Building blocks come crashing down
Like my mood when no one's around
Can't decide to smile or frown
Sometimes It's like my lungs are bound
Now I am pleased, bundled some trees
Set them ablaze and scorched the leaves
Can't clear my name with petty deeds
Sacrifice so my soul is freed.

Don't pick
And Choose
Your words
Like Jenga
Or you
will reap
their brittle
foundation.

It's okay to smile alone because that smile is probably the most sincere smile you can give.

Have you ever got that giddy feeling
In your gut when everything for the first time felt okay
And then a chill up your spine
Because at some point it would all be thrown away
As if your feelings were controlled like the weather in the sky
And the fall of your whole mood could crash as intensely as that high

Ever got the feeling that you were being watched
From within this world and sometimes not
Like some entity was watching you like you watch the people on TV
Like this whole life you live is nothing more than virtual reality
Now that's a thought that can get really scary

I don't know where I was going with this
But I imagine so much, some pure crazy ****
And at times I find myself sinking deeper in this sand

Rest assured, confidently
This face you see is a mask irresponsive
Colden by previous wars, every wrinkle is a battle wound
The bigger the frown the heavier the wars
Pay more closely, your attention, to this strut
You see this walk, not burdened by this face
The elegant, inviting, nature of my posture
The swiveling of these hips
This face is just a mask irresponsive
Not even Satan himself is able to break it.

A glistening grin,
with the glare of a snowstorm
Cold in the heart,
but warm on the skin
This tongue is coated in poison,
but these lips captivate your soul
The attire of royalty,
to bestow power upon the crowd
This desire for conquering has never been said so loud

Watching sheep go leaping by
As fountains fill over my eyes
And colored my whole world night blue
Which caused these sad feelings that grew
Oh my, oh my, look at the time
Speeding like a light in the sky
Crashing forward to end our lives
Repeating dreams inside my mind
The story of my brittle life
Lit up in flames sent with a strife
Leaving me dead frozen on sight
Stopped moving, now I see that light.

The days that
Descend aren't what
Should be scaring us today
But how we use those gradually
Ending days that seem to only become
More chaotic and predictable and unoriginal
Almost as if it was all being crafted to make a big
Picture, that once done in its appearance and vividness
We will be mortified by the outcome and want to hide in fear. ====
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|Be|A|Ladder|               ­                                                                 ­╠╣
|For|Change|There|                                            ­                           ╠╣
|Must|Be|A|                                                   ­                                 ╠╣
|Sacrifice|For|It|           ­                                                                 ­ ╠╣

The cooling color of this deep yet bright blue light, highlighting the shimmering cement on the ground

The cooling atmosphere, coating relaxation underneath my eyelids as I sink away into this place

Descending into the space of stars in the warmth of the dark

Silent yet soothing, shifting into a noise like no other

Heavy as the snow, i'm buried in its ambiance

I fell, because you said that you'd catch me...





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Once glass shatters, what it once was is now in tatters

All those nights Giddy on energy
Just to get treated like a loose and ***** penny...

Limited mindset made you think there's plenty
I'm not like your pile, I'm rare to the many.

My cost may lack profit
My value skyrockets
I'm not high on ego
Your eyes left your sockets
I've given you your chance
I'm the limited edition

Cause I am my only
And you've made your decision.

Wonder
What
We'd
Win

If
Important
Interests

Lasted
Longer

:/

If you were to jump back into time, you still wouldn't have changed my mind.

You were the bad fruit on our line that had to be pulled off of our vine.

So fermentate and be useful to the tortured creatures of nature.

You're just like them anyway, like me too, but to them, you're much better.

Golden sands, oh take me
Forest green moon, don't forsake me
Glass blue sea, underneath me
Ash, stone, and blaze now surrounds me

Destined lands that were taken
Stories we made gone and shaken
Oh my lovely drifting memories
Couldn't protect them, so I must set them free

Desperate plans
To make them
Soon chilled by the sight of lights dim
Trials and
Tribulations
Send me softly to vacation

From your hands, you may save me
Come, please, be soon, will I soon be free
There are stories and revelations
Calling curses hexing desperations

Sing while I can
This will all soon cease
Lost
and choked
Forgetting how to breathe
Sing me to sleep, but softly, please
I've lost my land
And now my mourning...
.
.
.
.
.

It all falls in place when you've left the station
Sounds coming together when you've made a conception
As the formation of thoughts form a path for the mind
The driven lines come sewn like their vines
Setting stories stacking towers
Forming journeys, playing for hours
It all collects like the stars in the sky
Driven by the reality of the clouds up so high
Coming from centuries before their own time
A bundle of things for a plan that will shine.

Set into a journey of solitude
A game I never asked to play
But I have no choices of any magnitude
I get no power in what I say
I follow the whispers that play through my head
In a game where you are utterly alone
You make your friends and then you shed
Who will remember you were gone
Silenced by time to dance solo
Drifting in life, lingering soul
This feels like a shot from a bow
This journey has a subtle toll.

The smile you give me hurts my soul
Because as much as I want to smile with you, I know how this story goes...

From a smile to a scowl,
It's the same, every game,
So that's why I throw the towel,
I don't like to waste my shame,
It's okay, but don't you dare,
I don't get why do you care,
It's a curse I cannot lift,
I just wish not to exist,
But I do, so I accept,
It's all I really have kept,

So you see, the mystery has had its story lit to see, I'm often alone, and misery, don't waste that light on someone like me...

