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a mcvicar Feb 2018
"the witch is always to be blamed
if those who record what had taken place
happen, all of them, to be men.
maybe they own selfish hearts,
destined to wither and break.
true strengh can only be gained
from standing up, from facing them.
head on, fearless.
alas, my daughter,
you must never forget
that women are cunning and selfless,
powerful in their mindset
and able to outrun, to outfly men
who's only wish is to stick their ****
into someone, perhaps something else."
Dr Peter Lim Apr 2021
When I was young

the word 'shame' was loud and strong

in middle-age I began to realise

such mindset was wrong-



now in my 'soon to say goodbye' days

with what my conscience says I can easily go along

life might not be all joys and grace

yet to myself I've every right to belong
TS Ray Oct 2019
Among a personality contest of constant comparisons,
What is better - becoming rich or being a king?

In a relationship of frequent heart breaks,
What is better - surviving solitude or sacrificing love?

While living in a globe of constant motion,
What is better - staying still or running to nowhere?

For a word bond built on empty promises,
What is better - not making them or not keeping them?

In navigating a world of race and colors,
What is better - being different or learning to be the same?

For a mindset with no attention span,
What is better - withholding information or being forthcoming?

When adapting to local ways of global cultures,
What is better - losing your uniqueness or changing your tradition?

Alas, when the answer is not that simple,
I say - what is better - writing a poem about it or giving a speech?
It always starts out gray, no color, no emotions, just gray
The same start day after day
Feeling something crawl over me and forcing me down
Forcing my own mind to think I’m in a ghost town.
Tells me I’m nothing and nothing I will become
I start to believe it and it turns me numb.

Long nights become even longer as my body begs my mind for sleep.
The affects it has on myself runs too deep.
Not just the mind but physically as well.
The two are parallel.
Medication pills are perceived to offer support.
But the idea fell very short.
Drove me closer and closer to insanity
As I’m losing faith with Christianity.
My body becomes weak with my mind
No one notices enough to care, or they are just blind.
Twenty-five pounds lost, more thoughts gained.
Just trying to keep it maintained.
I crack, I crumble, and I take a fall.
It sees this and fills my mind with darkness, making me feel small.
I believe it, I can’t control it, I follow what it commands
Seeing the hooded man, I attempt to shake hands.

Two weeks later, I am checked out with it a new mindset
It no longer seems a major threat.
When it screams its nasty messages I turn away.
I listen to music and keep it at bay.
When it tells me I am going nowhere and will not become anyone
I go for a run.
When it still struggles and battles me at night
I go for a midnight drive, playing songs and convincing myself it’s going to be all right.
When it tells me I’m all alone and attempts to despair
I go to a show and feel connected to the people everywhere.
It feels worried as it begins to grow smaller
As it does I begin to see color.
I’m cutting the anchor that is depression
And trying to move in a new direction.
Days are still gray at times and sometimes it grows stronger
But I am feared no longer.
I am equipped to fight back against the beast
The times it comes back has decreased.
But I’m still fighting against the afterlife
To bring back color into this life.
Michael LoMonaco Jun 2018
Learning morals from inexperience,
As young ones discover the path through mistakes.

Understanding life lessons by trial and error,
Comprehending wisdom after repercussions.

It’s a circle that keeps spinning until maturity,
Repeating errors that are uncovered by exploration.

Youths will defy authority figures with pure passion,
Or can perceive education as completely useless.

Once maturation has reached its peak,
We can usually see the ignorance of such a mindset.

To one day try to teach the right route,
Even through our children will follow the same trail.
Adam Kinsley Oct 2018
We are controlled by what we create
A vexing tool from a creator?--
I found my death-note in a bottle
Then, silently stabbed at Caligula's sea

Obscurity has founded me
All night, we danced with Death and all their friends
We reserved our table: Misfortune and I
To crawl, ever-lovingly into self-destruction

What fevered, feckless filth are we:
A brood of virulent vipers--
With cordial smiles masking our true nature
We stumble, backwards, into our very own traps

