"photobooth" poems
at the time a polaroid was a mark of friendship
so we decided to go raid a photobooth
but the pictures never captured
they didn't get the time to
because across the street was a fancy new camera shop
with a fancy new cashier
who had pretty, pretty hair
and could actually fit into a polaroid with you
and i was surrounded by the walls of a madhouse
from inside the photobooth
because you entangled the curtain entrance
so i was locked in
i wanted to see nothing
so i stared directly into the camera lenses
hoping the flash would blind me
because apparently you're blinded and happy
but i hit the wrong button
and the flash never came
but there were pictures printed
just of your hands around her waist
i took about 50 copies
and taped them to the lampposts lining abandoned cemeteries
i tossed the receipt into the lake,
i scattered the letters of your name into the rain
Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 3:44 AM UTC
There's alot of things that i think about now
that sends signals of pain to my head
When they pop up in random moments
fleeting moments of significant memories
I once held so dear.
But i can't think about them anymore
I'm not allowed to remember.
Remember how much i miss the color of your walls
deep red
And how long i spent looking up at them when we layed in your room
The way the sunlight came in and bounced off the walls
Giving your room an eery red glow
even though you never let me part the curtains.
Remember how much i miss your bed spread
how much comfier it was then mine
The amount of time we spent entangled in them watching movies and playing games
Kissing
touching
I feel you most when i'm alone
I feel your ghost still around.
Remember how much i miss having my fingers tangled in your hair
Or the way you were scared of being alone when it rained hard
When we went to the theme park for my birthday and we got on the ride i was terrified of
But you were so excited about it and so brave
so in some way
I enjoyed it more with you.
Definitely not allowed to remember when you took me on our first date
you made me try your salad and i almost puked
You got overexcited and tipped the waiter too much
Or the first time we ever met
on that really awkward double date and the awful
Photobooth picture with them
we were in the background of 2/4 of it
And i'm pretty sure that was my favorite worst picture of us ever
I wish i still had it.
That's right; I miss your euphonious voice in my ears
I miss the time we spent together
even if it was ephemeral
It was the best year of my life
I miss the corny photo we had that so many people thought was oh so charming
Every photo of us was really
we looked so clinquant next to each other,
Even though that was all just chimerical.
I miss it all
I have dredged up that word about you so many times it's almost sickening
How i've wanted only one person for so long the mere idea of someone else touching me makes me
Want to throw up
I miss your smile most of all
so much
It lit up the once so quiescent soul of mine
I feel like this longing for you will be sempiternal.
Can you miss someone so much it starts too circulate in your veins?
I guess sometimes someone gets under your skin and as much as you feel you must tear apart that part of yourself
No matter how many years have past
you feel if you ever did that you'd lose a part of yourself.
Well that part of me died a long time ago.
Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 1:59 AM UTC
......................
Toscar
Crash!
Two red cells,
Smash!
Blood and teeth -
Mash!
Upper lip?
Rash!
...........
Boy In Barfly
Oh yeah, like that - your tongue’s a feather
Flamingo pink,
Wet with weather,
Drowning in the mouth of me.
Cherry stems
Locked together.
.......
Aw.
"Please?"
"No".
"But I -"
"Go."
"Just one kiss? I’ll make it quick!"
**** off Arthur, you make me sick."
.........
Photobooth
Julia is on my knee,
Grinding like a toy.
Her hands are at the back of my neck
And she says
"Come on then, boy."
and flicks *** ash at my lap.
FLASH!
.......
Jack
I love the taste of your spit.
I like it when you let it drip
with me pinned beneath you like a doll,
my mouth open like a ****
letting you drown my crooked teeth
letting you dribble your DNA down my bottleneck throat.
******* hell Jack!
You are a terrible kisser...!)
.......
Dee
We’re both naked,
But I don’t want to do anything but kiss you.
Not right now, anyway.
You’re so fragile, darling,
And so small,
And your mouth is the pink wax seal
On the envelope of my life.
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 3:50 PM UTC
at the time a polaroid was a mark of friendship
so we decided to go raid a photobooth
but the pictures never captured
they never got the time to
because across the street was a fancy new camera shop
with a fancy new cashier
who had pretty, pretty hair
and could actually fit into a polaroid with you
but i hit the wrong button
and the flash never came
but there were pictures printed
just of your hands around her waist
i took about 50 copies
and tossed the receipt into the lake,
i scattered the letters of your name into the rain.
Jul 30, 2016
Jul 30, 2016 at 3:25 AM UTC
I hope we forget all of our passwords
So we cannot delete our Facebook posts.
I hope we still remember good ol' Myspace;
I hope we're haunted by our Twitter ghosts.
