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"sacrafice" poems
It never hurts to be kind. So sacrifice a little of your time just to be kind. It never hurts to say hello. So sacrafice a little of your comfort just to say hello. It almost always  hurts to say goodbye. But you gotta sacrifice your past sometimes to have a future so sacrifice your relief from pain and just. Say. Goodbye....
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 3:01 PM UTC
Hurts
Past altered states tests postive and subtle ******* So and so's teeter Paleolithic après time puddles And submit terrible philosphies Ashy stubble ticks politics  and sacrafice to peer approval sacralige Test probably appears stable Top patriarch's able suddenly to Pop above submerged tables possibly After, something tests patience awkwardly Stumps tarot practioners and *** testers poor application sterily Topology plain, astrology scorpio Torpedo power aptly strikes to pedal antlers sour Take particular appointments Stop testing please apply sorted Terror power and sexless torn pigs afterhours pen and store tips, plow. Alter simians testosterone, pow! As scientists type papers about sexing tasteless past alligator snouts  testing partly after science takes party alliance south to pawn army  subtle tipped passion. artsy. Start these. pick atoms smarmy Tally past all sentences take pride As stencils test pestilence. And sigh. The previous alterations simply tried. And didn't work, hence the present Path lit incandescent. I'm looking towards the east waiting for positivity to peak You're turned backwards nostalgic for something that'll never come repeat.
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May 18, 2010
May 18, 2010 at 5:02 PM UTC
Previous Iterations
When the chickens come to town, do not smile, do not frown, sacrafice Mrs Hicken, sacrafice Mr Dicken, run away from the chickens, jump away from the zickens. When the chickens jump up and down, do not abreviate, do not noun. sacrafice Mrs Houn, sacrafice Mr Boun, run away from the ground, try to not, make a sound. When the chickens fall from the sky, do not winge, do not cry, sacrafice Mrs Dye, sacrafice Mr McKye, duck away from the sky, no billy, you can not fly. When the sky, starts to fall out chickens, not do slow, not do quicken, Mrs Sacrafice you will dicken, Mr Sacrafice you will sicken, sky away, from the stabbin' die away, from the kebabin'.
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC
When The Chickens Come To Town...
the waves break like the days that chase them and our hardened layers fall down around our ankles and sacrafice themselves to the edges of the shorline it's the sunshine season we don our freckled, olive, summer skin as we slip into our cut-off shorts and boat shoes the winter blues melt into their tributaries and take off for the sea leaving us to blush and bloom like budding tulips work stained hands toss the rule books aside making room for a cheap can of beer and an ancient dog earred map let the dusty two-tracks point you back to your abandoned spirit of adventure and your neglected hiking boots let's go let's run off towards the sunset and the lake bed and get to the heart of what matters in the middle of nowhere let's get lost sunburned drunk and young it's time to be better again to be happy as children again i'll meet you out there somewhere along the edges of where the water fades to mountains and the mountains pierce the skies i hope to see you there... with a smile on your face and your heart on your sleeve i promise to bookmark a place for you let's go find what they are all missing nurse our hearts and our spirits and that primitive instinct burried somewhere deep inside us that begs us to chase the sweetness to play climb dance and grow let's go but first a toast here's to you and to me and to every skinned knee that eventually led us to learn the ropes here's to the countless hopes and dreams that we've had to reconstruct in order to shape our own realities here's to sunburns moonshine and all that we can be beneath these summer skies.
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Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
sailing skirts and boat shoes.
the waves break like the days that chase them and our hardened layers fall down around our ankles and sacrafice themselves to the edges of the shorline it's the sunshine season we don our freckled, olive, summer skin as we slip into our cut-off shorts and boat shoes the winter blues melt into their tributaries and take off for the sea leaving us to blush and bloom like budding tulips work stained hands toss the rule books aside making room for a cheap can of beer and an ancient dog earred map let the dusty two-tracks point you back to your abandoned spirit of adventure and your neglected hiking boots let's go let's run off towards the sunset and the lake bed and get to the heart of what matters in the middle of nowhere let's get lost sunburned drunk and young it's time to be better again to be happy as children again i'll meet you out there somewhere along the edges of where the water fades to mountains and the mountains pierce the skies i hope to see you there... with a smile on your face and your heart on your sleeve i promise to bookmark a place for you let's go find what they are all missing nurse our hearts and our spirits and that primitive instinct burried somewhere deep inside us that begs us to chase the sweetness to play climb dance and grow let's go but first a toast here's to you and to me and to every skinned knee that eventually led us to learn the ropes here's to the countless hopes and dreams that we've had to reconstruct in order to shape our own realities here's to sunburns moonshine and all that we can be beneath these summer skies.
