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"decipherable" poems
Eyes open Upon the silent abode Marvel at me The heavens echoed Predicaments dissolve into the trivial The mind is spotless You forget the greed, the hate You remember only the love which intoxicates Their watchful eyes Shining upon us since antiquity Embedded into the skies An ever lasting source of serenity Their melody decipherable to wanderers Providing solace to the adrift A message from our ancestors Whispering that clear will be the mist
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Jun 1, 2017
Jun 1, 2017 at 10:57 AM UTC
ARCHITECTS OF LUX
The light dims, the night darkens Hardly anyone's on the streets now We are sitting back, our bellies full Barely a thing left to talk about A comfortable silence forbids our Tongues from wagging with their Usual tenacity. Your eyelids droop With sleep. The stars and moon can Be seen 'cause only the street lights Are on. The music is the only Decipherable sound in our vicinity. We'd get up to say our goodbyes But we're too comfortable to even Think about moving. The glowing embers remain. The fire died a long time ago.
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Sep 2, 2012
Sep 2, 2012 at 2:34 PM UTC
Quiet Companionship At Night
I am a simple bystander. Upon my slightly rough surface rests libations Libations sometimes full of color and others devoid of any light Along for the ride one minute he or she is calm or quiet Quiet, and the next moody Moody or wildly mad with passion Passion for words sometimes strung in nonsensical or hardly decipherable sentences Sentences forming the harmonious song of social interaction In this I delight. On my course surface games are made, Challenges are placed, Games and challenges are played, and it all ends with uproarious laughter. On my grainy surface words are sometimes written Written along with shapes and symbols Symbols which for reasons unknown increase my value ten fold In the morning I am desired and required Desired and required I am sought In the morning I am loved. I am a simple bystander, In this I delight.
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Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 10:10 PM UTC
Bar Coaster
The Internet, for a good helping of the American demographic, is the highest-rated of sanctuaries. I use "sanctuary" in a filthy and blatantly pornographic manner, for every time we post on our nicotine-scented Facebooks that we're "so ******* bored" we "could die," there's at least one other hand snaking you along those fetishes you stash beneath your sleeve like black silk underwear; and no matter what you do, nothing will explain away those two consecutive Youtube videos: "Black muscle man in blue thong" followed spontaneously by "12 year old boy sings Judy Garland!", each, to the innocent bystander, juxtaposed like two opposing ****** in one ****** up candy shop. The grotesque meat show, always the same introduction, always right on time with the churn churn churning of his loneliness his rage his silence onto those sheets with no regard for the family and friends of fibers. It used to be hilarious, perfect lunch table standup, but once you learn that with *** there might be signs of love in the decipherable thrusting, that a plot is swimming helplessly in the oceanic camouflage of loveless living, sticky hands can really start to sting.
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Apr 29, 2010
Apr 29, 2010 at 10:54 AM UTC
Loneliness
Some poets have degrees, Be they Bachelors or Phds. But a poet, a poet is really qualified by experience, And the ability to distil language to the dance of written form, To transpose observations into song. Etching stretches of moments too short, Into something long enough to match the longing for it. Weaving yearning with touches of genius, Abstracting epiphanies from cracks in the pavement, Extending the halls of learning by Stencilling truths onto toilet walls, So that even to **** is to experience the profound. A poet is one who can make meaning out of madness, Pluck obscurities from the air, exposing the bindings of being, Or explain how words, in their whirling make the world go round. But a poet, a poet does not understand that ache inside, That ache that drives them to write, to whisper and to yell Words, metaphors and similies, in the constant attempt To quantify that special kind of hell, That haunts them, as ravings in their head, That inspiration that is their constant torment. And sometimes, sometimes its heaven instead, But that’s when it’s hardest to write Because suffering, when transformed to stanzas, Is somehow easier to ignite Than that intangible something we call joy. For something as simple as a smile Cannot be matched by any extravaganza Of words no matter how we try. But a poet, a poet will spend lifetimes trying To describe that very sensation, that fleeting Sense of something greater than oneself, greater, Even than the offerings left in ink at the poet’s Altar of a page. And sometimes it will be so hard, this attempt to transcribe Emotion into a form decipherable to others That the poet will feel only rage, And exhaustion, Till even the point of the pen begins to expire But a poet, a poet, even in the pits of despair, Does not retire, For there, lingering somewhere Above in the air, is a glimmer of truth Just waiting to be shared.