I hope that we'll go back and click on pictures
That we took on Apple Photobooth
I hope I will remember that one status
Said I was 'in a relationship' with you.
I hope we leave them open for our children
I hope they'll laugh at how we're old
I hope they'll look back at our high school photos.
I hope we'll reminisce on videos.
I hope that we'll go back and click on pictures
That we took on Apple Photobooth
I hope someday I'll tweet about that one time
When I was 'in a relationship' with you
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 2:19 PM UTC
top 5 things I miss about you:
1) the sunburn on the back of your legs
the
way you flinched at the touch of aloe;
peeling off your skin
layer by layer
2) dancing high in your room to Pulp Fiction;
trying desperately not to wake your parents,
standing in your
driveway as minutes feel like hours
3) our horrific inability to take
a single good photobooth picture
4) driving
driving home from the beach,
sand
coating your mats
sitting in cars writing poems,
while you wrench tires underneath me
pulling into parking garages to photograph
torn stockings against the car’s blue
exterior
your hand on my thigh driving back from Ludlow,
as I am fast asleep
breaking your backseat as I ****** myself into you
you naming it after me
5) your drunken texts;
your colloquial musings at 3 a.m.
your
professions,
your proclamations
waking up your grounded words,
despite your swaying body.
I long for your surprise pronouncements
while I sleep alone 551 kilometers away.
Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 3:06 PM UTC
we scale the monument like mountain climbers on statues. pictures and a bride becoming a wife in the rain. with my shoes soaked through i can’t hold in my laughter and for a few moments we are so happy. cramming into a photobooth we will stack on top of each other the way the city stacks
houses on
houses on
houses.
all of san francisco reaching up into the sky.
Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 11:17 PM UTC
I kept everything
perfumed letters
a dated Polaroid photo
words of love on index cards
a half filled journal
stitches in material
a braided bracelet
several "I love you" notes
a birthday card
comedic Valentines
a photobooth collage
forever-perfect flowers
a get well soon card
pennies in an envelope
a fortune cookie wrapper
dried up sunflowers
an apology
And I can't bring myself to trash, deface, rip, burn, or forget any of them
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 9:58 PM UTC
why don't we talk anymore?
we used to call each other every single day
filmed ourselves and pretend we had a cooking show
****** around on photobooth
whispered our worries that boys won't like us
when i think of best friend, your name doesn't come to mind right away anymore
you're more of an afterthought
a had-been, a-used-to-be
i want to be the first person you call when something amazing happens
not hear about it from a mutual friend
i want you to text me first
and actually stay invested in the conversation
i want you to invite me to hang out
to reconnect
i want you to want to be best friends again
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC
Razors and craft knives
Pictures of withering people
Cigarettes and alcohol and you
Your voice lilts dangerously
Your way with words is deadly
Drawing me back in to
LOVE YOU HATE YOU LOVE YOU HATE ME
Dropping too fast to follow with your
(beautiful, hazel, misleading)
eyes
Thanks for the hit
I needed the poison
Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC
You promised me cheesecake.
And now, we can't remember our first date
There's a photobooth strip of the zoo,
that first summer,
when it was too hot
and all the animals were napping.
But I held your hand
while we looked for the red panda.
There's something about
mac and cheese,
Ben and Jerrys
on a Friday night.
Or waking up to make breakfast
home fries, eggs, and toast
on Saturday morning.
Sitting with you,
alone together.
Knowing I can blow you a kiss
and you'll catch it.
Every time.
You promised me cheesecake.
But I'd have followed
even if you hadn't
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 6:02 PM UTC
Lung tree
Drink me
Take in that consequential
Energy
And please
Touch the sun with buds and dance
Perpetually
Until the day is said and done
Concrete
Upon what day will you melt to butter?
In what age will you split
Asunder
And our squishy nubs will touch
The naked land
Of younger
To caress trampled memory
Great comet
Of the heated sky
Roll chariots to the marble
Castle far by
Draw the ceiling and cast alight
The endless view of the constant night
Great God of mine.
In the photobooth
We do a silly face
Clicking the parsecs back into focal
View
And drawing upon that inflationary
Balloon
To which we ride
A darling damselfly
Old and full of chitionous youth
Old dirt
Move softly your mother
And place her dead things upon the nether
To compress into flaking chert
And ****** from the depths
An exhibit of great feature
The future of us
Lost within
The earth
Great road
I see not where your terminus goes
I know not from what strange township
You built the mountains and tumbled abyss
But when we shall be missed
And the world will roll on with constant bliss
Forgetful of the citation of our greatest works
And the obliteration of everything
Timeless.
Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC