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"cremation" poems
I am in a crate, the crate that was ours, full of white shirts and salad greens, the icebox knocking at our delectable knocks, and I wore movies in my eyes, and you wore eggs in your tunnel, and we played sheets, sheets, sheets all day, even in the bathtub like lunatics. But today I set the bed afire and smoke is filling the room, it is getting hot enough for the walls to melt, and the icebox, a gluey white tooth. I have on a mask in order to write my last words, and they are just for you, and I will place them in the icebox saved for ***** and tomatoes, and perhaps they will last. The dog will not. Her spots will fall off. The old letters will melt into a black bee. The night gowns are already shredding into paper, the yellow, the red, the purple. The bed -- well, the sheets have turned to gold -- hard, hard gold, and the mattress is being kissed into a stone. As for me, my dearest Foxxy, my poems to you may or may not reach the icebox and its hopeful eternity, for isn't yours enough? The one where you name my name right out in P.R.? If my toes weren't yielding to pitch I'd tell the whole story -- not just the sheet story but the belly-button story, the pried-eyelid story, the whiskey-sour-of-the-nipple story -- and shovel back our love where it belonged. Despite my asbestos gloves, the cough is filling me with black and a red powder seeps through my veins, our little crate goes down so publicly and without meaning it, you see, meaning a solo act, a cremation of the love, but instead we seem to be going down right in the middle of a Russian street, the flames making the sound of the horse being beaten and beaten, the whip is adoring its human triumph while the flies wait, blow by blow, straight from United Fruit, Inc.
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Love Letter Written In A Burning Building
I am in a crate, the crate that was ours, full of white shirts and salad greens, the icebox knocking at our delectable knocks, and I wore movies in my eyes, and you wore eggs in your tunnel, and we played sheets, sheets, sheets all day, even in the bathtub like lunatics. But today I set the bed afire and smoke is filling the room, it is getting hot enough for the walls to melt, and the icebox, a gluey white tooth. I have on a mask in order to write my last words, and they are just for you, and I will place them in the icebox saved for ***** and tomatoes, and perhaps they will last. The dog will not. Her spots will fall off. The old letters will melt into a black bee. The night gowns are already shredding into paper, the yellow, the red, the purple. The bed -- well, the sheets have turned to gold -- hard, hard gold, and the mattress is being kissed into a stone. As for me, my dearest Foxxy, my poems to you may or may not reach the icebox and its hopeful eternity, for isn't yours enough? The one where you name my name right out in P.R.? If my toes weren't yielding to pitch I'd tell the whole story -- not just the sheet story but the belly-button story, the pried-eyelid story, the whiskey-sour-of-the-nipple story -- and shovel back our love where it belonged. Despite my asbestos gloves, the cough is filling me with black and a red powder seeps through my veins, our little crate goes down so publicly and without meaning it, you see, meaning a solo act, a cremation of the love, but instead we seem to be going down right in the middle of a Russian street, the flames making the sound of the horse being beaten and beaten, the whip is adoring its human triumph while the flies wait, blow by blow, straight from United Fruit, Inc.
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Up on the hill. Stood the Vikings son. King of the land. Now ruled everyone Flames licked the boat the cremation took place The Vikings did gather pain in their face
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 6:02 PM UTC
Vikings son
The world is losing Gravity, But no one can escape, We're hurtling on our petrie dish In a gel that seals our fate; Gravitating Towards black holes; They're closer than you think. In China There's a wall of dust, Seen clear from outer space; Our living waters die In a legacy of disgrace. We're citizens Wearing masks; We should hide our faces, But we're running daily tasks. We're fossils burning Fossil fuels Found in cremation gas. The amphibians Are on the fringe; Whales can't sound, They run aground. It's an environmental slaughter. Our world has lost Some gravity. We need to plant our feet, But  charnel fires And greenhouse gas Have hastened our retreat. Migrating birds lose sense of time, Confused by the lights. The morning dove coos at night, The nightingale at dawn; We're like New turtles muddling, Under lost starlight. We must grasp The gravity Of burning Burning  light.