Someone is looking
My soul is shaking
Maybe I've lost my mind

Maybe I'm crazy
Can you come save me
I think you're one of a kind

Put on my dressing
Can't stop obsessing
I envy the light you shine

You're so testing
Now I'm confessing
You're all that's on my mind

It was just a bonfire,
what you and I had,
just right by the house...

Did it have to be so bad?
For our first time,
I tried to stop it,
But it was like you wanted us to have it,
so broken and sad,
but it was what we needed to bond and to have a good laugh.

But that bonfire sparked embers up and coated the deep blue starry sky,
Making futures and fates I could wish for throughout the night...

You'd think that all the ambers up would cool out in time,
That everything would remain to resume just fine...

But near my home,
Was an amber of sparking ambition
Like fate sent it out,
Was it on a mission,
Powering through, didn't have decisions...

Lit my home right up over,
Just by slipping through a vulnerable crack,
So much for thinking that I could just live with you then
But I didn't know that you'd turn your back...

A meek and crushed me alone
Nowhere to look but at what I've sown
So I built some walls around my house
I thought my tears could stop it
But i'm just a mouse

From fire to now burning
That's when this experience brought me some pain
Here's a short version of my story
Of how a crush burned me in flames

Don't
Destroy
My
Tower
Of
Stories
Just
So
You
Can
See
Me
Cry.


                     Sign
                        As
                             Take
                      A                Don't    
                                   It
             All
When           Falls


Because
Baby
I
Had
A
Copy
Of
Each
One
So
Yeah
I'm fine

Cupid can go shove that love arrow so far up into
the sky until it starts raining
love arrows for everyone, cause no one deserves to feel
alone on a day, that's meant to make you feel
loved.

When you're trapped in a circle of patterns
Patterns that make up the same torturous scene
You get slapped in the face and now you're gloomed.
Don't worry, it'll pass by, maybe...
You'll start numb then you'll think, lately
You haven't felt like yourself at all.
You'll feel like everything is crumbling around you,
And that to end it, you have to get influenced,
But it won't last beyond a week, at minimum an hour.
It'll pass, and you'll be fine. If you're not, at some point, the sun will once again shine.

Gosh,

I wish I didn't feel this way...
Testing waters just to get boiled and drown today
Walk on eggshells pretending that everything is okay
Ripping my mouth off so that I won't have much to say.

I'd rather feel numb and lose all of my emotions
Trapped in plastic wraps, bags composing only choking sensations
Clearly vague and distorted like a real contradiction
It's a shame I feel like i'm a broken creation.

A flow in time divided into nine as a moments scene feels like an eternity.
Falling slowly unconscious, my soul clutches it's heart as I do the same to mine.
Rapidly changing, the scene clicks forward, ticking and tocking faster and faster.
Filling the rooms inside my head with tears I've knitted blue, with dread.
Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with my head, as I lay in my bed and pretend to be dead.
Staring a tunnel into the ceiling, forgetting life's meaning, streaming old memories, ruminating on past tragedies.
I've never lost my conscious, cause I'd rather be nauseous than gone and haunted by thinking I'd be forgotten.
Such a world this is, a world I'd not miss, but I wish I wasn't so consistent on ending.
Ticking and tocking like the clock today, waiting to stop, just to pass away, but is that okay...I'm not sure I know what to say...

Seems the kettle has to fall before anyone realizes it was singing.
Guess we clip the bird's wings before we know it once could fly.
No one acknowledges someone was tortured until they've died.


When someone hurts in the world, they're not allowed to cry.

All it took was one push to cause me to fall...


But all it took was for me to fall for me to know that I could fly.

I was fine before I met you

I was broken, but fine...

I was lost and uncertain,

...But my heart was still m i n e

I was free before I met you

I was broken but free

All alone with a clear view

But now, you're all I see..

HEY, wait a minute

No, you can't do this to me, wait a minute

No, that's not f a i r...hey, wait a minute

You're on me like jewelry,

I really liked you, now i'm so scared!

I wish of this with all my heart
A button for life to restart
With mind in all present and past
A fantasy scoped full and vast
It may not be made perfectly
I hope it's just a tad more glee
Let this be our final result
A world we made true peace default

Run out into the open, be free to have fun
Find yourself floating in a sea, under the sun,
Glide your hands over the polka-dotted skies,
A sea of wonders overwhelming your mind.

The ground may reform to reshape every scene,
Don't be afraid, for I know what this means,
The life around you may dance and may sing,
This is all good and should be happening.

May you feel the warmth and the cool,
Hopefully, you capture it all in full,
Subjugate yourself to the conquest and adventure,
A world of pleasure is what that reward will render.

I could get stabbed in front of a crowd of people and everyone would act as though they were blind.

I trip and fall in front of a crowd of blind people, and everyone would act as though they could see.

*The difference is that the blind are much more likely to help me.

This story starts,
Underneath
I look in the puddle underneath my feet
I see
A portal into another dimension
To walk
Is to breathe
Falling forward ever after
A story like a rapture
Awake
For my sake
Is how the story goes to make
My soul starts to shake
I know
To appreciate
For the ending has to show
And oh, I fold
The strings of fate to take the place
Of destiny
It's the only way I'll see
The golden warning
Forcing distant tension
A movie in immersion
Facing the ceiling when it ends
A looping limbo all over again