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Jul 2015 · 645
Into the shadows
DaRk IcE Jul 2015
Touch fades into the shadows like light in a closing door
Leaving you blind with vision
Smell fades into the shadows like a gust of wind through a slamming door
Leaving you struck with no knowledge
Sight fades into the shadows like stars behind black clouds
Leaving you confused to the known
Taste fades into the shadows like a lost kite in a storm
Leaving you dumbfounded to what is living and what is dead
Hearing fades into the shadows like a sudden death blindsiding your security
Leaving you starved and ridden of humanity
Jun 2015 · 1.1k
Tribute to Michael Jackson
DaRk IcE Jun 2015
As this black day is here
We all feel his presence near
All his fans coming together to give love
He is flying above, with wings of a dove
His halo is bright
Although, we try to stay strong with all our might
Remembering his beautiful smile
We all stop and stare for a while
Today we honor a true King
And together we shall sing
The void is impossible to fill
Your legacy lives on still
I know your up above looking down
So we promise to smile, instead of frown
Our love for you will never end
For that, our hearts will mend
6 years today that we lost a legend and a true king. He is truely missed, but loved every day. He lives on through us. We love you michael forever and always.
Apr 2015 · 509
Declined Rhyme
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
The silence is deadening
Death is beckoning
Hope is failing
Life's just bailing
Feelings are disappearing
Darkness is reappearing
Numbness is calling
Faith is falling
Sight isn't seeing
My vision is fleeing
Smell is an illusion
Filled with defusion
Touch is feeling
It's deemed unappealing
Hearing is a lie
It's crossing its fingers and hoping to die
Speaking is a sin
Never wondering where I've been
Listening is being silent
Quickly turning violent
Kissing is fire
Vacant...with no *desire
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
As swiftly as the tide rolls upon the shore
      To restore it's ripples of beauty, it
             Retracts allowing all to see how
                   Beautiful life is when they're
                          Together.
Without the water, the sand would be corse and brittle, easily broken.

Without the sand, water would have no *purpose in life.
Apr 2015 · 1.1k
Waves of Emptiness
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
This feeling of emptiness couldnt get any more empty. As I lay here forcing tears
From surfacing in my cracked eyes I
Wonder if he feels the same way.
Lost in a whirlwind spinning in
The core of mother natures
Scorn. Please just take me
Away from here. Out of
This misery I reside in
.
Do with me as you
See fit. Spare my
Life, or take it.
If you spare it, take me to fields of gold
    That gleam in the suns jealous skies.
          Shining its beauty in my shadow
               Lighting my way through the
                    Darkness my heart insists.
                          Lead me into a place
                               Pain isnt allowed,
                                    Only love
.
*If you take it, may I forget the pain and
    Sorrow I once felt. Allow my spirit to
         Rise free and unburdened. Let my
              Lifeless body rest free of any
                  Unfinished business on earth.
                        I want not to be a restless
                             Spirit. I wish to fly with
                                  The birds in the sky, be
                                       One with them. See
                                             Things how they
                                                  Were meant to
                                                      Be. In peace
Apr 2015 · 580
What he's doing now
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
He's loving her from a distance, slowly dying inside from pain stricken grief

Refusing to see what he has right in front of him, a beautiful, amazing woman

Her love for him flowed as natural as a spring in the mountain's, showering mists of kisses upon his cheek*

The profound pain painted on her face as he stormed away haunts him night and day.

He wastes away with a heavy heart over what he's done, choosing to surrender to darkness rather then respond to light.

**Foolishness was always his demise and he feeds it 3 course meals on a 4 figure salary.
Apr 2015 · 448
He is Mine
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Among the afterglow of making love birds            
   Tweet a melody to our praise. Perched
      In the window seal sending their
        Love to the world. Savoring in
           Sweet pillow talk, our souls
             Unite in parallel strides.
                I see the world in his
                               Eyes.
The future is paved of silver and gold in our honor. Our happiness is rich, desired by all.
Side by side we conquer the ugliness life throws our way, only saving the best for last.
He is
My strength.

No greater gift can be bestowed.*
He is
My heart.

