I learned the truth,
I am nothing compared to you,
For you are the modern youth,
And we live in a world of suffering,
And life keeps buffering ,
Now who am I to complain,
That I have suffered more pain,
Than you

Some would say this is heaven,
Some would say this is a dream,
Some would say it's a castle of cream,
Living in it a monster with riches that gleam,
But that is all talk,
Cause it's the story of  jack and the beanstalk,
Some say that it is where one falls asleep,
It rest on clouds,
White as a dead man's shroud,
This is bigger than any nation ,
Because Peoples imagination,
Is something one  cannot doubt.
Cause they imagined a kingdom on clouds.

Flower,
It has the unique power,
To mend broke hearts,
Always being sold on carts,
They bring color to the world,
At night they are curled,
They lie on a dead man's grave,
Or inside a lonely cave,
They have incredible scent,
And along with the wind it went,
A flower is a sign,
That good things,
Will come in time.

I was nothing  but a pup,
When u brought me home,
And put in  front of me a cup,
Engraved on it my name,
You groom me like a lions mane,
And teach me how to be tame,
I see u leave outside the door,
And I wait,
By the door,
I'm sitting on the floor,
I hear u approach the door,
And I leap off the floor,
For I have  awaited your arrival,
For hours many more,
When I go out,
And roam about,
I cannot see the colour,
But I can feel my surrounding,
And smell the flower,
I sit beside you,
Whining when I need some love,
From you,
And bark "I love you too "
I stay alert,
Till I can no more stay awake,
And tomorrow again is a another same day.

I seek for a sign,
An opportunity,
To sit with u and drink some wine,
And in the candlelight we dine,
I seek for the perfect time,
To take your hand in mine,
And embrace what once was mine,
Your love!,
I wake up,
And realize,
I missed the sign,
I missed the opportunity,
I missed the perfect time,
And now I'm n cryin,
I sit here at noon... ,  
Cause now I understand the phrase,
Once in a blue moon!

Ocean ,
Always in motion,
Or sometimes calm,
Like a bird on ur palm,
I wish it no harm,
But to sit beneath it,
And admire it's charm,
The environment is silent ,
And the rays of light passing though ,
Like the melodious Cords of a violin,
The blue colour,
Turns a shade darker,
Going down farther,
U sink in its peace,
And everything above cease,
Above the waves fold,
This is a story never told.