And I know that you don't know,
That I know you.
And I didn't know that I'll say this,
But tonight I wish upon the stars for you.
I wish the moon to grant me you.
And I know that you'll never know,
That I'm writing for you.
Because when I see you,
I don't believe my eyes,
I don't believe a sight could ever be so mesmerizing.
What are you hiding?

And I know that you don't know,
Your smile hypnotizes me,
You laugh magnetizes my gaze at you.
And I didn't know that I'll say this,
But today I ask the skies above
I ask the God above to see you.
And I know that you'll never know
That I'm writing for you.
Because when i see you,
I don't believe my eyes,
I don't believe a sight could ever be so bewitching.
What are you feeling?

And I know that you don't know,
That your words captivate me,
Whatever you say just makes me day.
And I didn't know that I'll say this,
But now I want to step on the land you step,
Drink the water you drink,
Do whatever you say,
Go wherever you tell,
I know this sounds like a fool,
But trust me, I am not one.
And I know that you'll never know,
That I'm writing for you.
Because I am in love,
In love with you,
And it is hard to tell,
What is the reason though.

And when I look at you,
My heart beats and beats,
And repeats and repeats,
Your Name.

Someone asked me recently,
What's my biggest fear
Or what scares me until I die.
I thought and thought
Over and over again.
Couldn't come up with an answer,
What is it that scares me the most.
Was it the life I loved or the life I lost,
The fear of losing my 'reputation' .
Or maybe not being 'perfect' was what haunted my heart.
Maybe losing him was something I never wanted,
Or revealing my bare skin behind the clothes.
Maybe staying all alone was something I feared,
Or maybe falling off of this mask that I always wear.
But then I heard ' it ' ticking in my ears
It echoed like the strings of a viola.
I looked at my aging hand
And saw it glimmering in the sunlight,
It was showcasing the ' time '.
Second by second I knew it was passing, the happy moment of my life,
And minute by minute I knew it was coming, the death was waiting at my door.
Hour by hour I was fading away,
Day by day they were leaving me.
And when death came to embrace me,
I smiled for I knew it was ' time ' that I feared.

Blissful mornings
Petals falling
Flowers singing 'hello'
And she's smiling
For the wind is playing with her hair
Teasing the blinds  
Sunlight enters again,
Greets her hopefully
And she gently kisses.
Bells sing out loud
But can't be heard
Once she stars singing
There's no voice around
And the song continues
Until the very dawn
And again she traps
The sunlight in her room
And she gently kisses.

Solitude
Embraces me
Devours my senses.
Love eats my hunger away.
All Beauty is in the darkness.
In the heart,
A wild beast rules.
While the withering soul cries,
Waiting for the true love
Waiting for the only one
Tears don't fall anymore.
It's heavenly but it's lonely.
Those cries are no more heard.
Shrieks have become inaudible
It's only silence that echoes
And only solitude embraces me,
It traces down my curves.
Dryness kisses my throat.
My lips meet the darkness where even
The darkness can't see me.
My hands are touched by the unwanted pain.
Hatred eats my happiness away.
It's all wild, all dark.
But it's only solitude that embraces me,
Devours my senses.

Lost, in the images.
She tried to remove her sins.
The better she tried, the worse it was getting.
The more she gave, the less she was getting.
In the fictions she read, it never happened so,
When beauty could meet beast,
When Ariel could marry the Prince,
Why couldn't she meet death...
Maybe  they weren't meant to be together
But who could love death as dearly as she could.
Darkness could not reciprocate her love
Maybe life and death never shared the same path,
Now who will explain this nincompoop life that death did not love her with all his heart.

I want them to read a story,
A story about something they've never heard before
It'll say " Once upon a time " ...
And they'll hear the piano's sing and the cuckoos dance,
They'll read it out loud
Spell every line on their fingertips
Every word will hold meaning
Even spaces in between will convey my messages.
It is not a fairytale I want them to read,
But rather a story they'll be forever lost inside.
The pages will turn but the pages won't end,
They'll cry, they'll laugh,
For every sentence will have my emotions carved.
They'll make paintings in their head of how colourful life seemed,
It will be the most bewitching canvas the world would see,
Then I'll leave a few pages for them to imagine the story now...
For my story will never end and my love will never die,
When they'll close the book they'll realise where the purest love hides.
This time " forever " will mean it,
And it will " always " be remembered.
As it will be my love story ,
Even if as tragedy, but our names will be together
And it will be remembered as the cards of destiny.

She would come
With the Whispers of the dark.
Would witness,
The flowers barking
And branches fighting
Would see,
The leaves of the maple
Laughing on my fears
Gossiping about my dream
They would steal hope
Every night from my soul
And I'd be left in the dark
But her hand
Full of warmth and love
Would caress my cheeks
And I , for she is too gentle
Would hold her tight
She then would make my
Nightmares turn into day dreams
She would turn black into rainbow
And make me taste ecstasy
For she is
My dream catcher