**He is
Mine.
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
She was an eccentric one, living a life of solitude in the depths of the woods. People believed her to be a witch, having seen her using cauldrons supposedly conjuring magic potions for sinister spells. Her only friend, a black crow that perched on her shoulder as she tredded the woods gathering goods. The children often hid behinds tree's and bushes peeking at her in fear that she would catch them spying and turn them into frogs or something worse.  The supposed witch went on about her business preparing for winter months ahead. She dressed quite odd in times where women only worse dresses, she wore trousers. Thick, hand sewn deep brown trousers that she explained kept her warm in winters harsh storms. She seemed to have a remedy for just about everything, encouraging everyone's theory that she really is a witch. She used her cauldron to make herbal tea's and maple syrup to earn a living. She had unusual methods used in much earlier times to see if the maple tree's were ready to be drained of their syrup. The children had seen her thumping  a stick against the tree's not knowing that she was listening to the sound it made which told her if they were ready or not. Her methods, although unsual to current times were nothing of a witch. One fridged winter day a little girl found herself caught in a merciless snow storm. The wind howling fiercely, she was going in circles and indefinitely lost. There she lay face down in the snow passed out from freezing temperatures and pure exhaustion. Out of nowhere the supposed witch came across her lying in the snow. The little girl came to only to be face to face with the witch and was terrified. The witch pegina put her onto a sled and pulled her deep into the woods back to her shack. She poured her a hot cop of tea. The little girl was reluctant to drink it because she thought it was a magic potion. Pegina said, it's only tea child. The little girl smelled it and replied, it does smell like tea. She began sipping it and found it was most delightful. Her clothes were soaked so pegina had an idea. She offered the little girl a pair of deep brown trousers just like hers. The little girl laughed, she said, I'll look silly. They were dry nevertheless, so she put them on and to her surprise were quite warm and cozy. About then, the storm was letting up and it was time to get the girl home. They made the journey back to her house, before departing the little girl asked her a question. She asked, do you think I'll turn out like you? Pegina said, only if your lucky.
I had alot of fun writing this in my own words. Im interested to know if anyone knows where this came from. Please feel free to leave comments if you know or think you know.
Thank you for reading and participating
Apr 2015 · 1.4k
Super Hero
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
From the outside looking in I see your reflection, the man your trying to be. The man who loves with no convictions, only true intentions. Holding onto her soul, reading her thoughts like an open book, speaking her words before there said. Feeling her desires and forfilling her aspirations one by one. Making her whole, completing her dreams by her side. Taking her hand, strong and wise as her guide into the unknown. Shielding her from evil as her own super hero, your kryptonite her pain. Sailing the high airs with her underneath your cape. Sweeping her off her feet, a true gentlemens treat. The only fire to her flame, she burns for you and only you. Her loyalty, she gives of your deserving embrace, the antidote.
Apr 2015 · 1.3k
(7 words) undeniable
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Migrains are physically debilitating  and mentally inextinguishable
Ive suffered for many years with these and underwent everything known to man with no answers. I must not lose hope.
Apr 2015 · 453
~Wild_storms~
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Wonderous lustful sips of magic aiding in my abandonment of your memory, clinging onto my heart with retractable claws while the blood pours into a vile.
Reenactments of past unsuccessful battles fighting for power having lost lives as the ultimate sacrifice. Prideful shadows of shaken spirits begging for normalcy, hiding behind warrior's images never to appear inferior. Strongest survival teqniques arise grim consequences.
                             Barricaded beneath rubble
In the core of your tropical tsunami. The aftermath, devastating as is every ending of our endeavours.
Apr 2015 · 417
Perfectly red spoken words
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
My love searched the open fields of perfectly red spoken words
Perfectly red spoken words
I traced in golden sands along the shores of paridise
Perfectly red spoken words rolling off my spanish tounge for your ears only and eyes to enjoy.
Perfectly red spoken words I sing to your soul as we become one enchanted in dances of gods of powerful beauty
Perfectly red spoken words I desire to embrace your gaze upon my chest and we shall grow roots that cannot be severed

              Perfectly red spoken words you
whispered to me among daisies and lilies surfing in the wind of an unwarranted force.
Perfectly red spoken words you painted in my image in vibrant sequences of romance among your brush
              Perfectly red spoken words You poetically illustrated to my tears of beauty hanging onto every verse of my sunshine.
As one
Us
Against the
World
In
*Perfectly red spoken words
Apr 2015 · 547
*I never knew*
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
I never knew how to love but I loved so beautiful and gentle. My soul, pure, wise, patient and understanding.
                                                 I never knew how to cook but I cooked so fierce with an authentic taste of ones dreams in a foreign land. Full of zest, zing, and experience.
           I never knew how to be a friend but I put myself aside to be of aide to fallin' tears of a broken heart, or a simple scrap on an innocent knee.
                          
