i now live life for one purpose since all else has been lost.
you don't know how much i torture myself in my never ending thoughts.

i want it all to end...the edge of insanity.
but in the last breathe i realize the sacrafice would be....
watching you die and knowing,it's all because of me.

so i'll breathe
breathe every painful breath and live through every abusive
heart beat
just so you can live your life without the misery and defeat

and in the end..
when i die..
from this shattered soul
i promise i will be your tortured angel