You happened to me.
Why me? Why you? You hit me like a gunshot. And hurt me soft and careful. You inhaled me like a cigarette. And locked me with your lips You embraced me with your eyes. And held onto my collar. You wrecked away my ambition Without pulling a single hair.
I am staring at this person
not knowing who she is. I've known her before but now the image is drained dry. her eyes possessed. her lips blurry. her body empty. her skin thin. There's nothing more to this person. This person is dead.
I feel the water against my skin
I know when I am almost drowning I can sense the snakes poking my atmosphere As I draw my knife. One of my eyes pinned The other one the watch Because I am ***** And nothing will hurt me again.
28 January, 2019
i am a shape
i dOn't know what kind i dOn't knOw what dimensiOn i give myself answers that i dOn't have the questiOns tO my bOdy tries match a silhOuette but there are nOne i am an existent piece of sOmething and that is all i knOw.
5 May 2018
I want to stitch your hands onto mine
You're the glazing moon in a village of only dead grass. I choke when I can't see you Your glance is heaven to me. As I claw my love into your mouth I realize that your love is out of my grasp.
8 July, 2018
i lay here on my bathroom floor
whirling spinning i can't move an inch nothing matters anymore i've done what i've done and loved what i've loved no regrets, no mistakes it's part of the puzzle now all there's left to do is wait for the last piece.
8 July, 2018
You can't back down now
Now is happening Gather all your fear Sprinkle it all over you Take a shower in the darkness Dive in the sorrow Because drowning will teach you how to swim.