*Life was harsh full of confusion and delusion pain never ceasing love never increasing attention promised but never arrived living very deprived completely isolated and feeling ever violated having a voice forced to be muted in fear of being booted contemplated running away one of my only feelings was knowing I was just a stray the walls were closing in fast I knew I had to move on and make this my past
Apr 2015 · 805
Undiscovered Galaxy
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Traveling the world upon your hazzy skies engulfed in lustrous plumbs.
My lusting of your branches carries us across the galaxy, basking in your rays barreling into my solor powered eyes. Astroids plummeting through space to the rythem of our hearts, dancing in robotic trances among our union. Starships orbiting our rings for all eternity to our guide through wonderous star showers, distributing perfectness among a
world          unconquerable
Apr 2015 · 477
Haunting Memories
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Twisting and winding entrapped in the depts of my solitude
Violently grasping the threading rope that can no longer hold on Mind bending pain surging through my warped image ever so disgruntled
Distorted memories haunting me from angry demons harboring hateful grudges
Try fighting an entity thats made of smoke
My troubled soul begs for mercy against your merciless taunting of my insistent love
Is it my aggravated death you seek? Am I so repulsive to you?
My voice is disgruntled to your shield, my eyes gauged to your scold, my heart mangled to your rage.
Apr 2015 · 738
11 true words
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
He will march into hell with his head up his ***...
No matter how good you are, you will never please ignorance.
Apr 2015 · 731
FIRE AND ICE
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
His smile is like the wind of a mystical dream
Playing each harmony on a grand piano in Beethovens honor
Touching my ever fiber with his breathe upon my chest, my heart races to become intangled in his population
Ravenous passion rains upon my world as his ****** weakens my knees, moaning in rythem alongside spontaneous movement
Caressing tender thoughts written on my lips only for his desire to see, he tastes my most inner secrets
Revealing my body's pleasure inch by inch, his touch consoles the fire within my soul.
Apr 2015 · 498
RING OF FIRE
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Spirals ever winding in the symphonies of my beautified mangled heart
Enchanting shades of red slithering through the frown lines upon my disappointment.
Numbness molds into the crakes of fallin' pieces of molten flesh
Expiring memories desperately holding onto my fear of forgetting his touch, his smell
Fear
    Gusts
          Within
                 My
                   Fingertips reminding me of the love
    We
      Once
           Made
I was completed and fulfilled in my lustful fantasies.
******
      Images
              Emerge
                      From my wet thighs against his
   Core
I was found in my disappearance
Apr 2015 · 803
Abundance of Fear
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Darkness is upon me again with its radiant stare bottling up my sorrows as I distantly glare.
      Summoning strength from ancient Gods with endless power beckoning sanity.
                                             Heart retching screams come fourth from my soul in search of you my love.
                           My love... I know I must release you from the pits of my heart, you yelled I was in your way. Im sorry you were my world, there is my confession.
                                     Fear resides inside my chest cavity and grows undetected, spreading like a wild fire on a dry day.
                                               Anxiety ridden through and through I now obey thy master. It is he who rules my sleepless nights and uncontrollable storms overflowing from my eyes.
     Depression threatens to hijack my thoughts so I can do his bidding and have blood on my hands.
       The loneliness is inevitable, as is my aching heart begging to die.
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Today is supposed to be a day about family togetherness, instead my family just fell apart. When I wake up I must paint on a smile  for my babies and pretend like everything is ok. When the truth is I'm dying inside. It's all I have to hide the tears that insist on making an appearance. Having to hustle and make last minute plans which just got done because the orignal plans you had with your family are no longer. (Just like that) It's over. Hearing my youngest ask for her father, grandmother, and grandfather is to heartbreaking to even write about. I broke down in tears earlier in private, just feeling so empty and lost and like I failed my children. Its so hard not to believe otherwise. The innocense of a child is so fragile. A parent will bare anything to protect their children from pain. Even then that sometimes only goes so far...
I had to get this into words and set it free. This is really hard for me to talk about. Thank you to everyone who stops by and reads this. I wish everyone a Happy Easter!!!
Apr 2015 · 1.5k
She Wolf
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
She howls at the moon in the midst of the night. Seeking lost souls trapped and screaming in fright. Her cries play melodies of melancholy trials lost, her spirit stolen callously at a grave cost. Roaming the dense fog on hallows eve Watching the dead rise, I'm sure many were known to be wise. As she so gallantly skips past ancient tree's they whipser vintage stories about Victorian times and all its glories. Tree leaves construct reenactments of ****** wars riddled of death and destruction among differences of the people, only wishing to gather and come together at the church steeple. Her howls are searched among the hollow lands above makeshift graves of innocent people seen as second rate, not suprising of their final fate. Beings born with no guidence for a undeniable ratchet societies views, she howls as she hears the news. Her ravaged heart however battered still beats, I am She Wolf.
Apr 2015 · 454
Night bellows
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
As the sun drips down upon the edge of the earth, the sky sheds darkness...The pain reminds me I'm still alive. Your face resides in my mind like a tatoo. I can hear your voice and feel your breathe on my neck. When I close my eyes your spirit is here. It helps me cope with your irreversible, constant negligence.

