She stood there and I approached  her and said :

" You think it's blood that runs through these veins?  No , it's not blood it's your love. "

She smiled with eyes that swam in tears.  
Finally I told her what I wanted to tell for a long long time.  


[ Far in Love ] ( To be published 2016)

©2015 AROODY

I walked through the city hemmed with sound,
I was all alone hence I walked around,  

Passed by the broken heart boy,  
The one who lost  joy,  

Walked beside the depressed girl,
She wouldn't smile even with a pearl,  

The man who dies everyday of pain,  
He's tired of hearing " no pain no gain "

The man who died,  
The boy who lied,  
The girl that cried,  
Things we can't hide,  

And for those who smile,  
To hide what's inside,  
They've been sad for a while,  
But still smile wide,

The broken hearts,  
The fake smiles,  

Came back home after a long walk,  
From all I saw I can't talk .....

I rode through the forests of sorrow ,
Where I felt there is no tomorrow ,

The one you love has left ,
They always leave us with no clue ,
So we think that we are deft ,
But we're turning blue ,

And the friends who betrayed,  
Lied to you in your face,  
They said " we'll stay" but never stayed,  
Oh they will find someone to replace,  

But we'll forgive them all,
No one is perfect,  
If they built a wall,
We will break it,  

And at last of the forests of sorrow,  
There is the sun with its glow,  
Don't be hopeless,
Maybe you were careless,  

At the end of the forests of sorrow ,
There is always a brighter tomorrow .
You'll see :)

I sat down in the night,  
Away from light,  
Away from sight,  
My battles I'm gonna fight,  

I taught of you, of me, of us ,
The pictures we took,  
The frames and  truss ,
One by one I look,  

The things you said,  
The things I told,  
Come hug me now,
Tonight I'm cold,  

Time does not pass by,  
Me and my soul together cry,  
My hearts asks me "why"?  
You loved me no more,  
To myself I can't lie......

Goodbye goodbye.

Something strange about her eyes,
One look at her and all my pain dies,  
Now we are apart but I know time flies,  
Everything can lie but the eye never lies,  

The color of her eyes darkest dark,  
In her eyes is the magical spark,  
When I have her I don't need light,  
Her eyes enlighten my night,  

But when she's away from my sight,  
I have got a lot of battles to fight,
I slowly turn pale and white,  
Can't decide what's wrong, what's right

I never lied when I said your eyes were the stars in my dark night.....

I was so normal before we met,  
A normal person but a sad one,  
Your presence brought happiness,  
But before I knew it you were gone,  

I was sad then happy then sad,
When you left did I look glad ?
Like a cycle I was sad again,
Hence on my eyes it started to rain,

I looked in my sky,  
No stars no moon,  
You never said goodbye,  
aren't you coming back soon?  

The nights went dark,  
The days turned cold,
My life lost spark,  
Our pictures turned old,  

I sit alone thinking of you ,
Reviewing pictures of me and you,
A look at you enough to be blue,  
I want to find you, but I have no clue.

©2015 AROODY

If we love someone,  
We express it,  
If we hate someone,  
Then we say it,  

But you chose silence,  
To destroy me slowly,  
Your silence has kept me on a string,  
The string of uncertainty,  

I'm not sure what this silence means,
Do you still love me?  
Or you hate me now?  

If I walk away from you,  
I'll be thinking of coming back,  
And If I walk towards you,  
Maybe I'll make a mistake,  

You have left me alone on this string,  
Anyhow I'm destroyed, destroyed of uncertainty ....

© 2015-AROODY

Just because you don't see me in the front row anymore
It doesn't mean I have left
I have been forced to go back a couple of rows
And I don't know if it was you or life that took me there ,

But with all this I'm still in the room ,
Following and applauding you from the back ,
I see you but you don't see me...
And the sound of me applauding is left
Unrecognized ,
Its mixed with everyone else ,
But of course there has to be a difference between them ,
I applaud out of love from the heart ,
But they ....... Never mind who am I to judge,

Just because I don't show myself ,
Doesn't mean I'm done !
No I'm enjoying the show ,
And I'm love with you ,
And I'm proud to be in the room ,
And happy to be far ,
Because to love when you are unloved ,
Is exactly what pure and selfless love is .....

Wealth, what's wealth?  
Depending on what they say.

Is wealth money?  
Is it treasure?  
Is it material possession?  

Who do we call wealthy ,
The one who has money?  

Wealth is love,  
Wealth is friends,  
Wealth is trust ,
Wealth is the possession of hearts,  

If wealth is in materials,  
Materials are lost, stolen, destroyed,  
But wealth built on friendship, on love,  
Is everlasting and never lost .

So appearance or possession they aren't wealth,  
A wealthy one is who possesses hearts, and loves.  
That's true wealth.....  

So as long as we know how to love, we are wealthy

When the party is over,  
and everyone has left,  
a sudden emptiness in me appears,

As if these people were,
a part of my heart within the chest
Because with them happiness too, disappears,

It gets lonely and sad,
After a while they have left,
I want to be smiling but I can't hold the tears,

People who you meet once, twice,
But get along with very well,
As if you have known them for many years,

I wish our moments with them never end.

I have died and lived,
A thousand times,  
Dead hopeless,  
And with hope relived,

For the hope alone,  
Is indeed power,  
That could ****,
Or give us life,  

Let them know that,
He who lived with hope,  
Never died within,  

And tell them that ,
he who lived hopeless,  
Never really lived,  

Why don't you wait and wait and hope ?

©2015 AROODY

" I never lied when I said that your eyes are the stars in my dark night "