Volition is dead to us
Indulgent indifference will lead to our violent destruction
I have the mindset of 1,000 fools--
And, I deserve this...
Emeka Mokeme Jul 2018
Someone is hunting,
not animals but humans.
Creeping in the night,
hunting down humans,
beheading babies and children,
women are not left out,
the pregnant ones cut open
and the unborn babies hacked to
death in a gruesome manner,
the men killed and hung like pigs
in the butchers stall.
Using humans as targets
to learn how to shoot.
They preferred the
cows to humans.
Cattle were killed
when a human died,
now humans are killed
when a cow dies.
Even when the cow is lost,
it is the human that will die
to compensate and pay for the loss.
What a sad turn of events,
it is really a shame to see how
degrading their mind has become.
Attitude is everything,
their mindset must be reset.
Their mentality must be upgraded,
and reconfigured for they are
really mentally poisoned.
Who can save us from this raging calamity.
©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
Infamous one Aug 2021
L7
The plan failed from college to reality from books to working an average joe job. His mindset was not the same for normal people he would ask questions so he could know. While everyone was use to the chain of command. He observed never felt threatened or challenged.
School was another monster around things that growing up was bad is now good all of a sudden justified or socially accepted. He was mind blown.
That world was another side trying to make sense of it all
Jade Lima Jul 2016
I'm bellowing in the depths of my mind again.
It's times like this that i wish i weren't so numb.
Constantly slipping into numbing depression isn't always the greatest thing when you're tip toeing into the real world.
But all you can do is put on a smile and try your best to believe that everything will be okay.
Well, what if there is that off chance that you can't?
What if you're stuck falling into a pit of despair, only to be dragged out for a few brief moments?
Living this way makes me wish i could change things.
But the reality of it is that most people are so consumed in things that don't matter that it makes it hard to find the good in this harsh reality.
But i'm trying.
Oh god i'm trying.
If only i could just feel.
If only i could find something real.
Yeah sometimes things seem like they're looking up, and that maybe there is hope for finding a real connection with a kind soul.
But it never lasts long.
Maybe it's in my negative mindset.
Never allowing me to bloom the way most do.
Or maybe it's the fact that i let people walk all over me.
So until i find my solace, i'll try my best to grow.
Been stuck with writer's block on and off so writing is kind of hard, but here it is.
storm siren Sep 2016
I should have you know,
I'm absolutely petrified.
Even the slightest movement,
In this mindset,
Could result in another
Scathing burn to the
Raw flesh
Of my heart.

But I should have you know
I don't give a **** anymore.
I will walk through
Ice or Fire
To see you smile,
To make you laugh.

I will sprint through fire,
Let it burn me,
I will dance through the ice,
Let it freeze me, let it numb me
I will be defiant
And I will feel.

I should have you know,
I love you with all that I am.

And I should have you know,
I know you love me,
And I know you want to stay,
So stay
So stay
So stay.

I know you're going to stay,
So just tell me
Just tell me
You'll stay.
It's been a day.
Day Aug 2016
it's hard to express a feeling you don't understand yourself,
to explain an emotion unknown to you.

it's like asking a child why they're crying for a toy,
they don't comprehend, they only know that they want it.

honestly, i've stopped attempting to locate this mindset
or at least the origin of it.

I have learned to stop asking questions,
and rather, search for answers.
i guess i'm back, if anyone was looking
Chandy Aug 2024
There are good people in this world
Amidst the marionettes
Wielding bayonets
Destroyers of sunset
Consequences that cannot be offset
Amidst a cold sweat
Pacing around a threat
Easy to forget
The world burning like a cigarette
Amidst all our debt
A duet, ancient and unfurled
I S A A C Apr 26
love too hard
love too fast
retrograding, venus repeating paths
my mindset too vast
stuck in the past
my scope is revealing all i already had
to be grateful is to be able
to heal from the cracks
to connect and mend
learning to swallow the bad
Nothing is impossible
All you have to do is believe
Have a great mindset
In order for you to achieve
Just put your mind to everything
Always stay motivated
Be fierce with determination
Have a strong will and be dedicated
Every move is deliberate
Every sip is accounted for
Imagery of you
Needs to stay as "true"

Hiding your bad thoughts
Concealing weaknesess
'Tho you have what it takes
To conquer awareness--or just ignore them
Once and for all

But the thing is
We want to be observed
'Cause we always observe
That's why we object their projection
It takes one to see one, to know one

Yet, everyone is on stale
The mindset gazes on the same stallion
It sets the mark of graces--millions and billions
Imaginary rather than your true imagery
RobbieG Oct 2021
Preach
Teach

Earn
Learn

Earn by preaching
Learn by teaching

Knowledge is power
Wealth is a mindset

Make it rain
Walk on water

Money can't
Buy happiness

A valuable
Life lesson
Eshwara Prasad Apr 2022
Everything could've been different.
If the mindset of today existed back then.
jeffrey conyers Jul 2014
Anyone that hates their mother.
Hates life.
How can you hate someone that did something right?

So what?
She's not perfect.
Least according to your views.

So what?
If she didn't do the best she could do.

When you look at the picture?
Was your father their for you.

I don't know the mindset of mothers that abandon their child.
But some odd decisions in life, we all do.

So what?
If she sold her body to provide for you.
Maybe, at that moment that all she could do.
If it came to provide you food.

So what?
If she was addicted to drugs or legal medication.
And didn't have the proper time to spend with you.

Let not one wrong forever affect you.

So what?
She had an affair with various men.
We always seem to place tougher judgment upon the women.
Sure, she could have made better decisions.

But life isn't picture perfect.

So what?
If your mother is obese or over weight.
There are many slim women wishing the opposite thing.
Love her.
Love her just as deeply , as she loves you.

A thick skin comes to you over looking public views.

So what?
If she's firm and over protective.
Think about those spoil children's that get no discipline.

So what?
If yours don't say, I love you constantly.
Reflect and see in in the things she do.

So what?
She didn't live long as you like.
I bet , if you write down things she taught you.
You will enjoy the time she spent with you.

Mothers, can only do as much they can.
This is, why they are respected higher than fathers through out the land?
School trips.
More mothers attend.

Doctor visits.
Most likely, it's them holding your hand.
Especially when you skin your knee.

Prison visitation.
More male prison have more mothers on the list.
Even in the female prisons too.

Think of all the great positive of love from mom.
And you realize, why nothing could bring harm to them from a child.

So what?
If others think she's mean.
You know deep down inside.
If she is.
You probably the same way.

The apples don't fall far from a tree.
There's not a single mothers that want their child in pain.
Helena Apr 2020
A letter to Rona

It was the best of times, it was indeed the worst of times.
Rona, You take our breath away ……  and livelihood too and here we were thinking, you were just the flu. You are here, you are there, you are everywhere, yet seriously, Rona why don’t you just disappear.. 

You lurk in crevices and all sorts of spaces and even in my favourite places. You’re well travelled, exploring the world, effecting every creed, religion, with no stone unturned.

You’ve taken loved ones, friends and strangers too, you’re not biased, we’ve been told by the WHO. You’ve exhausted our systems and national health, they are overstretched, what a blow we’ve been dealth.

Some are out of jobs and kids are home schooling …could this be any more gruelling?
Everyone is paranoid when they feel their throat a tingling and still it's hard for some to maintain 'social distancing'.

Now Rona, you’re a foe who's time is coming to an end, although you're teaching us lessons, while we pray for the curve to bend. We’re at home, some with families and animals too, and we can listen to the birds tweet twooo..

And remember this we are the human race, we will turn this around, your effect we’ll erase.
We’re coming together in all different ways, helping the ill, the poor and the frail.

Our singing resonates through streets old and new, we are all in this together, we will definitely pull through.

We are clapping for our champions, who are working all hours. Please God, help them with your super powers.

We are entertaining ourselves, at home and on the net, our spirit is relentless, we will succeed with the right mindset.

Just remember, our scientists are busy figuring you out, so we can one day again, get out and about. And our healers are channeling God’s powerful energy, so this will one day be but a distant memory.

While we pray, I thought I’d write this poem, so please let’s all remember to #STAYHOME


Helena Hyde
storm siren Oct 2016
Everyone wants to be your
Friend
When they need you.

And everyone wants to be your
Enemy
When the lies that are told
Are just enough juicy gossip
To fill that void in their heart.

And everyone wants to be part of your life
When you're about to call it quits,
And just say "**** this,"
And give up on them.

Everyone wants to get involved,
When you're ready to give up on them
Like how they gave up on you.

Understanding is fine,
But you made no obligation
To chase those
Who never intended to stay.

I'll pack up my bags,
And leave accordingly,
Off to bigger and better things
Than your mindset.

You'd be proud of me,
If you could feel pride for anyone but yourself.

I'm in love,
And I'm healthy and happy.
A worst nightmare loomed large
notification courtesy Montgomery County
Assistance Office caseworker
implied medical coverage axed
I felt hammered, nailed, shingled out...
livid with rage
frenzied, harried, jarred...
railing away
fit tubby tied to train tracks
ready to **** myself!

Bajillion dollars for medications
yikes - anxiety/panic attacks
slated to return with vengeance,
no way to pay funeral/
cremation services

unable to calm down
a bottle of tranquilizers...
and/or sharp pointed objects
appeared very tempting
questions needed answering ASAP!

Telephone numbers yielded voice menu
dialed Consumer Service Center
for Health Coverage
at long last - thank dog,
a real person!

Whew - informed of short checklist
checking account transactions
backdated to June 2019
until most recent activity
slight sigh of wry tears relief

grace period until August 2019
accessed Citizens account online
of course Login fraught
with problematic issues Yow!

Chose new password
finally accessed anemic
measly anorexic balance
scrolled mouse pointer
highlighted/copied designated date
pasted said information
into Word document

ah...prints esse finally blessed me
folded half dozen plus pages
affixed three postage stamps
out apartment door
slipped material into onsight mailbox.

Breathed sigh of relief
agitation subsided within core
rage against human machine (me)
penuriousness smarted, vetted, yipped...
analogous to pet peeve

emotionally exhausted and spent
penniless poet plopped into bed
instant sleep refreshed
highly cooled figurative heels

subsequently resumed hashtagging
black and decker tooled mindset
concomitant with grievous bitterness
decried flagrantly mucking potential

squandered so many
prime vocational opportunities
severely compromised thank you
loathsome debilitating panic attacks
years gone by

voluntarily enrolled institutions,
albeit of higher learning
hopscotched from one college/
university after another
work historyrecord scattershot

unable to sustain employment
intermittent jobs between
prolonged gaps, deemed
expendable, replaceable, unmarketable...
great boost to self esteem
qualified to receive

Social Security disability
predicated on serious
mental health issues
to recapitulate incapacitated
presumably congenital aberration
other than above internal melee...,
I feel great?
Sarah Spencer May 2022
Thin and frail,
worn and tired.
When will this end?
When will I finally look in the mirror
and see someone worth loving?
someone whose worth holding the breath in their lungs
and the food in their stomach,
someone who deserves the same amount
of tender attention I dump on others everyday.
I'm afraid that day will never come
because I'm still stuck in this mindset,
falling in and out of this vicious cycle,
fading in and out of existence,
and because all I'll ever see when I look in the mirror
is a monster whose
thin and frail and
worn and tired.
Infamous one Aug 2019
Made the change
Turn the page
Not in that place
Released from headstrong
Over being wrong
Clear mindset open to change
Thirst for knowledge
Hard quench desires
Fueled by change
Free from the past
Be about your business
Get at it and write your page
Do great things and find your purpose
This is your time to take the stage
Be a master at your craft
More success awaits you
Put your heart into everything
Have a great mindset and be stellar at what you do
Lily Thebault May 2019
and with fire and color
and all her might,
she charged at the world
without any fright.
because she did not want to waste
any more of her days
without having those sunrays
in her life.
she knew she was dying
just as everyone else,
and with this mindset,
a beautiful life manifested itself.
Serpentine sleeping inside
Ground shakes
Fire ignites
You begin to wake
Come alive
Up you climb
Slithering
and
Writhe
Making body your own
Taking what you need to feed
Discarding which you disown
Coiling around and around
Energy circling now
Each layer removing
Heavy mount
By any means
Feeling crazy
but all is not how it seems
Visions dancing in periphery
Shadows meeting in nightly dreams
Fears full
Sleeping Screams
Shifting mindset from blinkered screens
Physical symptoms catastrophic bouts
World spinning thrown
round
Til it all comes
crashing down
And you begin to see life
Clear
Serpentine knows
What's best for you
My Dear
Descovia Dec 2021
In peace only war can be solved
So in war only peace can be the resolve

I am feeling lost. Disconnected. Just like the internet, social media is the only form or connection we all have to the outside world from within our homes. Where we live inside electronical boxes of despair and entertainment. If you ask me, some versions of pastime joys of amusement are disasters for poison in disguise, to me that's "entertaintment". It's all taking over, it's taking everything from people day by day. Families bring their devices to the table as well as conversation and appetites.

They deserve not to be deprived of pleasure, it's the best medicine for discomfort and pain, it also helps you understand it. To the contrary, when you're trapped in the matrix,  you lose touch of reality! The time being plugged into the tv, phone, computer can damage you as much as a diet without proper nutrition.

The system itself would not understand the struggles and complications we all endure, using our very own time for days to work. We are worth more than dimes, dollars and the deviled design of government masterminds, that profit from us being taken advantage of!  

No system can compute the emotional confrontations of daily duties having to live amongst constant geographical changes, racism, disease, violence and technological modifications. In a world where software and hardware ages, still running good as new, contrary to our youth slowly leaves us while living.  Going through all with fake smile and forgetting we can stop pretending, fate will connect ties with a force outside of life, to bring us to a place where the return policy on your living essence cannot be renewed to it's previous state.

Allowing one self to drift in and out of a peaceful mindset
As you're traveling through a passage with a lever
Only floating down the stream as a stick
Try to switch your fate as a fix
in a world, the waters is like a soothing river bank
Away into the uneasy essence crashing into the back of your brain.
Like the spotted webs that connect us all in this world
Let the powers of my ancestors reign
In peace only war can be solved
So in war only peace can be the resolve
Gloria, Kimberly Anduaga, C.J, NateDaniel & Descovia collaboration.
Julio Vasquez Jr Sep 2016
RED WALLS,
RED BLOOD,
DARK MINDSET,
BLACK THOUGHTS,
TELL ME WHAT’S REAL?
THE TRUTH BEHIND YOUR EYES?
OR
THE LIES BEHIND YOUR TRUTHS?


I’M TRULY SORRY.
storm siren Oct 2016
I guess loving someone is easy,
When the laughter doesn't stop
And you're lying awake because
Of something they said
And it keeps making you laugh or smile.

But loving someone is harder
When it's 3:45 AM and you're crying on the bathroom floor,
Because the nightmares won't stop,
And neither will the flashbacks,
And everything good has come to a halt
Because you're so scared of ******* this up to.

Loving someone is hard,
No one ever said it was supposed to be easy.

Loving someone is easy,
When it's noon the next day,
And you're trying so hard to be brave
And not think about the night before.
When you're making chocolate chip cookies
And blueberry muffins,
And they're on your mind.

Loving someone is hard,
When you're mom starts talking to you
About how you have to agree with each other
That divorce just isn't the answer,
And that you'll work through anything that comes your way.
But it's hard to hear
Because you've been left behind so many times before
Because you agreed to that mindset
And no one else did.

Loving someone is easy
When they'll touch you and hold your hand and protect you.
When they promise up and down that it's different
That they mean what they're saying.
When you can see that they're telling the truth
Within their eyes and their colors.

Loving someone is hard
When all your life you struggled to love yourself.
But loving someone will never be easy,
Because then it wouldn't be
A worthwhile adventure.
I had a horrible night. :P
Tristan Taylor Mar 2018
Her lips are so soft
Yet her face looks so hardened

She looks at herself in the mirror
She says: “It’s not so important”

She gathers herself
Remembers this isn’t such a big deal

Eyes are the windows to the soul
But hers were a shield

She remembered what she’s gone through
From weakness, sadness, shame, to guilt

She was young with an older mindset
Her curves made her proud of her look

Her curves made men stare with lust
She smiled, it had them shook

She remembered what she’s gone through
Good and bad

Maybe it wasn’t so much of a big deal
Maybe she shouldn’t be taken aback

She looked in the mirror
And took a deep breath... And glossed.

Her lips are so soft
Her skin is so soft

Her lips are so soft
Her curves are so soft...

And she turns them on
She turns them on
A tribute to one of my female friends from way back. She's gone through some crap.
Trevor Jun 2017
I used to never Fear
For I knew, God was near.

I began to grow, I experienced
With each age I gained, I saw the clearance.

Fear is not a mindset, it is a spirit
Only looking for those to inhabit

Learn to fight it
Never let it ignite it's fit

What do I fear? I Fear letting it near
Though I cannot lie, it is always here.

Looking over my shoulder
Waiting to drop it's boulder

Fear doesn't wait
It wants to clean your slate

Erasing your goals
Focusing only on your damaging life tolls

Waiting to pursue your dreams is Fear
Remember that when you start to pursue a career
One of the many poems I've written to resemble my feelings on the matter.

— The End —