My heart, its amazing because its been beaten, broken, used, torn, kicked, shattered, thrown, cut, stabbed and it still works.

Now that I know how you roll
My heart has taken a toll
Left behind and pushed aside
Now I know that I must decide
The difference between being pushed over and being strong
I know my intentions werent wrong
I fought the good fight
Because I knew it was right
Everything I had to offer
Wasnt enough for him to bother
Its ok, there is a man out there praying for a woman like me, and when I find him, he will see
Im beautiful, ****, loving, understanding, most of all, WORTH IT.
Apr 2015 · 1.3k
Roaring Thunder of cries
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Im not sure if mad says it...I hear your words of fire while getting burned by the flames rolling off of words like *****! Sometimes Im completely, in utter shock like the cat got my tounge, but cats loath me. Memories flash in my mind of my own suffering of things he wouldn't do or didn't do. I took the burdon, I carried the load. I worked magic so our lives didn't turn out tragic. Not one time did I complain, and having to beg for appreciation is ******* insane. At the end of the day my feelings are forced to drift away, be at bay, where they may. Completely alone, isolated, yet in the core of the crowd. Never seen with all eyes on me. Again...I hear the word *****!! I turn around with cat-like reflexes and bellow words from the sword of my tounge like sir Knight himself. My scold is merciless, my point sharp, my sound ultrasonic. My powers brought forth thunder and lighting into his arrogance. Why must I be drained from the blood running through my rolling veins just to be heard...?
Apr 2015 · 491
Lost about you
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
I always wished upon the brightest star in the sky that you would wise up and properly try. I gave my all and you stood there and watched me fall. You were always the only fish in my pond, sadly you played your magic and casted me out with your wand. Left to survive in cold, still blackness, my world became complete madness. Barely remembering my own reflection, I'm in the race, but sorely losing the election. I havent anymore tricks up my sleeve, all that's left is for me to pack up and leave. I will think of you every minute of the day, while you will probably be out entertaining some Goddess and having it your way.
Apr 2015 · 661
Distant Blue Cold
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
In the deep Blue distance I see you standing there.
       Looking fabulous as always in your black wife beater.
               I can smell your scent, and feel your taste on my lips even though its been weeks since our last embrace.
                                    Knowing I must ingrave our infrequent encounters deep in my flesh so that I dont forget you.
                                       It was quite cruel to allow me to love you then abandon my existence like smoke in the wind.
                                         My tears ignite the fire and I go up in flames while you lust for social attention at my expense.
                                                 Anyone can see my pain is fatal, but you... you just write it off.
               You mockingly laugh at me and scold me like a whip to a horse.
                                       The whips sting and eventually I become numb while you continue to batter me with your frozen tongue.

For me loving you was easy, it was as natural as  the seasons changing.
                          The roots needed for life are severed and forever dead.
                                    The parameters you allowed me were scarce at best.
                                            Having left me with no means to sustain life I must say goodbye now.
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Waking up this morning in earths dim light completely hollow from last nights fright.

Convincing myself this is all a Joke, playing along on the devils playground.

In the distance I see a mary go round, as it spins around shards of memories fly about creating burnt siena flames.

The air is no longer dim, it glows of paranormal entities of ones present state.

Becoming completely naked in front of your worst fears, those thoughts in the night that bring you tears.