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Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 10:19 AM UTC
Our World is Losing Gravity
Look on me dearly: your stolen sullied sullen daughter. I could dig you up to hold your bones but want only to wash myself away, like white foam from the seashore. If I burn what is buried, is it cremation or disintegration? You would fly ashes in the wind, like a wish given lift, like an altar of lit incense. Think of learning of your blood: yellow skin and rice paddies and great-great-great-great-granddaddy grey for the Confederacy. Do two halves not one whole soul make? I take a breath and leave it free.
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Sep 22, 2021
Sep 22, 2021 at 1:28 PM UTC
Pedigree
It was the watermelon diet, he said That's what killed me A lie as ripe as the freshest rind Listen to the man He was there at my deathbed Though he never cared for my diet It was the watermelon diet not some virus That consigned me to the Gods The watermelon diet Why now do they doubt my exotic pallet? They've turned a blind eye to everything else until now For months, I guzzled nothing but sweet watermelon Fat mounds of flesh between my greedy cheeks The sheer volume of water left me bloated Before I shed an immense amount of baggage What else could be to blame? Enough of your questions and on to the cremation We'll see whether watermelon burns immortal It began in Africa- no lie there And comes in seedless varieties I never planted mine Though I wasn't want for trying I can still taste the bitter juices as I lay here in my crypt An artful coroner smelt a rat Or a chance- to prove his mettle Never heard of any watermelon diet This is Palm Springs not Papa Nu Guinea A sample of tissue foiled our grand conspiracy Same thing that got Rock Hudson But they kept a straight face Kept to the story, mindful of my legacy I'm not just any ****** Takes something grand and elaborate to dispose of me An immigrant farmhand once told me “watermelon cure the AIDS” And I believed him At least that's what I'd have you believe End
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Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 8:52 AM UTC
Watermelon Diet
I notice the tiny pulse of frustration in the back of his neck I notice the way that he sighs and slumps over I notice how his elbows splay out so his face bobs lightly over his desk A buoy dancing over a wave I notice the way he glances at his friends before he answers I notice the way he shapes his mouth into a grin before he speaks I notice how his eyes squint a little when he laughs I notice how they dull when he doesn’t want to listen I notice how his shoulders hunch when refuses to hear I notice the boredom in the lines of his back as he considers I notice the way his leg jiggles as he bounces his foot lightly The ever-present dichotomy of professionalism fighting immaturity Of a thirst to learn, fighting against ignorance, justice calling I notice this inner battle of boyish nonchalance and masculine defensiveness I notice how his eyes dart lightly over his chosen comrades before he writes again I notice the way he presses his forehead into his hand As though he could pull ideas out And read his thoughts printed back on his palm I notice the consistent rubbing against his face with his fingers Phalanges to stimulate the thought process I notice the hesitation before his pen scratches the page Piercing the paper with words he must call his own I notice the claim of responsibility and the toll it takes on his physique I notice the fatigue of struggling to create To feel, to create, to feel, to feel I notice, throughout all the time I’ve been noticing him He has not noticed me once
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 3:30 PM UTC
On the Cremation of My Classmate
I notice the tiny pulse of frustration in the back of his neck I notice the way that he sighs and slumps over I notice how his elbows splay out so his face bobs lightly over his desk A buoy dancing over a wave I notice the way he glances at his friends before he answers I notice the way he shapes his mouth into a grin before he speaks I notice how his eyes squint a little when he laughs I notice how they dull when he doesn’t want to listen I notice how his shoulders hunch when refuses to hear I notice the boredom in the lines of his back as he considers I notice the way his leg jiggles as he bounces his foot lightly The ever-present dichotomy of professionalism fighting immaturity Of a thirst to learn, fighting against ignorance, justice calling I notice this inner battle of boyish nonchalance and masculine defensiveness I notice how his eyes dart lightly over his chosen comrades before he writes again I notice the way he presses his forehead into his hand As though he could pull ideas out And read his thoughts printed back on his palm I notice the consistent rubbing against his face with his fingers Phalanges to stimulate the thought process I notice the hesitation before his pen scratches the page Piercing the paper with words he must call his own I notice the claim of responsibility and the toll it takes on his physique I notice the fatigue of struggling to create To feel, to create, to feel, to feel I notice, throughout all the time I’ve been noticing him He has not noticed me once
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Women were mentioned as God's most beautiful creation! But seeing some of their situations today Seems all is left is Just the cremation Today's world is faster than ever And without feminine It cannot last forever Why is that so hard for a girl to live on her own? She's not a toy to play with whenever you want & make her moan! Pity those who think women are to only produce a baby! Give her your faith and support She'll become one you hadn't ever imagine her to be And **** those who calls a girl ***** & fix her rate After realizing the fact that She's not in their fate Everyday some monster **** a woman ruthlessly What do we do; Just look the other way Hundreds of women are harrased and killed everyday I wish there too could be some sundays! Just when she finds a staircase to reach to her crown Why she also finds thousands? Eagerly waiting to pull her down They have potential to rule the world They are not destined to be nun They can show the world Why should boys have all the fun!
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Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 2:28 PM UTC
Why should boys have all the fun!
The world is losing Gravity, But no one can escape, We're hurtling on our petrie dish In a gel that seals our fate; Gravitating Towards black holes; They're closer than you think. In China There's a wall of dust, Seen clear from outer space; Our living waters die In a legacy of disgrace. We're citizens Wearing masks; We should hide our faces, But we're running daily tasks. We're fossils burning Fossil fuels Found in cremation gas. The amphibians Are on the fringe; Whales can't sound, They run aground. It's an environmental slaughter. Our world has lost Some gravity. We need to plant our feet, But  charnel fires And greenhouse gas Have hastened our retreat. Migrating birds lose sense of time, Confused by the lights. The mourning dove coos at night, The nightingale at dawn; We're like New turtles muddling, Under lost starlight. We must grasp The gravity Of burning Burning  light.
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 10:41 AM UTC
Our World Is Losing Gravity
She breathes fire That tastes of the cremation Of her forefathers Their ashes grit In her eyes, spit In her hands She marches Atop marshland Swallowing graves Of their mothers And lovers Her thick, leather skin Wicked and weathered Wields weapons Of resurrection With commanding force She breathes life Into desolate plains She breathes fire And they rise Again
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Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 12:35 AM UTC
Lucinda
A Poem in 3 Parts by Sara L Russell, 4/6/15; 00:51am I There is a grey area between this world and the next. People can be foolish; they dabble in ouija, in dowsing, in automatic writing; and - wittingly or unwittingly, they may open a portal to the other side. That is how they enter. Beware of inviting them in. Shadow people are there where needle pierces skin; where the ****** sits, glassy-eyed, on the precipice of oblivion; they lurk in unholy places where godless politicians declare themselves to be speaking for God; they haunt the dreams of drunkards, schizophrenics, junkies and the paranoid. But they are not spun out of dreams, they are real. Shadow people were there when the ancient pharaohs of Egypt were interred, with all their gold; they took them to Hades for also burying their wives and servants, alive. They were there in **** concentration camps, sitting on the left shoulders of those who blindly carried out orders of death and torture. They subsist in underworlds of catacombs, they lurk in the spaces between our conscious and unconscious minds; In blackened mirrors they seek out a vortex, My friends, be the light that keeps out the darkness, Do not seek to question the dear and foregone, No matter how much they are missed; for there are others lurking in the shadows. Be not the portal inviting them in. II Did I see you in Bohemian Grove, smiling at the Cremation of the Care? Were you there, and did you have more than one shadow? Did I see you in that Great Hall with chequered floors, where the Eye of Horus watched over a pyramid of gold? Did you lift a cup of the good red wine, did blood brothers drink each other's health, gazing through a glass darkly? Did we toast the Cremation of the Care, and how many others were there? III Sometimes we visit Hell in our dreams, though we may fervently pray before sleep. There is no shame in sleeping with the light on. Wear a cross, if you think that it will help. Sometimes the citizens of Hell visit us, in that stasis between sleep and wakefulnes; they are only ever seen at the outer periphery of our vision. It's never a good idea to look at them directly. Sometimes they venture a little closer than the rules allow. Sometimes the line between their domain and ours is blurred. Occasionally, the breeze seems to whisper your name - only, it's not the breeze. Be vigilant. Always try to see them first.
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Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 7:55 PM UTC
Shadow People
A Poem in 3 Parts by Sara L Russell, 4/6/15; 00:51am I There is a grey area between this world and the next. People can be foolish; they dabble in ouija, in dowsing, in automatic writing; and - wittingly or unwittingly, they may open a portal to the other side. That is how they enter. Beware of inviting them in. Shadow people are there where needle pierces skin; where the ****** sits, glassy-eyed, on the precipice of oblivion; they lurk in unholy places where godless politicians declare themselves to be speaking for God; they haunt the dreams of drunkards, schizophrenics, junkies and the paranoid. But they are not spun out of dreams, they are real. Shadow people were there when the ancient pharaohs of Egypt were interred, with all their gold; they took them to Hades for also burying their wives and servants, alive. They were there in **** concentration camps, sitting on the left shoulders of those who blindly carried out orders of death and torture. They subsist in underworlds of catacombs, they lurk in the spaces between our conscious and unconscious minds; In blackened mirrors they seek out a vortex, My friends, be the light that keeps out the darkness, Do not seek to question the dear and foregone, No matter how much they are missed; for there are others lurking in the shadows. Be not the portal inviting them in. II Did I see you in Bohemian Grove, smiling at the Cremation of the Care? Were you there, and did you have more than one shadow? Did I see you in that Great Hall with chequered floors, where the Eye of Horus watched over a pyramid of gold? Did you lift a cup of the good red wine, did blood brothers drink each other's health, gazing through a glass darkly? Did we toast the Cremation of the Care, and how many others were there? III Sometimes we visit Hell in our dreams, though we may fervently pray before sleep. There is no shame in sleeping with the light on. Wear a cross, if you think that it will help. Sometimes the citizens of Hell visit us, in that stasis between sleep and wakefulnes; they are only ever seen at the outer periphery of our vision. It's never a good idea to look at them directly. Sometimes they venture a little closer than the rules allow. Sometimes the line between their domain and ours is blurred. Occasionally, the breeze seems to whisper your name - only, it's not the breeze. Be vigilant. Always try to see them first.
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I can still remember It was like yesterday The last time I saw you Over twenty years ago. You were so drunk You could barely speak. I will never forget the call When she told me you died. A needle did you, Drugs took you. "Don't cry for him." she said, "He was just a ****** He made his choices" "He was just a loser, An alcoholic." I knew you like no one else; We rode bikes together, And together we fought, The Ramirez boys after school, We shared a room, We shared parents, When dad died we shared fears. I used a credit card To pay for your cremation; And burned up someone who Was once a beautiful child.
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Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
Remembering Keith,
To my boss, I'd like to dedicate This jovial kind of poem though It really turns my stomach Knowing that I know him I'd like to feign concern For all his woes and cares And pat him firmly, on the back Atop a flight of stairs When he goes on holiday I like to wish him well And hope he's going somewhere warm Like the furnaces of Hell He meets with lots of people Such as his clients and bookkeeper Why can't he meet someone new? Like for instance, "The grim reaper" If he should pop his mortal coil That would not make me grieve The thing that ticks me off the most Is, he shares the air I breathe He bores me with his witless jokes They're no cause for celebration The only time he'll make me smile Is at his burial or cremation Nobody seems to like him That's not open for debate I suspect when he's behind closed doors He likes to … err… fiddle
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Aug 1, 2012
Aug 1, 2012 at 5:24 PM UTC
Ode to a good boss
At Nineteen, I bore witness to the live Birth of my Son. He was adopted out via Open Adoption to a very nice Family a few Hours away in Ukiah. I'm still in contact with them, I get pictures every six Months and I'm very happy to also be able to see Him every so many Months. At Twenty, I lost my Father. I found him on the floor and called 911. I paid for his Cremation the next day. It was what he told me he wanted; his ashes are in a box in my room. Perhaps even moreso than he was my "Father", he was by best Friend; for better and for worse. At Twenty-One; my Girlfriend of Five Years, who was also Mother of the aforementioned Child, and I broke up on Friendly terms. Now she lives about 200 miles away. We're still cordial, and I'm glad we still speak. Eternal Allies are rare to come by, to say the least. So far, Twenety-Two has been rather turbulently eventful, as well. Between Family and their lack, personal choices and relationships, and the furtherment of my Self as well as my expressive Capacities, it's been a hell of a Twenty-Two so far, to say the least. All of these things leave me with an Understanding that I cannot ever judge anyone, for I know not of their struggles and that no One can ever truly judge anyone else, for the same reason. Through all of this, I feel evermore that this Life is ******* great, and that's no sarcastic remark: Life is a trippy and tumultuous Journey and I'm thankful for this opportunity to experience this Holiest of Realities, to say the least; though it is a Lesson in Humility, to say the least. And thus: Thank you for reading my writings. Thank you for taking time out to read what I have to bring forth. Thank you for existing and expressing. Blessings upon thy Paths; wheresoever you've been wheresoever you're going thank you just for Being. Please be your Self; you owe it to your Self, for that is all you ever have, to say the least, and so, once more: Blessings upon thy Path.
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Jul 28, 2013
Jul 28, 2013 at 8:24 PM UTC
A Lesson in Humility
At Nineteen, I bore witness to the live Birth of my Son. He was adopted out via Open Adoption to a very nice Family a few Hours away in Ukiah. I'm still in contact with them, I get pictures every six Months and I'm very happy to also be able to see Him every so many Months. At Twenty, I lost my Father. I found him on the floor and called 911. I paid for his Cremation the next day. It was what he told me he wanted; his ashes are in a box in my room. Perhaps even moreso than he was my "Father", he was by best Friend; for better and for worse. At Twenty-One; my Girlfriend of Five Years, who was also Mother of the aforementioned Child, and I broke up on Friendly terms. Now she lives about 200 miles away. We're still cordial, and I'm glad we still speak. Eternal Allies are rare to come by, to say the least. So far, Twenety-Two has been rather turbulently eventful, as well. Between Family and their lack, personal choices and relationships, and the furtherment of my Self as well as my expressive Capacities, it's been a hell of a Twenty-Two so far, to say the least. All of these things leave me with an Understanding that I cannot ever judge anyone, for I know not of their struggles and that no One can ever truly judge anyone else, for the same reason. Through all of this, I feel evermore that this Life is ******* great, and that's no sarcastic remark: Life is a trippy and tumultuous Journey and I'm thankful for this opportunity to experience this Holiest of Realities, to say the least; though it is a Lesson in Humility, to say the least. And thus: Thank you for reading my writings. Thank you for taking time out to read what I have to bring forth. Thank you for existing and expressing. Blessings upon thy Paths; wheresoever you've been wheresoever you're going thank you just for Being. Please be your Self; you owe it to your Self, for that is all you ever have, to say the least, and so, once more: Blessings upon thy Path.
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DO YOU EVER WANT TO TAKE A VACATION FROM THE HUMAN NATION AVOIDING ALL FRUSTRATION AT TIMES IT MAKES CREMATION SEEM LIKE A JUBILATION LISTENING TO THE POLITICIANS ABOMINATIONS THEIR PLANS TO HELP OUR COUNTRY SOUNDS *MORE LIKE EGO ************ MY DECLAMATION IS TO SKIP THE AGGRIVATION BE PART OF THE CONGREGATION HOLD MY TONGUE TO AVOID DEGRADATION RISE ABOVE ALL TEMPTATION
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Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 3:51 PM UTC
ADORATION OF ABOMINATION
Sweet Sleep at Last The wind blows hard, The sky ripe. The ground from under my feet disappears, And I fall towards the blight. The past flashes in front of my eyes, Faded memories alike. I fall from the heavens, Seeing freedom below, The ground just a barrier to cross, Death just a toll booth. The note that bid the world farewell for me Now flies in the sky, A few feet above the ground, I see my final send off, The world is a blur, Color losing from the sky. I had bid in my note, Heavens witness my cremation, That I be laid beneath the starry sky. The world is a blur, For the last time, I close my eyes.
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Nov 6, 2012
Nov 6, 2012 at 8:08 PM UTC
Sleep at last
I'm reading poetry at the cremation ghat amid chanting of God's name while ferrying and burning the dead. The noise unsettles me a bit as sets me thinking of my own death that by all means seems closer than farther. Yet I get the relieving feel reading poems would heal all the agonies of my flesh and take me to that spiritual level where I would take death as passing into another dimension. I'm not much of a religious person but have always felt devoted to my kindred seeking transcendence through them. The best thing I'm hoping right now is when I burn someone would amid chanting of God's name read poetry at the burning ghat.
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Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 4:49 AM UTC
At the Cremation Ghat
Single loads of laundry sad freezer meals for one no dishwasher for me just ice cream by the ton the never tested voicemail on the outgoing only phone one knife, one fork, one plate signs that yes I live alone take-out menu fridge door a doorbell never rung ipod playlists for the company that never ever comes early nights and books an optimistic queen size bed a collection of matching pillows that only ever see my head the one cup coffee maker a single slice of toast bills paid on time or early nothing handwritten in the post a will with nothing in it and no one to leave it to burial or cremation I mean really, which would you? no life insurance needed retirement arranged no girlfriend, lover, wife ex, current or estranged. Is this the way its headed if it is I'll pack my trunk shave my head and dress in orange move to thailand, be a monk.
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Jul 24, 2010
Jul 24, 2010 at 7:03 PM UTC
Too single
*“Do I sense some resistance - a sense of injustice?”* whispers Life folding me cold in her ample python-coil and she sings me her song *“The flowers bloom in the fields, sweet love to be gathered for your bier Time lingers in the wings to pull you off stage at the moment opportune in its Clasped Book The worms wait patient if you choose a burial; if cremation’s your choice the fires wait in quiet potential The musicians practise to be employed by the survivors to deliver you a dirge And so my sweet love - Live well Night night, sleep tight, don’t let the bedbugs bite"*
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Jan 9, 2013
Jan 9, 2013 at 3:11 AM UTC
python-coil life
Single loads of laundry sad freezer meals for one no dishwasher for me chocolate ice cream, just for fun the never tested voicemail on the outgoing only phone one knife, one fork, one plate signs that yes I live alone take-out menu fridge door a doorbell never rung ipod playlists for the company that never ever comes early nights and books an optimistic queen size bed a collection of matching pillows that only ever see my head the one cup coffee maker a single slice of toast bills paid on time or early nothing handwritten in the post a will with nothing in it and no one to leave it to burial or cremation I think I'll leave that one to you no life insurance needed retirement arranged no girlfriend, lover, wife ex, current or estranged. this is the life I've chosen free of contact free of pain free of almost all emotion this is my refrain Because I've seen what people do in the name of what is love so to save myself the heartbreak my life is as above
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Aug 25, 2010
Aug 25, 2010 at 5:31 AM UTC
Detached
Diagnosed with mentally afflicting conditions/ Why I'm often covered in depression/ Fighting with addiction/ Suffacating conversations with judgemental complications/ Everyday Im waking up to a handful of medications/ It's embarrassing/ I promise from this moment now until my cremation to always make the best decision/ Despite whatever the caution might be to reach the desired life position/ Someone should have mentioned all the implications psychotic intentions have on relations/ Like the one between myself and all other human beings currently visiting/ Why I'm regularly checking out in day dreams of beautiful poetry that speaks/ Only problem being I'm unable to sometimes distinguish reality in the things I'm seeing/ So Im sorry for everyone that's sat through this psychotic rollercoaster, please don't let it be the me you remember/ Just think, that's my life to own except I often have to experience it alone/ I promise I didn't know the severity until just recently/ What I dont get is why nobody stopped to explain it/ My thoughts I knew were never right, which is why I put them on paper every night/ Finding comfort in the empty white when I write/ Putting my thoughts together every time I make rhymes for these poetry lines/ Made up by this one of a kind mind I sometimes can't find/ Remembering memories of a misery that inspires artistry/ Crafting my poetry from this hearts history/ Pieces of beautifully painted rhymes hidden within nameless poem lines/ The portrait of a forgotten poet coloured forever in this moment/ Doing this is the only thing holding together this cracked barrier/ Around this mind that's mentally unstable covered with an RX label/ Questioning moments if I might be psychotic/ Turning against myself with a straight jacket/ Lock set with the sunset, this I've come to accept/
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Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 7:40 PM UTC
Mental Accepted
Diagnosed with mentally afflicting conditions/ Why I'm often covered in depression/ Fighting with addiction/ Suffacating conversations with judgemental complications/ Everyday Im waking up to a handful of medications/ It's embarrassing/ I promise from this moment now until my cremation to always make the best decision/ Despite whatever the caution might be to reach the desired life position/ Someone should have mentioned all the implications psychotic intentions have on relations/ Like the one between myself and all other human beings currently visiting/ Why I'm regularly checking out in day dreams of beautiful poetry that speaks/ Only problem being I'm unable to sometimes distinguish reality in the things I'm seeing/ So Im sorry for everyone that's sat through this psychotic rollercoaster, please don't let it be the me you remember/ Just think, that's my life to own except I often have to experience it alone/ I promise I didn't know the severity until just recently/ What I dont get is why nobody stopped to explain it/ My thoughts I knew were never right, which is why I put them on paper every night/ Finding comfort in the empty white when I write/ Putting my thoughts together every time I make rhymes for these poetry lines/ Made up by this one of a kind mind I sometimes can't find/ Remembering memories of a misery that inspires artistry/ Crafting my poetry from this hearts history/ Pieces of beautifully painted rhymes hidden within nameless poem lines/ The portrait of a forgotten poet coloured forever in this moment/ Doing this is the only thing holding together this cracked barrier/ Around this mind that's mentally unstable covered with an RX label/ Questioning moments if I might be psychotic/ Turning against myself with a straight jacket/ Lock set with the sunset, this I've come to accept/
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If you were a corpse accepting cremation I would be the flame that lavishly licked your flesh, the heat, heaped for your hair on a pyre the last peril your boney body submits to, making the air all around stink of you. Forget the fact that you corrupt my mind, it’ll only work out if your thoughts stink of me. If for one second during your self worshipping, wistful stares into a mirror that drips a musty condensation that lingered from your skinny, **** torso after your morning shower, you stand there smile ******* yourself with puckered lips and un-dilated pupils, flirting with camera phone pixels you think to yourself; * Should I post me on myspace? Should I send a text message pic to myself? Should I forward it to that guy that I met to make him think that I’m burning for him?* If for that second I could be but that spark, an after thought flare that gets you to want more than what it is that you got, where would you go? With whom would you make yourself over? I’m waiting for the morning your ashes wake next to me; smoldered and spread out over my mattress and under my breath, and your eye lashes charred with clunky mascara crumble as you replay in your silly head the late mass I celebrated last night when I exhumed and inhaled that same condensation; Little taste droplets of you then exhaled from me to your golden tin flesh that burned you to ****** Because of my tempered tongue you cravingly bathed with, because of your hair I feverishly wrapped round my fists as my head altered and smoothed out from whiskey bounced waves of frivolous thrusts pulls releases, pushes twitches friction in perfect timed fashion between your radio antenna thin legs and your rib meat torso you forced my lips unto. That will be the night you will come. Yeah, that’s right SEE YOU MMM-hmmm, I will see you melt on that night. And it will be your cremation.
