"haved" poems
I know you would have never been my home,
But at least I would have liked to haved tried....
Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 11:32 PM UTC
Brothers!
And some sisters too...
It’s time!
It’s time to step forward
And proclaim to the people
We love ***
We adore ***
Don’t be offended
It’s just a compliment...
I’m an *** man
That’s who I am
***** shorts are like Spidey Senses
Yoga Pants are letting people know what you haved
Sundress Season makes me incoherent
I don’t give a ****
So many, so little time
If you got a big one, you're considered a dime
I’m not a rapper
But I can rhyme
Some call me perverted
I call me observant
Is that a big crime?
When I stand behind her
And she grinds on me at the time
Don’t trip
Y’all do it too
Some chicks act like it’s a big taboo
It’s really not
It's because you’re hot
Whoops
I forgot, they get told that nonstop
But that *** though
Make it bounce
I want to tap it
So juicy
So bubbly
So yummy
On top of that, literally she’s a beauty.
Put your hands up like Billy Gunn
If you’re like me
It’s time
To step forward and say
I am an *** man
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC
Look at me with wide open eyes.
Know that I am not as I appear.
I never did mind the darkness,
Even though it frightens me so.
Sometimes, I fool even myself
Into thinking that I search for answers.
The truth is something more
Than I ever will display.
SATOR
AREPO
TENET
OPERA
ROTAS
And I awaken.
I speak for him,
I speak though him.
It does not matter the reason.
Never, never will I leave.
There was a crystal chalice
From which I used to drink.
There was a set of pricipals
On which I used to think.
And once the door is opened
The words begin to flow.
I am his brother, partner, lover.
I am the summate of his fears.
I am the solvant of his tears.
Sometimes all you have is yourself.
Sometimes all he has is me.
I make the decisions,
And take the actions
That are too difficult for him.
There are times I haved saved his life,
But I should never be mistaken for what I am not.
My venom is toxic.
Feb 12, 2016
Feb 12, 2016 at 4:26 PM UTC
*I loved of milk stains from overflowed cereal bowls,
like too much love was the problem with you and I,
and not that you didn't grab a bigger bowl,
for all the love I wanted to pour out.
but like stains they fade away,
into backgrounds becoming nothings,
of somethings,
that were all once one thing,
worth the energy of the other side of what used to be,
but not everyone gets to be blown away by you,
others will do away with you,
leaving you.
to fade into the tables and become one,
you look at what you once had,
new milk fills the bowl never overstepping in things of love,
overspilling the love,
like you did,
and you'd cry if you weren't dried out.
and you look,
at what happiness they both have,
something you wished to of haved for the both of you,
and it tears your heart in two,
and you may cry on the inside,
but find it in your mind
that your heart may be broken,
but you need to let them fly,
and love,
for you couldn't love right,
and in that moment,
you shut your little milk stained eyes,
the right way to die,
is with tears of forgiveness,
and to remember and move on from the past,
and as you release a single dried out tear,
all of you fade into the background as if you were never there,
leaving no trace,
but your single dried out milk stain tear,*
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC
*Time was a pure drop of infinity
From her eye. Time.
When it moved, everything else did.
Music reached me. My soul—
Resurfaced. Come the flesh.
Come the shadow.
Her smile was light.
I was blood pouring over.
I was noticeably inlove.
Time. The Grandfather's Clock.
The pendulum of my heart. Time.
What a cruel alarm!
What vast silence! Time.
I stopped living before, for once,
I know, because—
Because pain stopped chasing me. I
Know, because I'm existing now,
For it has finally caught me.
My heart—hanging
Like an old dreamcatcher.
And one can only whistle hard
Just to stop the crying.
Here's a night like no other:
The cool fire of the Universe
Made its way into me, a certain
Cold I haved likened my soul into.
I miss her more than I remember her,
Like they are two opposite things.
The stars would weep stars.
The moon shapeshifts. The cicadas—
Courting one another.
And I miss her.
Oh, if darkness could only blur
The things that I know
And will never know!
I would give everything to the Sun,
If only it could give back the orbits
The revolutions of the World, hoping
Against all hopes, just to be with her.*
© 2015 J.S.P.