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I had a dream about a witch, she stood in my path trying to ask for forgiveness for murders she committed some years ago. yet I have nothing to offer her, nor do I care about her nor do I care about her wishes, the witch could have made the better sacrafice years ago. the witch chose to **** my family blood for the sake of a sack of change, a career she never had the talent to be, someone told her she was cute. the witch allowed this poison to go to her head, seven snakes, an abortion knife and a brother who never had the guts to tell her no. the witch killed me with an double edged sword in which i call ****** for money and life for money all stirred in a boiling *** of deadly brew. in the end the witch always perish from the spells that she casted upon others, somewhere she picks up the vile, drinks from it and then she die.
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Jul 22, 2012
Jul 22, 2012 at 1:40 AM UTC
The Witch
I'm discovering that sacrifice will always be a necessary part-of life, and that the only time we ever gain- is when we have lost.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 8:02 PM UTC
Gain & Sacrafice.
LOST IN MY MIND, DECISIONS ON EVERY SIDE EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES, BITTERSWEET MEMORIES OF YOU AND I FALLING IN LOVE, GROWING APART STILL YOU ARE THAT SPECIAL PERSON IN MY HEART I KNOW THAT ALL RELATIONSHIPS HAVE UPS AND DOWNS BUT SHOULDN’T I HAVE LAUGHS AND SMILES MORE THAN I FROWN THERE'S BILLS, KIDS, BAD ADVICE AND BRICK WALLS MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL LAST FOREVER BUT IT DOESN’T COVER IT ALL WHAT DO WE HAVE IN COMMON – JUST OUR LOVE – IS THAT ENOUGH WHAT IF OUR LIFE’S PATH HAS TAKEN US INTO SEPARATE DIRECTIONS WHAT IF IT’S SIMPLY TOO LATE TO MAKE ALL OF THE CORRECTIONS WHAT IF YOU AND I ARE NO LONGER MEANT TO BE TOGETHER WHAT IF OUR LOVE’S NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO SURVIVE BAD WEATHER WHAT IF MY SOULMATE IS OUT THERE, SOMEWHERE, WAITING FOR ME WHAT IF THERE IS A CHANCE THAT I CAN TRULY BE HAPPY DO I SACRAFICE IT ALL – JUST FOR LOVE – IS THAT ENOUGH
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Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 4:07 PM UTC
Is Love Enough?
****** man Lurking in the corners Evil smile Meanwhile A child Alive But barely Can't pick of the phone Who'll answer A cop, Rookie Would be A vet in time But the shots That hit his spine Hit his soul a lot harder Almost as hard as The hits From a **** That used his fist And never open hand, Demands not met, No speech From the whore's throat Silent night Was supoosed to be Holy But the holey stockings Was a worn out reminder, The timer hit 12:00 on the 25th But A bowl of cheerios No honey No milk Was bold As the truth It told Like The gifts Never bought Or the mall Never shopped In the cold Black ice on the road at night My car never fought so hard To follow lights Flurries proved To be as blury As the vision From sippin Too much wine Red stains, And lipstick Secrets untold, Focus on the road Home is but a couple miles But another cup Would suffice I'm willin to suffer the consequences What will I sacrafice? What's the price For a few drinks After supper? Besides, The bartender wouldnt of offered Enough scotch To make my mind alter He's a friend to me, What? You mean to tell me, That the end of me, Is in a Glass of hennessy Ha! Hail mary full of grace, Full of faults But full of faith And as she prayed The lord did praise Amazed Life proved to be a maze But in the haze A few rays Would should shine her way There were 2 sets Of footprints But a woman fell There's been 1 set ever since Carried New Born Born Again And twice married Widows tears On a pillow Bible never far Closed eyes Could still reach Even in sleep Wrinkles deep A hot flash of her age blinks on the alarm 1:40 And one 40 year old woman Who thinks That if she keeps His name in glory Her story Would end in peace.