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Sep 22, 2010
Sep 22, 2010 at 1:09 PM UTC
Your Cremation
If you were a corpse accepting cremation I would be the flame that lavishly licked your flesh, the heat, heaped for your hair on a pyre the last peril your boney body submits to, making the air all around stink of you. Forget the fact that you corrupt my mind, it’ll only work out if your thoughts stink of me. If for one second during your self worshipping, wistful stares into a mirror that drips a musty condensation that lingered from your skinny, **** torso after your morning shower, you stand there smile ******* yourself with puckered lips and un-dilated pupils, flirting with camera phone pixels you think to yourself; * Should I post me on myspace? Should I send a text message pic to myself? Should I forward it to that guy that I met to make him think that I’m burning for him?* If for that second I could be but that spark, an after thought flare that gets you to want more than what it is that you got, where would you go? With whom would you make yourself over? I’m waiting for the morning your ashes wake next to me; smoldered and spread out over my mattress and under my breath, and your eye lashes charred with clunky mascara crumble as you replay in your silly head the late mass I celebrated last night when I exhumed and inhaled that same condensation; Little taste droplets of you then exhaled from me to your golden tin flesh that burned you to ****** Because of my tempered tongue you cravingly bathed with, because of your hair I feverishly wrapped round my fists as my head altered and smoothed out from whiskey bounced waves of frivolous thrusts pulls releases, pushes twitches friction in perfect timed fashion between your radio antenna thin legs and your rib meat torso you forced my lips unto. That will be the night you will come. Yeah, that’s right SEE YOU MMM-hmmm, I will see you melt on that night. And it will be your cremation.
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(I) So concretey, these jungles but not like this Glass shards shoot up 45 stories only to have tarp covered markets populated by shouters Oh, Powerpuff Girls on backpacks one green one purple one pink And 10 dollar Gucci bags these people have it made Four blocks from the world stock exchange these people have it made (II) You ain't had won ton noodle soup Or chicken feet Or shrimp stuffed eggplant Or food from Chinese franchise Pizza Huts which happens to be an escargot joint What does that say about US? hopefully not much (III) Red taxis between every other car Double decker busses more common than city pigeons Still the city finds time for trees whiskery ents rising out of ancient volcanic soil You would think it's a city full of sin Seven million souls, what- that's higher than I can count It's not Everyone here is cute and wrinkly Confucian except for the young These people have it made (IV) In this city, you're expected to stay home with mom and dad As they get cute and wrinkly you're to return the love Confucian these people have it made 11 seated dinners these people have it made (V) Here in this ancient city the gravestones dot the hills coat the hills And then the cremation jars bury the hills (yes, they're dead) cough Here's how a Chinese name is structured: [family name] [given name] Confucianism and then these names fade too These people have it made but it's alright.
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Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 8:18 AM UTC
Hong Kong
white lotus now stung thrice by a self centered bee, could you ever forgive me? don’t say a prayer for me now, as three roller coaster trips down unknown uteruses await more skulls for that crescent bearer adorning a blue throat to wear as a garland as he waltzes his way through the raging funeral pyres of the cremation grounds in soul filled Varanasi © 2021
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Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 11:28 AM UTC
varanasi
While the sun pours over the early nightmarket An old woman sits, chewing Betel seed adrenaline into Wilting veins sprawled arachnid Behind her knees She, the center of all activity, is merely there A few children lift cinder blocks And their fathers solder wire To help put up the gate Before a white temple She spits a thick *** of it into Her *** a young woman nearby Pulls starfruit from a stall Starfruit, whose name should belong To the most elegant fruit, what a Pity it has such a wretched tang By now, the old woman is bobbing around Her murky mind, a betel juice Aquarium she can barely perceive the precision Of the cremation ceremony next door climaxing with The scattering of jasmine leaves To indicate mourning and forgiveness For untimely suicide and when the Cameraman approaches our old woman She spreads a numb smile, revealing her Black oily teeth Tarred over in betel juice
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Oct 30, 2010
Oct 30, 2010 at 4:26 AM UTC
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