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Jun 1, 2012
Jun 1, 2012 at 8:06 AM UTC
A poet
Some poets have degrees, Be they Bachelors or Phds. But a poet, a poet is really qualified by experience, And the ability to distil language to the dance of written form, To transpose observations into song. Etching stretches of moments too short, Into something long enough to match the longing for it. Weaving yearning with touches of genius, Abstracting epiphanies from cracks in the pavement, Extending the halls of learning by Stencilling truths onto toilet walls, So that even to **** is to experience the profound. A poet is one who can make meaning out of madness, Pluck obscurities from the air, exposing the bindings of being, Or explain how words, in their whirling make the world go round. But a poet, a poet does not understand that ache inside, That ache that drives them to write, to whisper and to yell Words, metaphors and similies, in the constant attempt To quantify that special kind of hell, That haunts them, as ravings in their head, That inspiration that is their constant torment. And sometimes, sometimes its heaven instead, But that’s when it’s hardest to write Because suffering, when transformed to stanzas, Is somehow easier to ignite Than that intangible something we call joy. For something as simple as a smile Cannot be matched by any extravaganza Of words no matter how we try. But a poet, a poet will spend lifetimes trying To describe that very sensation, that fleeting Sense of something greater than oneself, greater, Even than the offerings left in ink at the poet’s Altar of a page. And sometimes it will be so hard, this attempt to transcribe Emotion into a form decipherable to others That the poet will feel only rage, And exhaustion, Till even the point of the pen begins to expire But a poet, a poet, even in the pits of despair, Does not retire, For there, lingering somewhere Above in the air, is a glimmer of truth Just waiting to be shared.
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*You wrote in Braille upon my heart tattoo'd black etchings darkly lit echoes of what was once impressionist art vanquish'd with a glance of thy sword words not decipherable in the name of love inscribed delectation's sans an endorse'd mark vintage designs deleted of scroll'd scriptures expression signature'd confessions bestowed within crimson's pen hush'd in unsettling breathless interpretations, blindly I followed til you resonate'd in barely touch*
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Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 12:26 AM UTC
braille to the touch...
"preyed upon by a decipherable stranger, mapped in déjà vu. a prophetic bang of sublime yesterday's & objects in mirror are closer than they appear.“ || shoo.shu ||
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Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC
~ I knew you once ~
Nothing nears perfection like your smile; it is believed to be the make- up worn by angels, Your face; ethereally lovely; perpetually graced with the touches of angels. Your breath- taking beauty walled the template of my thought; enough not to forget how Heaven glows in your radiance, Life in its erratic form makes perfect sense in the ambiance of your presence. You are such that the planet is created around your meticulous tenderness, Waxing strong at your ambiance; such to believe in its ineffable gift of weakness. When you talk, no bird sings in the planet; every living entity stops to pay attention, The earth rotates in congruence to the luxuriant wave of your voice; dancing to its sublime perfection. Your laughter reverberate in such a melodic tune that the angels dance to its rhythm, Joyfully bonded in congruence with its flow; adoring every tune of its appealing beat like the psalmist hymn. Your lips deposits sweetness like pollen on stamens and pistils of my lips, Enough sweetness to inundate my worries and fears at a glimpse. You look at me with your serene but yet decipherable eyes and mitigates the stillness of loneliness in my opaque heart, As a lady, you are an ideal sample of perfection; as a human, you are the integral part of Gods finest art. I just can’t get enough of you; your love blooms with such sweetness like a long fermented wine, I can drink and drown in its taste of breathtaking sweetness; get tipsy and still feel absolutely fine. Your allure is offbeat; as indefinable as the coefficient of your inexhaustible beauty, You are attention calling, extremely attractive to the dense bones of my cardiac cavity. I love you and every unspoken word that you’ve ever thought of and every inch of flesh that is yours, Your kiss is life to my cells; no such lips multiply cells in a single touch like yours. My love for you is as indefinite as the sea; as vast as the galaxy of existence, My love for you continues to grow just like root of plant grows beneath the soil with sublime resilience. Like a Heron on fire; like a creeping mountain magma; my love blaze with such realness and sincerity, And can never seize to end; be conquered by life’s challenges or drown in the depth of eternity. Am stuck on you forever; forever bonded and inseparable like the Siamese twin for real, Because baby; my love is forever; always have; and always will be.