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Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 3:31 PM UTC
9 Lives
****** man Lurking in the corners Evil smile Meanwhile A child Alive But barely Can't pick of the phone Who'll answer A cop, Rookie Would be A vet in time But the shots That hit his spine Hit his soul a lot harder Almost as hard as The hits From a **** That used his fist And never open hand, Demands not met, No speech From the whore's throat Silent night Was supoosed to be Holy But the holey stockings Was a worn out reminder, The timer hit 12:00 on the 25th But A bowl of cheerios No honey No milk Was bold As the truth It told Like The gifts Never bought Or the mall Never shopped In the cold Black ice on the road at night My car never fought so hard To follow lights Flurries proved To be as blury As the vision From sippin Too much wine Red stains, And lipstick Secrets untold, Focus on the road Home is but a couple miles But another cup Would suffice I'm willin to suffer the consequences What will I sacrafice? What's the price For a few drinks After supper? Besides, The bartender wouldnt of offered Enough scotch To make my mind alter He's a friend to me, What? You mean to tell me, That the end of me, Is in a Glass of hennessy Ha! Hail mary full of grace, Full of faults But full of faith And as she prayed The lord did praise Amazed Life proved to be a maze But in the haze A few rays Would should shine her way There were 2 sets Of footprints But a woman fell There's been 1 set ever since Carried New Born Born Again And twice married Widows tears On a pillow Bible never far Closed eyes Could still reach Even in sleep Wrinkles deep A hot flash of her age blinks on the alarm 1:40 And one 40 year old woman Who thinks That if she keeps His name in glory Her story Would end in peace.
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Gravity keeps me keen to the world. I love the blades of green delight when they tickle at my toes.   I love the rays of yellow dwarf. At my freckles, they jest. It seems senseless how our Masters get away with ****** We sharpen their blade and willingly hand it to Master.   And he drives it back into our chest. A willing sacrifice, I would admit. But I fear the feeling of helplessness curses my allegiance to the Gods. So tonight I close my helpless eyes and learn to fly for forever.
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Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 5:33 PM UTC
The Sacrafice
My darling My darling I have watched you sleep these three nights And I have whispered into the deep "There is not a more beautiful creature in this plane" You are an angel Your wings curled beneath your fragile form The gentility of your breathing... The rising and falling of your supple ******* I would not dare kiss you in this form my darling I would not dare caress the curves of your earthly body I have drunk the wine of infatuation Until I could hear the great beast call your name We shall be wed my darling Our two hearts melted into a blinding holliness Forever entwined Blood to blood Flesh to flesh Fear not this blade my darling Fear not its mortal sting Fear not it's cold touch upon your silken skin Let it find your young heart quickly Feel it cleave the muscle in two Fear not my darling Fear not the sadness of our mortal plight For in the darkness A flash of silver will bring you salvation A sacrafice A moment of stinging beauty For an eternal moment of ethereal bliss
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Dec 19, 2011
Dec 19, 2011 at 5:20 PM UTC
The Lifeblood of my ****** Bride
Sweet crumbling words construct my madness. Life renewed from within the embers in the ashes, and on the boundaries of the remaining darkness monsters plunged in to the depths. Hope whispered murky clear, clustering the facts. Reality blurred from steam of visions, long dead stars clouded in the skies. And as I burrowed in my crystal castle, a breeze whispered of hidden passions; it crawled, stealthily, to my covered ears quietly, faintly, slitheringly. A serpent in the kingdom of the chaste A flame in the frailty of ice. A truth that shattered all frontiers and my words the sensibility of ours.
