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I had my first dream last night that you weren't in. not even a minor character, your ****** name wasn't even in the credits, let alone plastered across the sky in flashing lights like you want it to be. my first reality that you didn't belong in, and it was the most blissful peace that I can remember since we bathed in pools of cloud. I heard the first song that didn't make me think of you yesterday. the lyrics, for once, were just lyrics, not an embodiment of you and the things you do. guess what? it was coldplay. you always hated coldplay. this morning, I basked in the sun and didn't picture you coated in gold light beside me. I didn't look at the leaves adorning the trees and picture your face laughing beneath it. I didn't trace the plate lines of my palm and imagine the earthquake we used to create when yours collided with mine. I didn't eat new food that I wanted you to try and I didn't want to share the smallest details of my day with you. you may have won this poem, loverboy, but don't be too triumphant. your victory won't last long. it's the era of my new beginnings without you and I'm going to be just fine.
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Jun 10, 2018
Jun 10, 2018 at 8:04 AM UTC
the first poem not about you
Late nights at school Cheesy Goodness Surrounded By friends Listening to coldplay This is happiness
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 5:38 PM UTC
Pizza
JEFF the Brotherhood, Metric, and Phantogram FIDLAR, The Broken Social Scene, The Zac Brown Band King Khan and the Barbeque Show, Matt and Kim, Vampire Weekend, Creedence Clearwater Revival. Jimi Hendrix, The Flaming Lips, Artic Monkeys Florence + the Machine Death Cab for Cutie, Bon Iver, Band of Horses, Parlovr Kings of Leon, The Strokes, Yellow Ostrich, Cage the Elephant *** Pistols, The Ramones, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Bob Dylan Young the Giant, The ** Ugly Casanova, Modest Mouse, The Doors Coldplay, the Beatles, Led Zeppelin, The Rolling Stones Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Smashing Pumpkins Titus Andronicus, Bob Marley Queens of the Stone Age, Mana, The White Stripes: all gnarly
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Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 5:56 PM UTC
all gnarly
Sipping coffee, A break from the books, Coldplay's Gravity playing on loop, Peacefully lonesome, Read a Rumi quote, "don't feel lonely, the whole universe is inside you", Last sip of coffee, Didn't find you inside, Oh wait, you're there, Just a little deeper
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Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 2:30 AM UTC
Coffee Coldplay Rumi You
I think the end is mine to write (Cry For You, September) Tell me darlin’ where do we begin? (Feel Good Drag, AnBerlin) And if I die baby just know that I never got over you (Clocks Remix, Tito Lopez ft. Coldplay) I’ll never give myself to another like I gave it to you (Rehab, Rihanna) Cause anything worth my love is worth a fight (I’m Free, Kenny Loggins) You got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling (Sugar Sugar, Baby Bash ft. Frankie J) Why deny it? It cannot wait I’m yours (I Won’t Say I’m In Love, Hercules) (I’m Yours, Jason Mraz) Why don’t you sit right down and stay awhile? (Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?, She and Him) We can share a cigarette cause we’re both fools (Yesterday, Atmosphere) I can’t believe that’s what you said, I wonder am I sick? (Disco, Metro Station) And all of these emotions are pouring out of me (Soundtrack 2 My Life, KiD CuDi) Nothin’ heard nothin’ said, can’t even speak about it (Disturbia, Rihanna) Cause when a heart breaks, it don’t break even (Breakeven, The Script) I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore (The Fear, Lily Allen) And I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore (The Fear, Lilly Allen) Take me to all that we had, the good and the bad (Never Forget You, Lupe Fiasco ft. John Legend) These tears didn’t care, they just hung in the air and refuse to fall (Crooked Teeth, Death Cab For Cutie) This is the way it’s really going down, is this how we say goodbye? (What Goes Around, J.T.) Know that you could set the world on fire (Walking On Air, Kerl) If you are strong enough to leave your doubt (Walking On Air, Kerl) But baby, you make me better (You Make Me Better, Ne Yo ft. Fabulous) And it makes me feel so fine I can’t control my brain (Island in the Sun, Weezer) I keep on runnin’ and nothin’ helps, I can’t get away from you (Erase Me, KiD CuDi ft. Kanye West) We can’t rewind now, we’ve gone too far (The Internet Killed the Video Star, The Limousines) And all I could do was think about sleeping next to you (Reflections, Atmosphere) No matter where I am, no matter what I do, I’m always coming back home to you (Always Coming Back Home to You, Atmosphere)
