"flashpoint" poems
eloquence in this. kiss
& cough.
from dirt to
light to
love.
days begin
with dreamcoast, cast, and chase the air,
or rhythm of rain.
raygun.
& flashpoint to ember.
to knuckle.
to cortex.
she smells fantastic.
she she she
like, a
sweet kind of thing.
like, a
nice incense.
& i feel today is a holy day of the week.
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
Raindrops falling as we walk
Pitter pat, on the umbrella we share
Fingers intertwined,
The crisp air flows over our skin
As we walk in lock-step.
We splash in the puddles
Left behind from the dips
The leaves sticking to our boots
As we search for a soft dry place
To spread our coats
Under the boughs of a pine
Feeling the crunch of the needles
As I lay you down
Our lips meet
Cool from the weather
Warm tongues chase away the cold
As a fire is lit
It burns. Slow, and hot.
Out here, it melts everything away
Skin exposed, it knows no chill
As mouth and hands keep warm
Wet and salt we crave
The fire burning hotter
Our legs woven together
As the warmth fill us both
We near the spark
Touching the flame
Feeling its sting
Tasting its warmth on our lips
Fire consumes us
Burning within the depths
Ablaze with passion
No longer contained
Wildfire dances within us
Billows blow
Flames fanned
flashpoint
Dwindling, we breathe
Smelling the singe, fall together
Skin steaming
Aching from the burn
Pitter pat, the leaves remind us
The flames die down
Arms like coils release
To adorn the robes we wore
Fingers entangle again
Lips warm, bodies embrace
Water drops cool on our heads
Eyes sparkling at one another
Onto the trail
Our alter fire diminished
We slowly walk away
A spark burning within her
Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 2:53 AM UTC
~
*Apathetic city skyline
This must be Drum Street
There's critical thinking
Digital tendencies
Pigeons on the roof
Kids in the library
Hail and flashpoint
Homeroom
Their final resting place
Who of you misses the bleak missiles of youth?
And how they used to hit like needles?
I can count your sufferings on my fingers
See them hidden in the tall grass
They move in secret
With shadow blister
As much as the caterpillar:
Elusive and eruciform
Sixteen crane wives
Collect on the guide wire
Their weathered plumage
Strangely displayed
Airplane debris on an uncharted wild
Macabre flowers growing out of air masks, gone quiet
The magic word is drear
It's a sorrow-filled caw
As if feathers from the grave
Clothing our fears
I can count the flock on my fingers
See them separate in mid-flight
Each a solitary path
Fusing rage and grief
Each a solitary path
Fusing rage and grief*
~
Jun 23, 2022
Jun 23, 2022 at 4:08 PM UTC
take a look at the first thing next to you
now imagine it but a hundred times brighter (all the time)
if life is a glass of water sometimes i wake up and it's filled with caffeine instead
to keep me running faster than i want it to
there always has been a spark in my eyes that wasn't natural
no one's quite sure where it's from but i used to think it was a superpower
i used to think not sleeping for days was a superpower too
it can be scary if you feel like a puppet that's forced to kick and hurt and attack
it can be scary if you can't make yourself stop
it can be scary if fun isn't fun anymore but danger
it can be scary when you're fragile
it's like a bubble in which there are no boundaries
the world has no boundaries there's only me and my ideas
and i seem to be way better than i'm supposed to
how can you stop when there's so much left to do?
(even if afterwards it won't be)
the world is bright and colorful now but it can go back to greys anytime
it won't go to neutral colors (it never does)
you can't shut it down if the "it" is you, if the "it" is what you're up against
if the "it" is constanly challenging you to go faster better faster faster faster
"it" is so fragile if you stop it for a moment there may be no coming back
there are so many fun things intense things death can be just one of them if you don't control "it" soon enough
when caitlin snow first got her powers in flashpoint she had to stop them
i always had a superpower and it will always have to be stopped
take a look at yourself in the mirror
now imagine yourself but a hundred times brighter (all the time)
if i'm a good person sometimes i wake up and i'm a goddess instead
(what can i be if not godlike if it feels like there's nothing that could possibly stop me?)