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Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 4:01 AM UTC
BEAUTY SONG
Nothing nears perfection like your smile; it is believed to be the make- up worn by angels, Your face; ethereally lovely; perpetually graced with the touches of angels. Your breath- taking beauty walled the template of my thought; enough not to forget how Heaven glows in your radiance, Life in its erratic form makes perfect sense in the ambiance of your presence. You are such that the planet is created around your meticulous tenderness, Waxing strong at your ambiance; such to believe in its ineffable gift of weakness. When you talk, no bird sings in the planet; every living entity stops to pay attention, The earth rotates in congruence to the luxuriant wave of your voice; dancing to its sublime perfection. Your laughter reverberate in such a melodic tune that the angels dance to its rhythm, Joyfully bonded in congruence with its flow; adoring every tune of its appealing beat like the psalmist hymn. Your lips deposits sweetness like pollen on stamens and pistils of my lips, Enough sweetness to inundate my worries and fears at a glimpse. You look at me with your serene but yet decipherable eyes and mitigates the stillness of loneliness in my opaque heart, As a lady, you are an ideal sample of perfection; as a human, you are the integral part of Gods finest art. I just can’t get enough of you; your love blooms with such sweetness like a long fermented wine, I can drink and drown in its taste of breathtaking sweetness; get tipsy and still feel absolutely fine. Your allure is offbeat; as indefinable as the coefficient of your inexhaustible beauty, You are attention calling, extremely attractive to the dense bones of my cardiac cavity. I love you and every unspoken word that you’ve ever thought of and every inch of flesh that is yours, Your kiss is life to my cells; no such lips multiply cells in a single touch like yours. My love for you is as indefinite as the sea; as vast as the galaxy of existence, My love for you continues to grow just like root of plant grows beneath the soil with sublime resilience. Like a Heron on fire; like a creeping mountain magma; my love blaze with such realness and sincerity, And can never seize to end; be conquered by life’s challenges or drown in the depth of eternity. Am stuck on you forever; forever bonded and inseparable like the Siamese twin for real, Because baby; my love is forever; always have; and always will be.
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I write poetry Because it is easy Mix metaphors With simple similes An awesome analogy Don't let the diction get too decipherable Don't let the fiction get too ****** up We all know how a story should work Make me emotional Make me feel something So I can feel human Because I'm a lazy Emotionally repressed Kid with a shoulder full of chips And a mouth full of ******** jokes So make me whole Mr poet While I fantasize About all the ways You could die
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Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 1:30 AM UTC
Be careful Mr. Poet
When the faucet breaks And the head is in the whirls Your eyes are red from the cold Slices of orange and pearls Not in this am I holy Nor in the street outside the window Where thought is fast And people many No one has time for each other Can I see through the walls of it? Are they glass? Am I here? Is there simply not enough time for any of it? How sorrowful a burden To be plagued With the need of proof of A good, long life. How short we come to where We think we should be and Where we actually End Up The cream is in the bottom of The cup masked in sugar, in Hard pressed facts as is the News of the world that spins Like an echo within a cave Vaguely decipherable but still A mystery still Uncertainty Has the feeling ever hit You When you see yourself in the Mirror And see who you really are? The one you should be Can be Want to be And the only act that disturbs This moment Is a footstep out of yourself The magic in the world is Cloaked in the infinity of Sunlight shining on streets that Were once dirt and dirt that was Once covered in snow flaked grass Soon to recover if we Should ever choose To abandon this place For something better Though talking through These facets of formulaic Fantasy make for dull Spring afternoons Make for strolls through the questioning phase Allows the mind to drift and wander when Life itself is to drab to engage in Silence with noise Repetition without monotony Heart break with heart Tears without sobs Death with life and life Without Death
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Nov 15, 2011
Nov 15, 2011 at 12:40 PM UTC
The Possibility
When the faucet breaks And the head is in the whirls Your eyes are red from the cold Slices of orange and pearls Not in this am I holy Nor in the street outside the window Where thought is fast And people many No one has time for each other Can I see through the walls of it? Are they glass? Am I here? Is there simply not enough time for any of it? How sorrowful a burden To be plagued With the need of proof of A good, long life. How short we come to where We think we should be and Where we actually End Up The cream is in the bottom of The cup masked in sugar, in Hard pressed facts as is the News of the world that spins Like an echo within a cave Vaguely decipherable but still A mystery still Uncertainty Has the feeling ever hit You When you see yourself in the Mirror And see who you really are? The one you should be Can be Want to be And the only act that disturbs This moment Is a footstep out of yourself The magic in the world is Cloaked in the infinity of Sunlight shining on streets that Were once dirt and dirt that was Once covered in snow flaked grass Soon to recover if we Should ever choose To abandon this place For something better Though talking through These facets of formulaic Fantasy make for dull Spring afternoons Make for strolls through the questioning phase Allows the mind to drift and wander when Life itself is to drab to engage in Silence with noise Repetition without monotony Heart break with heart Tears without sobs Death with life and life Without Death