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 7:34 AM UTC
*There's so much questions in my mind
But barely be answered
There's so much things that I want to know
But none is captivated nor my imaginations to be fully understand
When was it?
When do I have the courage to tell you
that "i love you"?
When was the last time I cry?
When was it?
When?
When?
When?
When was the last time I smile?
When you texted me back
When was the time to meet each others feeling?
Will it possibly be notice
Knowing that you haved someone else
And knowing that you are not mine
Were you still recognize my feelings for you?
When everything is impossible to be?*
Sep 10, 2013
Sep 10, 2013 at 8:13 AM UTC
the pages are blank bulk and empty.
my mind.
forced with the temptation to reminsce
on the joys and smiles that we shared
made with the memories
ill treasure for ever
in the dreams ill dream upon slumber.
you are stilll apart of me every single day
and behind the miles apart and the struggles and tests we haved faced together; a friendship built upon trust and chance ruined; forever my greatest regret.
Apr 21, 2011
Apr 21, 2011 at 4:24 PM UTC
the pages are blank bulk and empty.
my mind.
forced with the temptation to reminsce
on the joys and smiles that we shared
made with the memories
ill treasure for ever
in the dreams ill dream upon slumber.
you are stilll apart of me every single day
and behind the miles apart and the struggles and tests we haved faced together; a friendship built upon trust and chance ruined; forever my greatest regret.
Apr 21, 2011
Apr 21, 2011 at 4:24 PM UTC
It keeps me here
and lets me know
I haved lived yet another day
Hated, Unwanted by others
Loved, Needed by I
Dec 19, 2011
Dec 19, 2011 at 7:48 PM UTC
I would write about love
If I knew what it was
My prince is just lost....
Its the most probable cause
I've never been held
All through the night
Or had what he says
Make me feel right
I've heard of love though;
Deep, strong and slow.
You know, the kind
That can stand against time
Or like fireworks so bright
Passion in the night
Sweet love in summer
To make your heart flutter
When you look into eyes
That can see though your soul
Or be held in the hands
That make you feel whole
Its better to have loved and lost
Than to never haved loved at all.
But I ask, what's worse?
Your heart ripped out
Or empty forever.
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 2:26 AM UTC
*How We Laughed
a 9/11 story
by
Jude Kyrie
We laughed away our silly childhood
Swimming laughing all we could
laughing playing everyday
Together Covered in mud
We laughed all day
at a silly song.
You threw my homework
In the pond.
We laughed so much
I peed my pants
In a pool on the floor.
We laughed at everything
Everything that we saw.
After finals you threw your *******
from the car
And then I threw out mine
We got a ticket from the policeman
And laughed as we paid the fine.
We dumped two losers
on a date
Then went off to graduate.
The we both got wedding rings
Our bellies grew and grew.
How fast the time did fly
You laughed and laughed
And said at last
Weve learned how to multiply
In business you laughed
your way to the top
Who would haved guessed
You were to be the big success
Then on 9/11 the planes came down.
And the towers turned to ash
You died and the world
Is now a sadder place
Oh God!
How I miss your laugh*
Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 3:52 PM UTC
Fourteen years seems
like a long time
when you haven’t lived very long.
And it is.
But more than that,
It’s a long time,
Not to tell someone that they have you.
Yes,
Have,
But no,
Not own,
Like a car or a house,
Just have,
Because have means that it’s there,
But you don’t necessarily possess it.
But even though it’s just “to have”,
Fourteen years is a bit long to be so very “haved”
Without telling someone that they have you.
I know it’s not a word,
At least not in this context,
But most people can relate,
I think,
To the feeling of being haved.
The feeling of being tied,
As a Bronte once said,
Inextricably,
From under one’s left rib,
To a similar place in another’s frame.
The feeling of knowing that if I’m ever to sacrifice myself to the eternal flames of matrimony,
It would only be for him.
And he’ll never know,
Of course,
Unless I tell him,
That he had me on the first day of school,
A new district, a new life,
Confused and concerned,
Scared of the newness,
And all of the sudden there he was,
Wearing lopsided glasses and a lopsided grin,
Perpetually wrinkled clothes from running wild,
And me,
Nose in a book,
Incapable of noticing him had it not been for that impossible, infectious laugh.