there's always been times when i felt like i left my old self to come back stronger and happier
i don't know if there's a happy because every single time i felt truly happy it was an illusion that doctors called "a chemical imbalance"
if i can dress up and be a new me who can dress like this who can do this
but if you'd stopped me i could be angry
(i don't know an angry me, i always forget her)
so i have a calm kind of angry-an angry where no one and nothing else can be touched or hurt but i can
when i was confused about sexuality websites were calling it "hypersexuality"
it can only be a superpower if i see lights and flashes others don't
it can only be a superpower if people i'm in love with have a halo over them
it can only be a superpower if i seem to stop the cars around me when i run through the street
if someone whispered "high risk, too impulsive" i thought fun and passion
the thoughts going through my mind always seem amazing
and i wonder if the people who've written the bible felt like this
if they did, i'm happy for them
i can never forgive myself for things i've done
(not sins, i'm too envious of people who are faithful)
but i guess it's not, not if there's a spark in my eye that can disappear, only on certain conditions
one of the last things on the wikipedia page for bipolar disorder
are the suicide statistics
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 12:16 PM UTC
This is no love poem
No love, no art work, no poem
No music nor rhythm
But of images
Of farmers exultant
Though they break their backs,
Or their bones creak,
With every slash of their sickles,
The heavy strokes
Wounding light in the fiery heat of noon,
The gaunt-faced sons of earth,
Bringing home harvests of gold
To the people's granary,
Where no greedy landlords are in sight.
For centuries, the land robbers
Had squeezed their souls dry
In constant toil.
It may be that their time is up.
But this is no love poem
No love, no art work, no poem
But of history
Of workers milling around a lingering twilight.
Pounding their hammers with their might,
Ecstatic at the thought of freedom,
Yet battling still, long dreaded ills
Of feudal ******* barratry,
Imperialism
Storing up for the people’s cause,
Building a new commune in the new place
Freed from the landlord-minded President
From the imperialist ogres
Of IMF-World Bank and Uncle Sam,
The warmongers,
From oppression
And poverty and wretchedness
That, like a python, had wound
Around them to the end.
But this is no love poem
No love, no art work, no poem
No fictive tale but of radiant truth.
As throngs of men
And women march
Out of their homes
With new-found hope,
Gathering strength
As from a blasting storm,
Defiant now of lying saints or heroes
Or of murderer Presidents
Who speak with forked tongues,
As the throng march out into the streets
Flooding the cities,
Ready to offer their lives for freedom
To them would come such happiness,
Such love
No poem would express,
No art suffice to render.
This is no love poem
No piece of art, no song
Only a sense
Of how it is to tell of battles won,
Of folding in to feel the surge of triumph
Though brief perhaps,
Within this flashpoint moment
Of the people's war.
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC
Sands of time
tinkling through an obscure artefact
the light in you as you recognise your own.
Why and how are long-trodden tracks, forgotten
as my mind unfurls with a fresh green vine
whence before the stubborn old clung dry, and crisp,
those bitter octogenarians of perception.
R&M;, those sweet surprises
winking from behind a hidden door
were small shards in the bright crystal of our day
that felt woven only for us.
You trailed your fingers in the lukewarm water
And across my neck, both, at every opportunity
the warmth of the day
to turn to burning heat of us as light and inhibition fell.
'.....a thousand kisses deep', you read
And those you gave enthralled me
Cruel-clever Fate, to plant us as seeds apart
that sad, never understood genus or cure
to find now the curlicues of tendrils touch
And all to make pure, beautiful, joyful sense
our flashpoint clear in its providence.
How clear and fine, luminous, perfect
your touch and kindness and intellect drew
these feelings from myself, not forgotten
but rather, felt in that day anew.
an older......deeper.....creature are you
curled in dark and bookshelves and things unmachinated
You're art, and never be apologetic
your sorrows, twisted mad moments and lust
sift through you to paper, golden dust
and I find you entrancing
in no hesitation
still, I find I've one eye on the snare.
A red orb signalled our day into night
red wine and red running beneath my skin
I see you so clearly my dear, in mind's eye
and know the feel of your hair in my hands
and your elegance contrasts with slyness and salt
and the glint in your eye with its knowing purport.
Forgive me, I cannot relay
all I felt
forgive me, I cannot I know, more I can give?
but know, incandescence you drew from me surely
for you, kindred soul, have reminded me- live.
Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 3:27 AM UTC
Please allow me to bestow upon you a nocturne
The music of the night...
Just listen to it...
...the reverence...
Why must I sit here in grey silence,
Listening to the hard rain on the window sill?
I dreamt of you.
Your smile.
Every arpeggiated chord.
Every melodic line.