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*it’s not perfect... but **** me... there’s a life to be lived... even if it’s just defined as walking the dog, or drinking a pint! let’s just rearrange the solar system spheres with a game of snooker to make summer random with winter of the least expected follow-up.* you catch me playing with my fox / cat purring his ***** slingshot arousal just where the spinal cord in music begins and the evolutionary testament ends... you catch me there in the drift of night... and i’ll bet you 5 quid to have found quantum physics... a particular instance in a universe of innumerable stasis plurals of decipherable energy to pluck and theorise, like autumnal flowers readily drifting from the tsunami of green of summer to brown mahogany of autumn. here’s one for the puppet engineered to dance tugged at with its tail the solitary cursor; paw print dot dot dot? i had my two thumbs on it, squeezing out the hallucinatory juice of neglect, with scoffer ready bouncers of peeled wallpaper about to tattoo me in political conversation of slime slogans to shout! i heard squatters were about... i didn’t hear anything from newcastle, i guess the second mongolian invasion / investiture came from the north... rather than east anglia / saudi arabia.
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Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 6:33 PM UTC
slinghsot fox
The meaning of the Universe Is Love's Philosophy Decipherable to astute hearts That strive for harmony
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Dec 17, 2016
Dec 17, 2016 at 11:36 AM UTC
The meaning of the Universe
i'm on 25mg amitriptyline (god, why do chemical nouns almost have to be compounded thick and un-decipherable in terms of syllables like standard german words? use, the, ******* harpoon! / hyphen) and 500mg of naproxen... baby (i never said a word during *** i never said oh baby or anything like that during *********** i was so silent you probably didn't even hear me ****** and alcohol (of course), the cure for insomnia, i guess not saying much during *** is a kabbalistic exclusion of satan, the defender of the tetragrammaton, it's almost like you wish to relive the silent movie era... all that helium and picture-perfect faces, but the helium though... you know why i love sci-fi? the voodoo of the vacuum, not a single rotten tomato or cabbage thrown at you, the forgotten echo... indeed, the voodoo of the vacuum, and the atmosphere of sounds, an entire earth encapsulated in an astronaut's aquarium of a helmet.
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 4:46 PM UTC
amitriptyline (25mg) + naproxen (500mg) + alcohol
My words are so maniacal My phrases so decipherable The places and the races Are spaces you and I should go But then am i reliable If you and i should die before We return to an ever resideable Earth thats so excitable Tripping over syllables Will i find the will to do What it is that needs to be done I don't know if I can go and Try to be responsible When we're dancing on the sun
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 12:56 PM UTC
Dancing on the Sun
In the complex fullness of moments, even a hesitant step can tread on a butterfly carelessly! With a swirling, frightened rainbow wing marching richly into proud freedom! Hesitantly tumbling, the lonely silence can also hurt: the eye perseveres searching for punctuation engraved in a wall, while the claw rays of the accompanying moonlight appear on a ominous veil of nights! We also deliberately closed the proud sighs of our eloquent words to our hearings!   In no man's land a wreath of thorns has been woven out of sorrow! Wounded resentment is more easily absorbed into the depths of the Spirit; the burden of accents can permeate every well-groomed, spicy sentence because it is throbbing and present, like a sick plague! As a child orphaned by ugly deeds: I am embarrassed with terrified eyes at the same time, and I do not know if you will be complimented by a merciful, angelic goodness in the manner of Don Quoijotek. "I can only let silent anyone I sincerely want!" My melancholy pleasure, immersed in lethargy, would still be good to share with the babysitter; in the captivating Universe, we could all be together even in the moods we can experience, and it would be unnecessary to further complicate the rules of our secret childish rhymes in a hundred ways!   The smallness of our details is often heard through the purities of decipherable communications; the latent curses of envy-jealousy are already crystallizing in the marshland of hateful temper! There is no longer much meaning in the word consolation, where human intention alone can make up tempers! - Disembodied anxious, great dreads in the depths of eternal-childish souls: the smell of rotting rot flows in prodigal hearts! Even in my few minutes of imagination, it was enough to marry misleading lies! It is better to get out at the very beginning from the protection of conceivable emotions, and let the snowman alone melt into the beautified memory of summer!