He had me,
When he grinned and offered friendship,
Something I was unfamiliar with,
And he’s had me every day since,
Even after the turmoil of childhood,
Deaths and epiphanies,
An engagement ring,
And numerous loveless nights,
He still has me.
I’ve been “haved” from the moment we met.
Haved by the way he says my name,
Haved by the dopamine that floods my veins every time he’s near,
Haved by the silliness that returns me to grade school,
Third grade,
Playground dust on the palms of my hands,
Tossing rocks to him under a mesquite tree,
And here I am,
Already a woman,
Yearning to be a mother,
A matriarch,
Something more,
Something solid,
And yet I’m still haved by him in every way but one-
I don’t have him back.
He’s haved by everyone but me.
Dedicated to anything and everyone that happens to have him at that time,
But no matter what I do,
No matter how hard I try,
I’ll never have him
As much as he has me.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 5:16 PM UTC
Your loving and tender care
Is a million tears and joy you've brought into this world
You who haved the passion to be the best man exist
Even mistakes or problems do strikes but you did a very good job to continuously filled the family
We might fall for up's and down's yet we stand and fight for the battle we had
A family will not be complete without a father like you
So remember i cherish you the most because for me you're the best ideal type of a guy exceptionally.
Forever be loving you, dad!!!
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 11:18 PM UTC
**How We Laughed
a 9/11 story
by
Jude Kyrie**
*We laughed away our silly childhood
Swimming laughing all we could
laughing playing everyday
Together Covered in mud
We laughed all day
at a silly song.
You threw my homework
In the pond.
We laughed so much
I peed my pants
In a pool on the floor.
We laughed at everything
Everything that we saw.
After finals you threw your *******
from the car
And then I threw out mine
We got a ticket from the policeman
And laughed as we paid the fine.
We dumped two losers
on a date
Then went off to graduate.
The we both got wedding rings
Our bellies grew and grew.
How fast the time did fly
You laughed and laughed
And said at last
Weve learned how to multiply
In business you laughed
your way to the top
Who would haved guessed
You were to be the big success
Then on 9/11 the planes came down.
And the towers turned to ash
You died and the world
Is now a sadder place
Oh God!
How I miss your laugh*
Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 10:02 PM UTC
He didn't come to stay
Wasn't built that way
He didn't have the ability to,
He didn't believe he had to,
I saw it in his eyes, the way he looked at me,
Loving but lost.
I saw it in the way he held me,
Tight, firm, as if for dear life
I saw it in his sleep,
He wrestled the spirits that kept him abay,
I felt it in his touch,
Like sweet breeze, it didn't remain
And I felt it in what he did,
Nothing!
I know you did not come to stay
But I haved embraced you still
My smiles and kisses
A beautiful memory
When you leave.
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 6:54 AM UTC
It is madness to smell a
Rose for the first time
You wish you could but
You never can Still you
Try and it seems but oh
Its a glorious madness
Takes you down down
To the roots of your soul
Where you have hidden
Poetry. a line or two the
Grace of God dropped to
Save you from dispsair-
Give you back what was
Lost The glorious madness
Sanctified for all time. The
Essence of all first love A
Glorious madness to persu
To all i haved loved in my
youth we shall be together
Again when all is made new
Jun 12, 2022
Jun 12, 2022 at 2:44 AM UTC
I Loved You
I didn't love you
because you told me so
I didn't love you
So I can hear the words I love you too
I didn't love you
Out of pity but because I needed you
Nor did I love you
For you were pretty but because I wanted you
I have loved you
The moment you understood my brain and my pain
I have loved you
The moment you watched the night sky and the stars with me
I haved loved you because you still stayed and chosed to face the heartaches and pain I may have given you
I loved you
When you said you'll never leave
I loved you
When you said you'll always be here
I loved you
When under the moonlight you held my hand
I loved you
The moment you showed me your soul
I loved you
The moment I felt that I am in love with you
I loved you
And know that for once you did love me too
I loved you
Even though I don't know your truths
I was a fool
Not listening to my mind
I was a fool
Thinking that you'll be mine for a lifetime.
I have loved you
Not because you made me
But because I fell in love with you
And I chose to love you
I'd still be loving you, may that day comes when you'll get tired and end up breaking our promise
Mar 6, 2021
Mar 6, 2021 at 1:46 PM UTC