Every soft passage.
I dreamt of you.
I awake and read your words
And fall deeper into enigma.
Where am I?
I dreamt of you.
I heard a voice in my right hand.
Trying to escape, it led into an appoggiatura of trust,
A suspension of sympathy.
I dreamt of you.
All of these crazed non-harmonic tones
Clashing high above my flashpoint.
The dissonance carries.
I dreamt of you.
Am I just so lost in the music I see in you?
Or am I once again over-analyzing?
It's you! It's you!
I dreamt of you.
Where am I?
Why am I not near you?
This entrancement is becoming indefinite.
I dreamt of you.
Please come closer.
Beyond this shadow of thought,
Lies the key to a locked door.
I dreamt of you.
Your words pierce my heart like a dagger,
Making the soft nocturne glow as bright as you.
While I breathe, I hope.
I hope we meet in our dreams tonight.
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
So you want to use me?
So you want to see where is the edge?
Your aim isn't to light gas on fire so
much as find the flashpoint
definitively so when you come back
you'll be in that safety zone, the
one where you retain full control
over each crease and fold
But each moment to unwind
my eyes roll up, tune out, my
memories display corporeal
because it's my distinct disorder
I live in fear of the guilt
my only reprieve found in glass
containing first liquid and plant
consumed into ash and emptiness
that grants me passage to escape
to pen and paper may in the
end, only leave me mindful
I'm not the money tree grown
on the coastal
cliffside, nor the home
you've been dreaming up
worlds away from here
-- Gone
When I know I am
-- Gone
Worlds away from here
-- Gone
What will I do
-- With my new papers
With so much freedom?
Free from shackles and
collar
I wasn't born for you,
born from you
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 3:16 AM UTC
They’ve come early this year,
before the start of summer.
Hot dry days
for hot dry weeks
leave bush and grasslands
tinder dry -
at flashpoint.
A faulty vehicle exhaust?
A stray piece of broken glass?
A smouldering cigarette ****
An arsonist or pyromaniac?
A lightning strike in a dry thunderstorm?
A forgotten electrical connection?
So many ways to start a bushfire.
A spark
becomes a flame
becomes a fire
becomes a bushfire
becomes a holocaust.
Homes,
businesses,
infrastructure,
livestock,
pets,
human lives,
whole townships,
our precious bushland,
our wildlife and flora,
endangered species …
all at risk -
all under threat.
And yet,
human spirit prevails.
Communities unite in mutual support.
Firefighters - many as volunteers -
sacrifice home comforts, families and income
for days on end.
Others provide food, safe havens,
funds and resources.
Under threat we hold together
and so we survive.
Hot dry days
for hot dry weeks
leave bush and grasslands
tinder dry -
at flashpoint.
Summer is still young.
The worst is yet to come.
We must survive.
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 11:26 PM UTC
when i know
i am looking out there
i do not see
a different man
just, a person
i find myself
facing disaster
i see the sun
dying in your eyes
born of fury
in the darkness
fall to dust
in the night
time is failing
love - forgiveness
i will hold you
through the night
and the moon is a desert
where the wind cannot wail
we fill our deadened sea
with tears of joy
and never ending hope
is this the world you won’t remember?
frozen in time
a second in infinity
your mind is alive
warmed by a memory
moments here are lost
silence at my touch
in dreams i follow you
through voice a darkness grew
flashpoint
lost in a haze
safe to stay
from our mistakes
a future
that we fail to see
in another world
growing still
endless time
nothing wasted, nothing wanted
and i
can change the past
my fury
melts the past
you’re
out of sight - out of mind
elements of anger
wastes the night
winter’s fury
burns it bright
elements of anger
claims the sight
winter’s edge
obscures the night
i claim the light
Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 9:07 AM UTC
my mind is set to blame
accusations
finger pointing
flared anger
and i feed it with a bottle
of...
whatever
to keep it functioning smoothly
oiled
greased
gears shifting noiselessly
with an alert fixed
to cast fault
on whoever may cross my path.
the only hope is time.
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 2:21 PM UTC
Body
Of a broken soul
Soul
Of a broken body
Untold
Puzzles in my head
Heads
And untold puzzlement
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 10:34 AM UTC
Sparks don't necessarily
lead to love just because
they ignite a fire,
sometimes all that burns
is the neighborhood...
Nov 29, 2019
Nov 29, 2019 at 3:17 PM UTC