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Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 1:19 AM UTC
You frailty
In the complex fullness of moments, even a hesitant step can tread on a butterfly carelessly! With a swirling, frightened rainbow wing marching richly into proud freedom! Hesitantly tumbling, the lonely silence can also hurt: the eye perseveres searching for punctuation engraved in a wall, while the claw rays of the accompanying moonlight appear on a ominous veil of nights! We also deliberately closed the proud sighs of our eloquent words to our hearings!   In no man's land a wreath of thorns has been woven out of sorrow! Wounded resentment is more easily absorbed into the depths of the Spirit; the burden of accents can permeate every well-groomed, spicy sentence because it is throbbing and present, like a sick plague! As a child orphaned by ugly deeds: I am embarrassed with terrified eyes at the same time, and I do not know if you will be complimented by a merciful, angelic goodness in the manner of Don Quoijotek. "I can only let silent anyone I sincerely want!" My melancholy pleasure, immersed in lethargy, would still be good to share with the babysitter; in the captivating Universe, we could all be together even in the moods we can experience, and it would be unnecessary to further complicate the rules of our secret childish rhymes in a hundred ways!   The smallness of our details is often heard through the purities of decipherable communications; the latent curses of envy-jealousy are already crystallizing in the marshland of hateful temper! There is no longer much meaning in the word consolation, where human intention alone can make up tempers! - Disembodied anxious, great dreads in the depths of eternal-childish souls: the smell of rotting rot flows in prodigal hearts! Even in my few minutes of imagination, it was enough to marry misleading lies! It is better to get out at the very beginning from the protection of conceivable emotions, and let the snowman alone melt into the beautified memory of summer!
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Found; a dying ***** Plays an off-key tune, It's muscles are all torn or missing, Has a hole the size of the Moon, It's tubes are shredded and ****** Has no Rythm to it's pounds, Just lays on the floor barely moving, Unsafe and structurally unsound, There's evidence of attempted repair work, Covered in stiches and staples that ooze, Patches and droplets of salt crust, As well as the faint reek of ***** There also seems to be a label, That someone has recently tried to remove, Appears to not be surgical precision, But that fact still has to be proved, What is decipherable reads as, "Please call if found" I tried, dial tone, "number disconnected", Seems no one wants it around, Was left this way before Tuesday, In the skip of apartment block 4/2, No one has noticed it's missing, There is nothing more that I can do, (12/03/15) Found; a dying ***** Left alone, not wanted around, Desperately needing stiches, In hands where none can be found, (15/03/15) Lost; a dying ***** I stopped trying to help it survive, It's been a while, and no one has claimed it, Now it belongs in another life, (10/06/15) Lost and Found; a dying ***** A vital one so it now seems, Went back to the skips yesterday, Found; a dead girl, late teens, Found; a dying ***** Singing an off key tune, Her muscles are all torn; One's missing, Left a hole the size of the moon, (27/07/15).
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Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 7:08 AM UTC
Lost and Found.
I look at the massacre around me and see. I see battalions of men and women fighting. I see the corpses of the defeated with the memory of blades on them and the gratification of the victors with their bloodstained swords in hand. I see friends and family weep for the fallen and swear to avenge them. I see mothers hold onto the cold bodies of their sons and fathers getting ready to bury their daughters. I see orphans too young and innocent to fully comprehend what is happening. Some fight out of anger and spite and others out of pride and duty. Some say it is for their kings and religions others, for their honour and blood. On either sides, pain and grief outshine triumph and satisfaction. Amongst the combatants, A man sits on his brown horse watching the massacre unfold. Hair and beard like flames, scars on his face and eyes the color of the blood being shed before us, he stares straight at me as a man is stabbed in the back right in front of us. His face is expressionless, almost like a mask, and the only decipherable emotion is the burning rage dripping from his gaze.