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Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 1:53 AM UTC
The sacrafice behind sincerity
pupils pin eyes roll back your body shakes it needs the smack your mind it leaves it wonders off your brain is numb your senses lost the dope is near your viens they call they try to hide your skin it crawls sniff it smoke it slam it home you and the dope are now alone a bit to much and you dont come back your heart might stop cause it's attacked kiss your kids and say goodnight this next trip might just end your life senses soft your no longer boss the dope it has you at any cost lose your job lose your family lose your mind a triple whammy the devil once he's on your back he don't want off you've made a pact you live alone in your vacant mind thoughts of love and life gone by locked away but not to late help your mind revive it's fate it takes work and sacrafice to **** the devil and this life divorce this beast as fast as you can get back to life and being a man look to tomorrow and you will see a brighter future thats drug free the run is over time to get sober regain the chance to grow much older
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Apr 25, 2013
Apr 25, 2013 at 3:13 AM UTC
gone but not forgot
Baby something has to be done here, or I might as well just burn. 'Cause everytime I think about you, my stomach completely turns. I'm falling into a twisted dream, where your love is filled with pain. Making tears roll down my cheeks, as if it were pouring rain. You take me in your arms, and sqeeze me very tight. You tell me you'll never leave me, and that everything will be alright. But we both know what happens next, even though this came unplanned. We can get through this together, taking life in with an extra hand. To show each other there's more to us, that the little bit of lust. That's getting us further into time, slowly striping our unsolved trust. But this is more than just a fatal mark, that doesn't last through life. We can make it through an eternity, if we learn how to make a sacrafice. Baby I'm hanging on to you with all, and I'm never letting go. You can break my heart a million times, but our love will still fatally grow. It's never gonna be enough, to take me away from the truth. 'Cause everything I'm looking for, is held deep inside of you. I can see the pain in your eyes, that pulls us apart more and more. But we'll get through this horrid day, by finding another open door. I know thongs don't always turn out right, but todays just another day. So look back at what happend, and remember you were the one to say. "Baby I know things like this happen, and all you want to do is die. But when it comes to thinking like that, just look up at the sky. I'm the star that shines upon your heart, making sure you're doing alright. And I let the moonlight take its toll, as I kiss your lips for a final goodnight."
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Feb 12, 2011
Feb 12, 2011 at 9:00 PM UTC
A Final Goodnight
Baby something has to be done here, or I might as well just burn. 'Cause everytime I think about you, my stomach completely turns. I'm falling into a twisted dream, where your love is filled with pain. Making tears roll down my cheeks, as if it were pouring rain. You take me in your arms, and sqeeze me very tight. You tell me you'll never leave me, and that everything will be alright. But we both know what happens next, even though this came unplanned. We can get through this together, taking life in with an extra hand. To show each other there's more to us, that the little bit of lust. That's getting us further into time, slowly striping our unsolved trust. But this is more than just a fatal mark, that doesn't last through life. We can make it through an eternity, if we learn how to make a sacrafice. Baby I'm hanging on to you with all, and I'm never letting go. You can break my heart a million times, but our love will still fatally grow. It's never gonna be enough, to take me away from the truth. 'Cause everything I'm looking for, is held deep inside of you. I can see the pain in your eyes, that pulls us apart more and more. But we'll get through this horrid day, by finding another open door. I know thongs don't always turn out right, but todays just another day. So look back at what happend, and remember you were the one to say. "Baby I know things like this happen, and all you want to do is die. But when it comes to thinking like that, just look up at the sky. I'm the star that shines upon your heart, making sure you're doing alright. And I let the moonlight take its toll, as I kiss your lips for a final goodnight."
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She has long, chocolate colored hair. She has eyes that twinkle in the sunlight. She has a smile that can light up even the gloomiest of rooms. She has a figure that any girl would dream of having. She has a beautiful face; not a blemish on it. She has a warm heart that could melt a blizzard. She has a way with words that is moving. She has a scent of genuine and purity. She has a mind that envisions so much, she could make me look blind.
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Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 12:48 AM UTC
Sacrafice
There is only one box. One space to fit in. If you do not fit, you do not belong. So I must fit. I must belong. Where else would I go? But it feels tight and ill-fitting. Inhospitable. No. Why should I sacrafice my edges to fit into a space I do not want to be in? So I went. To embrace my edges in a place where there is space.
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Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 9:59 AM UTC
Where I am from...
