Don't mind me
Everything is just a little too real
And you're not here for me
Don't fret now
I've gone MIA
My head'll come right
I've been like this since before I was born
So don't mind me
Or my tears
Don't mind at all

It's ******* terrifying
Like one half of your brain is tearing away from the other
Nothing is in your control anymore
Scream, cry, ******* kick a wall
It's always the same
Not knowing which way you're gonna fall
When you can't make up your mind
And its one or the other but you can't pick
YOU WONT
Because it's not something you can do
The most BASIC decisions you will make in a day
Are the hardest decisions you'll ever overthink
Everything.... Is too much
We're all psychos
We are all beyond help
Because we are an anxiety, depression trodden society
And it all comes down to the unknown
And that's ******* terrifying

Breathing is the hardest thing you'll ever have to do

It's not like I can't get up in the mornings
It's simply because
I'm not in the mood
It's easy to say I'm lazy or something
But it's quite simple,
I'm not in the mood
It's so breezy for you to walk over me
And if I get snappy so be it
I'm done with your ****, be grateful I'm here
Even if it isn't on time
I'm still not in the mood

Showers make me wet
Shoes get me going
Heaters make everything hotter
And as soon as you've left
Everything is right

To know a ***** is to hate a *****
and to hate a ***** is to be a *****
So therefore every day is *****
appreciation day