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Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 11:57 PM UTC
For God, blood and pride
*What could this mean? What could it be...?* Could I be interested? Not entirely likely… Maybe a little orderly bee could tell me, inform mee of what places to put my *** or what organizations I should reject. Like anyone knows for themselves… An opinion removes itself. *How insufferable. How decipherable. How it comes from a disciple...* *Shows you up. Shoes* you wrong... Puts a word to another song, but for how long…? *Until the cricket croaks? Until the cheep chokes?* In notes... nine to say the least; she tells me of a beast. How wonderful she is, I can’t deny, but still that little voice— HAS TO DIE.
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Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
I’m Severely Interested to See
. *** Goodnight, Hushhh... Loving care... Sleep tight, Or a night sleep after a fight.. This night we slept together, In morning you are gone.. Life's so unpredictable, It's hardly decipherable, Difficult to digest You are gone, We will never fight again, We will never cuddle again, We will never laugh together again, Why, is life like this? Why don't we both with expiry date? Why are we not prepared for the worst? Why do we have to live alone? *** Sparkle In Wisdom
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Jun 30, 2021
Jun 30, 2021 at 11:45 AM UTC
Expiry Date
*for my father's heart i'd sever a thousand hearts, and think nothing of your digital bombast, in expression, and in your understanding a careless use of punctuation, for my father's heart i'd sever a thousand heads from able limbs, into that tabloid care of your to passively brush... with your assimilated parasites, lost bilingual ******** oh scare me with your turbans and lost tongue? scare elsewhere, you equal among colonisers! ignore the irish, they're just like dumb swedes.* the ugliness of the english publication scene, the too "risqué", i could integrate, but couldn't assimilate, i couldn't do that passive-racism of fake brits akin to: egyptians, indians in the highest hierarchy of the Raj.. i couldn't do that... they integrated & assimilated like barren ****** they basically did a Michael Jackson of migrating; **** them all! and they laughed at someone who was almost killed; thank god i received the laughter and not my mother & father, for my father's heart i'd sever a thousand men from their torsos... and i would do more, should my father's heart not shine in emblem of riches akin to my would-be murderer's mother's tongue not dripping out honeyed words: as i read, most hate their fathers, as the old testament says, and as christianity proclaims the Bethlehem star proclaim the baby owner rather than Joseph... most hate their father... and like slithering parasites without congregation await the Samuel fingerprint of passing.... they laughed when i said i was almost murdered, they laughed so hard they sentenced me for psychiatric inspection to be able to write a book, a common monetary generator that madness was, but look at my legion of those readied to ****** look at it! ah, i see, no more great wars to be waged... i laugh too, at their export of values to foreign lands then now fear to contain... a friend in iraq just said: p.p.s. and i retorted, what about the p.s.? and he said: i meant your signature, you know, write something like resembling english humour, un-decipherable, i.e. not funny, and when funny thought idiotic, because too much lee evans puppetry. and i said: ah, p.p.p.s.
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Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 11:23 PM UTC
they laughed... so i too laughed!
*for my father's heart i'd sever a thousand hearts, and think nothing of your digital bombast, in expression, and in your understanding a careless use of punctuation, for my father's heart i'd sever a thousand heads from able limbs, into that tabloid care of your to passively brush... with your assimilated parasites, lost bilingual ******** oh scare me with your turbans and lost tongue? scare elsewhere, you equal among colonisers! ignore the irish, they're just like dumb swedes.* the ugliness of the english publication scene, the too "risqué", i could integrate, but couldn't assimilate, i couldn't do that passive-racism of fake brits akin to: egyptians, indians in the highest hierarchy of the Raj.. i couldn't do that... they integrated & assimilated like barren ****** they basically did a Michael Jackson of migrating; **** them all! and they laughed at someone who was almost killed; thank god i received the laughter and not my mother & father, for my father's heart i'd sever a thousand men from their torsos... and i would do more, should my father's heart not shine in emblem of riches akin to my would-be murderer's mother's tongue not dripping out honeyed words: as i read, most hate their fathers, as the old testament says, and as christianity proclaims the Bethlehem star proclaim the baby owner rather than Joseph... most hate their father... and like slithering parasites without congregation await the Samuel fingerprint of passing.... they laughed when i said i was almost murdered, they laughed so hard they sentenced me for psychiatric inspection to be able to write a book, a common monetary generator that madness was, but look at my legion of those readied to ****** look at it! ah, i see, no more great wars to be waged... i laugh too, at their export of values to foreign lands then now fear to contain... a friend in iraq just said: p.p.s. and i retorted, what about the p.s.? and he said: i meant your signature, you know, write something like resembling english humour, un-decipherable, i.e. not funny, and when funny thought idiotic, because too much lee evans puppetry. and i said: ah, p.p.p.s.