SUNDAY written: July 13, 09 sunday (of course) simplicity just isnt me intricate intamacy leaves me breatheless helpless don't leave me here naked stripped of all i am don't leave me here now to die in my shame and give into my concioius screaming my name this is where you take away the pain you inflict on me help me breathe please and i broke though i swore i wouldn't and i only blame myself and they tell me i shouldn't i should hate you for only wanting this from me but i couldn't stand too make you unhappy your miserable and i pity your insanity and i'm terrible for trying to make you happy at least that's what they think i'm torn and i don't want to do this anymore but i can't stand to let you go cuz it'd hurt you,hurt me more then you know you help me breathe the only thing keeping me sane while pushing me over the edge of insanity the pain oh the pain let me pull up my pants i can't unless you tell me your satisfied with me finally happy ive given up fighting agaist your hands someday they'll understand why i can't live without them your invisible touch suduction that inspires my ****** lust for you this is all i have to do to prove to you i'm true   pocessed by you obsessed with you undress for you because you asked me too pocessed by you obsessed with you undress for you because you need me too it's the least i can do for someone so upset for someone who needs me i can't hold regret for you, i'll never forget though remembering makes me sick a lifetime of this uncurable illness a sacrafice i took to try to save you from your disease and i'd willing die naked to save you from your suffering
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Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 12:45 AM UTC
Sunday (Riot Out Loud and Scream It to Me DEMO LYRICS)
SUNDAY written: July 13, 09 sunday (of course) simplicity just isnt me intricate intamacy leaves me breatheless helpless don't leave me here naked stripped of all i am don't leave me here now to die in my shame and give into my concioius screaming my name this is where you take away the pain you inflict on me help me breathe please and i broke though i swore i wouldn't and i only blame myself and they tell me i shouldn't i should hate you for only wanting this from me but i couldn't stand too make you unhappy your miserable and i pity your insanity and i'm terrible for trying to make you happy at least that's what they think i'm torn and i don't want to do this anymore but i can't stand to let you go cuz it'd hurt you,hurt me more then you know you help me breathe the only thing keeping me sane while pushing me over the edge of insanity the pain oh the pain let me pull up my pants i can't unless you tell me your satisfied with me finally happy ive given up fighting agaist your hands someday they'll understand why i can't live without them your invisible touch suduction that inspires my ****** lust for you this is all i have to do to prove to you i'm true   pocessed by you obsessed with you undress for you because you asked me too pocessed by you obsessed with you undress for you because you need me too it's the least i can do for someone so upset for someone who needs me i can't hold regret for you, i'll never forget though remembering makes me sick a lifetime of this uncurable illness a sacrafice i took to try to save you from your disease and i'd willing die naked to save you from your suffering
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Go ahead... No one will notice They will judge me.....They won't have a clue A clue...That it was you Go ahead make him pay.....I can't do it not today Chicken shit....I am afraid Then take out yourself....Thats awful to say You can make it all go away....It would still linger, in my heart it would stay He deserves it for treating you this way.....He does, your right! Today is the day Feel better now?....No I feel worse Your such a sap....I'm human, it' a curse Soon your have the power of fame.....No love for life though, just a name You can't have it all ,sometimes you much sacrafice.....His life and my heart , just for a little part Not your heart you still have that.....What was the cost then? Tell me that! Something more precious than gold....Heaven help me! you mean my soul! Didn't you read the small print?.....I can't believe this lement I've enjoyed this time we've spent...Will I ever see you again Of course you will we're bond by sin......In the end? Yes,I will come for you......when? When? Why when you decend....Until then? Love that sin....I change my mind! You can't rewind....I been forsaken? No mistaken....I don't know what to say There's nothing more to say it's just the price you must pay.... I wish you never came... but, I like the game.... My soul's to high of a price... I know but's it my vice Please let me go.... I can't even if I wanted it to be so.. There's no hope for me?.... Just enjoy it ,and pretend that your free... But, I know in the end,where I must go.... Yes , forever with me in the fire down below... I'm afraid, will it hurt to burn?.... I 'll be with you when it's your turn.... Promise?... I won't let you down... Love is cruel isn't it??... It is my sweet,but just a bit... How long do I have??... I can't tell you that... Until then.... I'll be waiting friend
