all i ever wanted was assurance but you gave me a book full of paradoxes. you are the last note that completes my piece, however, you refused to be. such inconcinnity, i guess i'll never be the melody of your harmony.
and now i sit on this piano bench all alone, trying to make a song about how you left me on my own. reminiscing the words you ought to do until our last breaths, i realized that your compositions should be burn to death.
You are gone, yet everywhere that I touch, breathe, see, with my sensitive eyes and heart.
You are gone, Yet we never stop looking. We know you're out there. Each morning we call the hospitals, morgues the jails.
You are gone. Day after day we hear nothing. We wonder, we hope, we pray that you are alive. That no one has hurt you too badly through the night. That you've not hurt yourself too much to come back from.
You are gone. Yet the shadow of you is here. It is everywhere. Your shadow floats down from the moon light, and at night covers such deep sadness we know then that we miss you beyond the stars.
The You that was You..
Losing an adult child to drugs is devastating beyond words. It hurts so bad.
I saw the hurt, the night killing the day, and the day kills the night. An eternal battle. The dark of dusk and The bright of dawn distracted us from our fears. Our frears of Love Lost Broken and Devastated. I’ve seen the hurt.
I spent 3 years loving you. I poured my heart out yet you left me. You left me because of the freedom that you wanted. Yet there you are, looking for another relationship. I’ve been questioning myself, thinking that I wasn’t enough but I realized, you’re the one who can’t be contented of me. You wanted something more. All I did is care for you. All I did is think of what’s best for you. You left, not because you needed freedom, But because you wanted someone else.