I have only one I know
He has taught me all that I need to know
To succeed in life
He taught me how to be myself because
I was just special by MY GOD
And I was just for him, He loved as best he could
He knows all about me
He was always ther to answer questions about myself
I love how he always smells like Old Spice after shave
....... Or somthing like that......
If he leaves me..... I will no longer be me.....
I lost my Grandfather Reynolds before I could walk and have not ever
seen a picture of him
I can not lose My grandfather Welch too.....
Oh how I can only seem to atract bad to those I love so dearly.....
How I wish it werent so true......
How much does your grandfather mean to you?
I would **** to keep him with me at all times..... :'(

Can you hear my cry
Do you understand
Why I cry
You see me whole
But I am really shattered
Sad, depressed and desperate
Do you care? Will you?
Hear my cry for help,
Redemtion and full
Of sorrow

A single tear, only one
Was shed for you
Hot and moist
It runs down my cheek
Over my lips, it runs
Salty, and full of pain
Most nights I cry, it's
Full of longing, waiting, and patcience
A single tear, shed for you.

Do you see me
I hope you don't
Do you see my tears
I feel them come,
'Till I lay down
Mhead and just let go
Do you see the pain
In my eyes
Do you hear my
Cry for help
Do you even care?

I cry at night
I scream in dreams
I wish I hadnt
lost my sight
I use to be in
a team
But I lost all
reason to care
I am now just
an empty shell

F- Forever there for you...
R- Respectful of your choices...
I- Ignorant of your flaws...
E- Even though you can't see it, they do...
N- Never goes behind your back...
D- Does all they can to help you...
S- Shares your interests...

It keeps me here
and lets me know
I haved lived yet another day
Hated, Unwanted by others
Loved, Needed by I