Today is April Fools Day, but I'm the fool. Drowning in the blood filled pool I willingly jumped into.

Convinced I was doing the right thing, suited like a warrior princess fighting on the front lines of loves magnificence.

The war is over now. As I lie, bleeding and missing limbs I see no one in sight. This time around, I wasn't right. I lost the good fight, my spirit rises up into the light.
Apr 2015 · 986
Bada bing, Just BOOM!!
DaRk IcE Apr 2015
Thoughts race within my mind at high speeds. Im dying, inside my own self from the debris galloping in the black filled air. As I raise my head my very last thought is you. Yet, with you I was always losing the race. Next to your lust for solitary things I failed to keep up the pace.  One perfection or another was never enough to have your love. Now, as I stand in the face of my own fatality I see you one last time and I utter the words (I love you). Then BOOM!!!!!!
                      I'M GONE
Mar 2015 · 809
Everything but nothing
DaRk IcE Mar 2015
When you were here with me I wanted everything, but your callus ways gave me nothing. Eventually I convinced myself that just your being here was enough, that was such a lie!!!
I needed you like i need oxygen. You were the key to my heart, the only language I could understand. All the days I spent begging for your attention, just 5 minutes in your spot light would have surficed. I would have been on cloud 9...Instead your harsh voice said (your in the way). A right hook to my face I took and I was down. Every part of my body felt bruised and utterly destroyed. If he only knew what those words had done would he have still chose to say them to me?
People say words cant hurt you, I know my pain is real. I will remember what he said until I die and the pain is as real now as it was when he said it.
Mar 2015 · 439
You make me fade
DaRk IcE Mar 2015
I breathe faded pieces of my soul when i think of you, the very person who took it away. My lips softly kiss the few good memories we shared. I can still taste the scent of your distance and smell your unspoken words. My heart slowly dissolving as you ignore my existence as i long for you minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day. My skin screams for your world to enter mine as your spirit roams the minds playground. Cold and abandoned my eyes cry silently, you make me fade...
Mar 2015 · 262
Final farewell
DaRk IcE Mar 2015
To the greatest love I never knew. I wish you well
                     Signed:
                     Lost but not found
No loss or gain is easy. I often wonder if its worse to have had and lost or have never had at all...
Mar 2015 · 388
The almosts and I promise
DaRk IcE Mar 2015
Words led without action are salt in my wounds. The emptiness grasps me like tentacles of the mighty octopus. Leaves me blind with 20 20 vision. Breathless is my chest, still with a beating heart. Mentally unable to shut down night after night. Many blood stains remain on the road my thoughts travel. Riddled with death who is now my best friend, my one and only companion through thick and thin. Wasting away in the darkest of light. Darkness consoles and consumes me with the best intentions...Always
ALWAYS
Mar 2015 · 344
Lost and found
DaRk IcE Mar 2015
Embrace our confusion to what God dosent know. Allow our souls a union of uncharted chanting to unknown languages. Our bodies are but shells of walking corpses guided by blindness into the eternal darkness. Not knowing of our blessing or our curse. Visions of past lives are of the present in which we stand. Leading with eyes wide shut as the world follows me into nothingness.
Mar 2015 · 279
~Glassy eyes~
DaRk IcE Mar 2015
Holding out faith through soiled eyes, already carrying Jupiter on my shoulders. Past E and the reserve is on fumes, moving in slow motion down what seems to be a one way street with no end in sight. Life isnt going as I hoped, feeling frail and caught in a whirlwind of despair. Desperate for belonging in a heart I dont fit in. Desperate for eyes which dont see me.  Desperate for hands that won't touch me. Desperate for ears that won't listen to me. Desperate for a voice that won't speak to me. Why oh why do I continue this madness I ask myself every day and I've yet to find an answer...
Putting down some of my feelings about abandonment from someone I love. Its a hard thing to endure and even harder to except when you dont know why...
Feb 2015 · 677
silhouettes in time
DaRk IcE Feb 2015
Shards of glass pierce my soul, dry tears speak in dark times among my heaven.
Bound in skin shackled to deteriorated bones screaming for youth.
Blackened eyes laced with red mists of the past.
Silhouettes of ancestry hovering in my dreams having never heard my breath.
Images received from beyond my known Existence.
A frail being rose from secrets decided before my entrance.
Moaning cries bellowing from my core, desperately pursuing acceptance of my bounty.
Wonders that spiral inactively, survive the essence of time.
Jan 2015 · 4.1k
Abandoned miracle
DaRk IcE Jan 2015
Here you lay, a baby on the way and a suitcase at the door. It wasn't the results he hoped for. The next 9 months you board a baby inside you. Doctors appointments, dentist appointments, hospital stays, the story goes on. The first sonogram, the baby looks like its father. The son he dreamed for one day. While on the screen I said to him I was sorry. I said I was sorry because he came a year to soon and because of that his father left us. I felt heaviness in my heart for us, but I know I must go on for now I have great Responsibility's ahead of me. I wish he could see how beautiful you are.
Having been through this I know the pain and the feelings this brings. I had to find strength I didn't know I had to pull through each coming day. I made it.
Jan 2015 · 731
You say
DaRk IcE Jan 2015
You say you love me... Prove it
You say you want me... Fight for me
You say I'm beautiful... Show me I am
You say I'm ****... Compliment me
You say I turn you on... Make love to me
You say you don't want to leave... Then stop walking out

