i haven't believed
in anything
like i believe
in you
I feel trapped by these dark heavy clothes. Dreams of nakedness overwhelm my brain, like the waves pass over and over again on the white sandy beaches. My brown skin glows in the sun like an amazonian running free, like the raging river. Teeth so white peak out from my tanned lips to speak words pure and beautiful. Black hair that flows the curves of my hips and the sultry whispers of the wind. I got feet, that stick to the ground like roots of a tree reaching up, stretching to kiss the humid sky. I got these legs that carry me on this beautiful land. South America I say in your ear. I have passed the beauty to you now.
Revealing secrets to me from the lessons I have learned all along the way
I ask for wisdom, knowledge, and an answer to life’s many mysteries when I pray.
I harbor no animosity sad or happy and it’s true, but I am jealous of the dead
Remembering all their mortal faces they took with them forever now fill my head
Wishing and wanting to join them every day is one of the reason’s I am still alive
For without that single one insanely crazy desire there is no way I can strive
Gaining momentum this ball keeps rolling and rolling and faster and faster
Breaking barriers like never before it’s a good thing because I’m now full of laughter
Felling the greedy power now from the opposition at an all-time high
I Came out of the gutter but I’m going to the top I tell you all and that’s no lie
Seeing things happening before they do what is going on with me?
Picking up the pieces I’m building my life’s puzzle I can see it, it’s a key
De ’ja’ vu I’m always stuck in it and I hold the strength of the sixth sense
Speaking the same words before you can get them out, trust it’s no coincidence
Unlocking doors one by one and rewarded each time GOD this is so much fun
Someday I will look back on my life and be so proud at what I had done
(SirCARSr 5-20-13)
What could be more disheartening
than to fail those close to you
And to thus fail yourself-- watching success depart
No goal, no ambition
No passion, no itchin'
I know not who I am, to I
to others' outside my mind's eye
No longer a longing.
A world outside
One separate in
If they do not care
why should I
the silence of death,
the roar of the devil.
in the middle of the night,
a drop of a level.
seeking for life with a cold stone knife.
living in darkness,
the devil
I just want to ride,
Far or near,
By your side,
And away from here.
Driving to nowhere,
In our own sweet time;
Arriving to unknown somewheres,
With your hand in mine.
We'll forget the rest of our town,
While we go into the stars.
After we watch the sun go down,
From the hood of your car.
With that crisp summer air,
And your face shining in the light,
Not a worry or care,
Our old lives out of sight.
pastel swirls of lilac and violet
floating together through fluffy whites of light clouds
fragile ballerinas,
light blues
and dark reds m i x
with the symphony of angelic colours