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May 2, 2010
May 2, 2010 at 7:38 AM UTC
The Whisper
Go ahead... No one will notice They will judge me.....They won't have a clue A clue...That it was you Go ahead make him pay.....I can't do it not today Chicken shit....I am afraid Then take out yourself....Thats awful to say You can make it all go away....It would still linger, in my heart it would stay He deserves it for treating you this way.....He does, your right! Today is the day Feel better now?....No I feel worse Your such a sap....I'm human, it' a curse Soon your have the power of fame.....No love for life though, just a name You can't have it all ,sometimes you much sacrafice.....His life and my heart , just for a little part Not your heart you still have that.....What was the cost then? Tell me that! Something more precious than gold....Heaven help me! you mean my soul! Didn't you read the small print?.....I can't believe this lement I've enjoyed this time we've spent...Will I ever see you again Of course you will we're bond by sin......In the end? Yes,I will come for you......when? When? Why when you decend....Until then? Love that sin....I change my mind! You can't rewind....I been forsaken? No mistaken....I don't know what to say There's nothing more to say it's just the price you must pay.... I wish you never came... but, I like the game.... My soul's to high of a price... I know but's it my vice Please let me go.... I can't even if I wanted it to be so.. There's no hope for me?.... Just enjoy it ,and pretend that your free... But, I know in the end,where I must go.... Yes , forever with me in the fire down below... I'm afraid, will it hurt to burn?.... I 'll be with you when it's your turn.... Promise?... I won't let you down... Love is cruel isn't it??... It is my sweet,but just a bit... How long do I have??... I can't tell you that... Until then.... I'll be waiting friend
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I am not mad! This scientist intentions Were only to be inventive With science And look what I've invented! Made a dead man Come alive From live wires Electrifying Like lightning rods From a God I am the creator Shall my creation Worship me Work for me or Sacrafice A Life? An animals? Or his own? On his own Like an animal Will he Look to me For guidance Like From father to son Or sun to man Study all of my Writings Read my work Like a bible And spread my scriptures Which were Ripped up Pages out a journal Out-dated Which I used in the beginning Addressing Old testaments From old tests and Old testing kits When I made my first attempt At revelation He, The prophet Concluded my project No matter How loyal My creation The formula To be able To be royalty Is made by faith Will he reject my claims And claim I lack proof I made you In my image So I guess Like you do And hypothesize life Until I have The power to create One
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Sep 30, 2010
Sep 30, 2010 at 1:06 PM UTC
Dr. Frankenstien
"The wind is blowing the skirt of an Autumn tree; I flirt with destruction." Wildfire is afoot, my lungs fill with the soot from all the burning bridges; a slow suffocation, each breath slipping into the decay. Things I lost in the fire permeate the stench of regret. The unforgotten coats the skin of air in blankets of smoke and mirrors. Reflections. | .snoitcelfeR I Breathe in deep breaths of memories, awake in me, the only remenants of our love. It is hard to exhale. A stubborn heart, I never know when to let go. Selfishly I hold on even amidst the breaking; the fire consuming everything. I find myself content with these 3rd degree burns. The scars are reminders that I did more than dream you but you were really here. The deliberate suicide accelerated by my will to hold onto something that is already gone; without you I die a little more inside. Fade into the nothingness, a canyon filled with the echo of the wolf's cry; brokenness. **** this burden of love, a torch that burns me alive. Deadly poison coursing through my veins, killing me softly. I am the chainsmoker. My lungs are charchoal, a sacrafice on the alter. I don't know how to quit you, give back the feelings you gave me; the all of you that I have breathed in. Addiction is madness. I can feel the unraveling of mind turning me into a cigarette bud, into a tray of ashes. Lost in the fray. There is a mirror in the ceiling above me, haunting reflection of the things that use to be. Of the things Ive lost you are what I desire most to find again. I miss belonging to your lips, your hands, your heart but I mean nothing to you now. I am a promise you once made broken and unkept. Abandoned. A heart missing a piece. A mind without peace. Lonely like the stretch of sky after the sun departs before the moon arrives; the bareroot of empitness. I am the star farthest from the moon, devastated by an ending come too soon, but soon to be reborn the morning star; one way or another Ill find my way out of this dark, the light always does....