At the end of the day I'm left holding an empty heart full of air. A heart so lite that it floats away like a balloon that escaped a little girls hand. She cries for the balloon and she desperately wants it back, but she will never get it back. Once its gone, its gone.
Loss of any kind hurts and the wounds are deep to say the least. Even when we know that once certain things are lost that we can't ever get them back, we still tell ourselves we can. The greatest pain can make the greatest hope.
Jan 2015 · 327
loves selfish beauty
DaRk IcE Jan 2015
Look at me now
          All Beaten, battered, and weary
From him who claimed to love me.
          In question of my own existence
Trapped in a storm of empty promises
          To which he sold me.
The deceit Was beautiful, only he could deliver with such grace.
           I stood before his majesty in loves name.
           Bowing to his throne Where he Claims righteousness.
It is he who holds my heart prisoner, And it is he who's spell its under.
           Loves selfishness draws me into the depths of despair on my own willingness.
All I see is the image of a man I once knew...
Jan 2015 · 1.8k
Flawless as air
DaRk IcE Jan 2015
She was as flawless as air with radiant strides she paints the town. With no voice her thoughts are heard for miles. He long flowing dark hair is a thousand mile journey to her soul. He invisibility stops traffic and the crowded streets stop to stare as she walks by. She knows nothing of it as she continues her journey among the sirens of the city echoing from afar.
A ghostly breeze charms the air today with hidden messages deep within. Something in the air is chilling she thought...
Such a microscopic being in a overgrown city, there are many secrets to be revealed.
Time is on my side she says...
In that moment "She was as flawless as air", ready to take on the world and all its mysteries. Beautiful as rose petals galloping in the breeze landing where they may.
There are many ways to find your soul, you just have to begin the journey...
Dec 2014 · 404
sorrows of darkness
DaRk IcE Dec 2014
Oceans full of lies and deception impale my soul.
The nails hurt as they become one with my flesh.
I know what every hour on the clock sounds like.
Late night TV is no longer unfamiliar
...
Anxiety clutches my body like vice grips.
Trying desperately to reclaim me as it did once before.
My fight is real as is my pain, although I hide behind darkness I cannot deny its presence.
Anxiety and depression are a few of the ugliest things on this earth. It seems impossible to conquer and often claims lives. We must stand strong against this disease and fight back with everything we have. Never say you can't because you can. I'm living proof of that. Its come back to try and claim me again. I promise it won't win.
Oct 2014 · 705
confinement
DaRk IcE Oct 2014
The sun drips down like dragons teeth.
The sky is mine
Its craters swallowing my innocence
Its tentacles confining my soul
I'm bound in its heavenly hell.
DaRk IcE Oct 2014
I will remember the words that were never spoken, the touch I never felt. The looks I never seen Or the kisses that never grazed my lips.
I will remember the conversations I never heard, the bonds that weren't made and the feelings that never arrived.
I will remember the unknown like yesterday as the known skips my mind...
Oct 2014 · 284
when love was once love
DaRk IcE Oct 2014
When love was once love its blossoms were  vibrant and mild
Ever loving in a rose bath
Its clutches so protective with strong arms
Feelings only eyes can explain as a single tear beautifully roles down her soft cheek
She loves you, you stupid boy!
When love was once love only emotions can explain.
Sep 2014 · 249
when I see you
DaRk IcE Sep 2014
When I see you my world lights up like the skies on July 4th.
My heart pounds like two fifteens in the trunk.
I began to feel nervous, perhaps shy like I've never met him before.
Something takes over me that I can't explain, something I can't explain I can't control or stop. I become weak, my breathe  becomes rapid. I try to hide it, but I'm sure he notices. He says nothing, just smiles like he thinks its cute. I can't stop looking and smiling at him. Silently thinking he is so **** and I smile more.
He asks what?