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Do it now Keep going Never stop (repeat) **** the consequences Don’t slow down Live fully in every minute Expect everyone else to Hold them to impossible standards So much to do So many ideas No time Who sleeps anyways? This energy builds and destructs Explodes into my life in a rash of impulses and hurt feelings My mouth ****** off more people Get kicked out of another bar Alienate another friend Write more checks that bounce before the ink is dry I am stuck in a prison of abstract ideas, And overpowering emotions. A random coagulation of quickly scrawled, Half formed ideas Spewing from unimaginable imaginary conversations With people that never existed Scribbled incoherently with no regard for structure or form. Then reedit, again and again, Until the nonsense is decipherable to normal people. I am afraid of stopping Of being too slow Terrified of complacency Get happy Sad Angry Don’t give anyone a second to catch up Moods change with each tick of the clock ADHD…Nah. I can focus Hyper-focus, intently So much so that I forget to eat, sleep, breathe Forget that time and the world exists Was this what Picasso was like As he obsessed over a canvas Or ******* as he whipped paint across the floor Chain smoking his life through his fingertips Casting the spent matches into the paint I can’t stop once the adrenaline starts My head is a toxic chemical soup The only antidote is a massive rush of endorphins If you catch what I mean Here’s all this information I’m going to keep bombarding you with it Make something out of it If I’m satisfied Maybe I’ll stop (I won’t)
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Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 10:57 PM UTC
Hypomania
Do it now Keep going Never stop (repeat) **** the consequences Don’t slow down Live fully in every minute Expect everyone else to Hold them to impossible standards So much to do So many ideas No time Who sleeps anyways? This energy builds and destructs Explodes into my life in a rash of impulses and hurt feelings My mouth ****** off more people Get kicked out of another bar Alienate another friend Write more checks that bounce before the ink is dry I am stuck in a prison of abstract ideas, And overpowering emotions. A random coagulation of quickly scrawled, Half formed ideas Spewing from unimaginable imaginary conversations With people that never existed Scribbled incoherently with no regard for structure or form. Then reedit, again and again, Until the nonsense is decipherable to normal people. I am afraid of stopping Of being too slow Terrified of complacency Get happy Sad Angry Don’t give anyone a second to catch up Moods change with each tick of the clock ADHD…Nah. I can focus Hyper-focus, intently So much so that I forget to eat, sleep, breathe Forget that time and the world exists Was this what Picasso was like As he obsessed over a canvas Or ******* as he whipped paint across the floor Chain smoking his life through his fingertips Casting the spent matches into the paint I can’t stop once the adrenaline starts My head is a toxic chemical soup The only antidote is a massive rush of endorphins If you catch what I mean Here’s all this information I’m going to keep bombarding you with it Make something out of it If I’m satisfied Maybe I’ll stop (I won’t)
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when the mind becomes numb a skull can be dissected to show its cavities cavities are the orbit of the eyes an old Indian saying? I noticed you really just want to annihilate me not comfort you. There is a blood meal in me ready to explode   a tombed implosion an imprisoned womb. But it's too late for that time is personal and lately, voices. I fear the indecipherable is now decipherable I see in Moriah, Jonah, and Tyler, incredible nations Cree, why didn't you listen to me! can you taste my saliva? get over it! you know the skull was dissected to show the cavities of the orbit of the suns.
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Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 6:16 PM UTC
Notes for a grave to be
. *** Goodnight, Hushhh... Loving care... Sleep tight, Or a night sleep after a fight.. This night we slept together, In morning you are gone.. Life's so unpredictable, It's hardly decipherable, Difficult to digest You are gone, We will never fight again, We will never cuddle again, We will never laugh together again, Why, is life like this? Why don't we both with expiry date? Why are we not prepared for the worst? Why do we have to live alone? *** Sparkle In Wisdom
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Jun 30, 2021
Jun 30, 2021 at 3:39 AM UTC
Expiry Date at birth
I yearn only to be understood, each action decipherable, each sentiment understandable. I do not yearn to be loved, just understood.
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Jul 13, 2021
Jul 13, 2021 at 2:19 AM UTC
Yearning