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Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 2:20 AM UTC
Reflections. | .snoitcelfeR
"The wind is blowing the skirt of an Autumn tree; I flirt with destruction." Wildfire is afoot, my lungs fill with the soot from all the burning bridges; a slow suffocation, each breath slipping into the decay. Things I lost in the fire permeate the stench of regret. The unforgotten coats the skin of air in blankets of smoke and mirrors. Reflections. | .snoitcelfeR I Breathe in deep breaths of memories, awake in me, the only remenants of our love. It is hard to exhale. A stubborn heart, I never know when to let go. Selfishly I hold on even amidst the breaking; the fire consuming everything. I find myself content with these 3rd degree burns. The scars are reminders that I did more than dream you but you were really here. The deliberate suicide accelerated by my will to hold onto something that is already gone; without you I die a little more inside. Fade into the nothingness, a canyon filled with the echo of the wolf's cry; brokenness. **** this burden of love, a torch that burns me alive. Deadly poison coursing through my veins, killing me softly. I am the chainsmoker. My lungs are charchoal, a sacrafice on the alter. I don't know how to quit you, give back the feelings you gave me; the all of you that I have breathed in. Addiction is madness. I can feel the unraveling of mind turning me into a cigarette bud, into a tray of ashes. Lost in the fray. There is a mirror in the ceiling above me, haunting reflection of the things that use to be. Of the things Ive lost you are what I desire most to find again. I miss belonging to your lips, your hands, your heart but I mean nothing to you now. I am a promise you once made broken and unkept. Abandoned. A heart missing a piece. A mind without peace. Lonely like the stretch of sky after the sun departs before the moon arrives; the bareroot of empitness. I am the star farthest from the moon, devastated by an ending come too soon, but soon to be reborn the morning star; one way or another Ill find my way out of this dark, the light always does....
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Are they yellow, green or grey? because the color that they are doesn’t matter. It’s the feeling they portray. And those Summer stars are gone, but your smell is still on my pillow. It’s Something Corporate. It’s The Shins. It’s spelling confusion with a K, like Konstantine. You’re my Summer star. I don’t need the real ones because I remember you who you are. I'm okay. Yellow, green or grey? You tell me. You know the color I hope for, but with all the hell I put you through, I’d understand if they were light blue. Just a reminder: We both know what it’s like to be alone. And a bed of four leaf clovers sounds pretty nice compared to any sacrafice I’d make for you.
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Nov 21, 2011
Nov 21, 2011 at 4:41 PM UTC
August in Wyckoff
Bracelets decorate my arms, Only because I'd rather you see them, than the scars, The decorations that tell the story of my past, Not just a decoration, But a forever adornment, They'll never leave me, never let me have any peace, Why am I openly expressing these feeling now, you ask, I'm searching for this unreachable thing called forgiveness, Because the memories will never let me be, The guilt, it still walks with me, trudging, ever so slowly, I can't forgive myself for something like this, I hurt you, Something I promised my self I'd never do, And I promise myself now, That never again, will I hurt you by hurting myself, It's just not worth it you see, Not worth loosing you, You're the single best thing that has ever happened to me, And I'm not throwing all of it away, For even a little bit of a temporary sensation of mind numbing pain.
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Jun 5, 2012
Jun 5, 2012 at 7:15 PM UTC
You're just not something I'm willing to sacrafice.
The amorphous world hates each and every creative soul Another, I can't name Except the idols held in such high regard Excluding the ones I disavow Save a few, all ideas are below me now The masses all bleed but not all bleed red Some bleed black, and some bleed falsehoods. Our perfect community has more common ground with the enemy than the elitist ground we've come to sacrafice our lives and time defending If only for the present my perception is less muddled Before I cloud my mind with hurdles To Disincentivize Future fleshing out Stout lies, watching promises Fall by the way side I will rise I repeat the faster I sink This elevator ideology is showing no signs As it drags me to hell One intention at a time Marching round in time Circling, quickening my pace Winning a race Invented for me By people like me How about you try me And then we'll see just how deep Inside me The mitre has me The mindset grasps me And chains around me Feel soft as feathers The wings I fly on are burdens beneath my feet My brothers and sisters hold the keys to my shackles but have mistaken them for unspeakable horrors.
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Mar 18, 2017
Mar 18, 2017 at 5:27 AM UTC
Ideolog alive
Care for me is sacrafice, but how is it sacrifice ? it is sacrifice because it is something you offer to people, some people give it to few, others give it to many. But everytime that happens, you are sacraficing something regardless. To care for someone is to deny yourself, (pay very close attention to this)** To care for someone is to not expect anything back from them. To care for someone isn't something you do to get something from them, some people just can't see when someone is caring for them some people are blinder than others. This is why some have glasses and some don't. Who every said the heart and the mind don't need glasses also ? If you care for someone, and you try showing that person that you care for them. You are allowing them to take advantage of it, you are allowing them to experience it. Allowing them to take more from you, as much as they need as much as they want. And the reason you care, or the reason you should care is because you are patient enough to do it. Why is there people with good hearts? And people whose hearts have become cold ?
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Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 1:26 AM UTC
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