I say, its just good to see you, that's all.
One day I will have the courage to tell him the truth, I just know it...
Aug 2014 · 277
In the wake of night
DaRk IcE Aug 2014
In the wake of night untamed streams flood from black eyes filled with guarded stares.
Where there is a corner, there is no sight...
Where there is a room, there is no light...
Where there is thought, there is no breath...
In the wake of night stillness feels like a final resting place.
Where the heart pounds runs emotions through your veins...
Where the heart lies tears fall at 60 beats per minute...
Where the heart feels its lost...
In the wake of night, sleep runs into the distance wanting to be caught but the task is impossible in slow motion. Everything the day presented surges through your head with no direction and no sympathy until it crashes and you search within the rubble looking for signs of sense only to find confusion.
Morning is upon us and your eyes have yet to close but the days responsibilities must go on.  In a matter of hours you will again be "in the "wake" of night".
#depression#anxiety#loss
Jul 2014 · 287
Today's the day
DaRk IcE Jul 2014
Today's the day
Naked bushes bloom into explosive colors for the pleasure of world view. The news on your paper plate is laced with love and peace among the people.
Understanding is understood...
Today's the day
Silence echo's the rhythm of winged angels humming enchanting sounds throughout the winds serene breeze.
Peace is peaceful...
Today's the day
Hearts beat to the sound of the same drum, in perfect alignment, with no song book, no rehearsals.
Belief is believing...
DaRk IcE Jul 2014
Lighting screams above the untamed oceans water
Cars are crashing in the sky creating mini light shows
A once serene breeze is scolding with razor blades and stones
The solid ground once roamed is now being swam and traveled by boats
Cries of despair and panic are felt throughout the catastrophic scene
Bodies of no breathe are racing by in the current of an angry flood that holds no mercy
Family's are torn from their clutches never to be touched again, mothers and fathers are falling to their knees sobbing of the loss of their children
In this moment of infinite sadness, we the people are helpless, powerless.
Nothing but a small seed upon a world larger then itself
Destruction during powerlessness
Jul 2014 · 389
bubbles and trouble
DaRk IcE Jul 2014
Twists and turns equals turmoil
Things we wish to not spoil
Keeping close to us that are dear
For we always want to be near
We all have different reasons we get up every morning
Hoping to survive a day that turns out endlessly boring
"Home sweet home" we say
Its time to come out and play
Nightfall is nearing
Anxiety and memories remind us of what were fearing
We slip back into our shells
Its late, so all else fails
Praying for a good nights sleep
On that note, you might as well take a flying leap
Just isn't in the cards for you
Perhaps, this is why your so blue...
Jul 2014 · 332
acceptance
DaRk IcE Jul 2014
Humans are sensitive beings, having the ability to feel every touch of our surrounding's, and in sadness feeling the blood drip from shards of our broken hearts.
The only way you don't feel is if you choose not to...
Sympathy lives in all of us
Perhaps that's why we all fuss
Everyone wants to be heard every now and then
And the world acts like its the ultimate sin!
There must be a reason were born with voices
God knows this place is full of choices
Judgment lies on the faces of people who walk by
Makes me say "oh my my"
We all have the right to be who we want to be
So why is it such a crime to be me?
Seems to me everything is a crime these days
The world should rethink its ways
In the end all we really want is to be loved right?
But I suppose that's just day and night
Jul 2014 · 336
Luck of the draw
DaRk IcE Jul 2014
The leaves die in fall
Well, we can't have it all
Preparing for a scolding blizzard
I wish I knew a magic wizard
Rushing through life's winding streets
Now that I think about it, I love sweets
Aiming for the loot in the sky
It drifts farther away as I walk by
The world is a wondrous place
We must not act with haste
Always keep your eye on the prize
As to not miss an opportunity and fall to your demise
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