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Apr 25, 2011
Apr 25, 2011 at 3:20 PM UTC
Poem of Lyrics
I think the end is mine to write (Cry For You, September) Tell me darlin’ where do we begin? (Feel Good Drag, AnBerlin) And if I die baby just know that I never got over you (Clocks Remix, Tito Lopez ft. Coldplay) I’ll never give myself to another like I gave it to you (Rehab, Rihanna) Cause anything worth my love is worth a fight (I’m Free, Kenny Loggins) You got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling (Sugar Sugar, Baby Bash ft. Frankie J) Why deny it? It cannot wait I’m yours (I Won’t Say I’m In Love, Hercules) (I’m Yours, Jason Mraz) Why don’t you sit right down and stay awhile? (Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?, She and Him) We can share a cigarette cause we’re both fools (Yesterday, Atmosphere) I can’t believe that’s what you said, I wonder am I sick? (Disco, Metro Station) And all of these emotions are pouring out of me (Soundtrack 2 My Life, KiD CuDi) Nothin’ heard nothin’ said, can’t even speak about it (Disturbia, Rihanna) Cause when a heart breaks, it don’t break even (Breakeven, The Script) I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore (The Fear, Lily Allen) And I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore (The Fear, Lilly Allen) Take me to all that we had, the good and the bad (Never Forget You, Lupe Fiasco ft. John Legend) These tears didn’t care, they just hung in the air and refuse to fall (Crooked Teeth, Death Cab For Cutie) This is the way it’s really going down, is this how we say goodbye? (What Goes Around, J.T.) Know that you could set the world on fire (Walking On Air, Kerl) If you are strong enough to leave your doubt (Walking On Air, Kerl) But baby, you make me better (You Make Me Better, Ne Yo ft. Fabulous) And it makes me feel so fine I can’t control my brain (Island in the Sun, Weezer) I keep on runnin’ and nothin’ helps, I can’t get away from you (Erase Me, KiD CuDi ft. Kanye West) We can’t rewind now, we’ve gone too far (The Internet Killed the Video Star, The Limousines) And all I could do was think about sleeping next to you (Reflections, Atmosphere) No matter where I am, no matter what I do, I’m always coming back home to you (Always Coming Back Home to You, Atmosphere)
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Somebody put Kylie Minogue on from the wall mounted touchscreen one-pound-a-go jukebox- Coldplay would've been better, but I should be so lucky- and the rising water in the Titanic's engine room of noise rose to a First Class stateroom chatter and Kate Winslet and the queue to the bar grew a little longer and then you walked in like a Sunday morning walk, one long stroll by a river edge or lake side, through a Westfield, Bluewater Meadowhall in one long rehearsed map move entrance dodging standing drinkers and their plus ones in Zara trench coats and Boden shawls, and you left a wake of wet forest and crumbling beachhead afternoons behind you as you walked on through the crowd to the pool table at the back where you watched *** after *** after pint after *** after we need more one pound coins to play more pool, and you went out for **** though you don't smoke yourself and you looked up into the mist because you're the kind that would find New York Stuart Little big: mostly building, building, building, window, balcony, bridge, statue and Central Park trees, and you walked back in with river eyes, your lids moving from cold back to behind-the-fridge, pub-room warm and they watered a little, Pacific blue sliding over eternal black; I think she's the kind that needs a lion tamer not an orchestra leader, but I've only got Petit Filous muscles and I had four raw eggs this morning and I'm still not as strong as I’d like to be, (put the baton down, Tim) a River Phoenix younger Harrison Ford stasis, one train wreck ride to remember, nowhere near the lion tamer you need. Kylie sings for the fifteenth time in a row, and the bar is past last orders though cash is pushed under for pints and you disappeared under bar light and then into the moonlight and now I'm sat grieving the Golden Retriever of The Nutshell in Bury St Edmunds this evening.
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 12:26 PM UTC
YOGURT FOR A HEART
Somebody put Kylie Minogue on from the wall mounted touchscreen one-pound-a-go jukebox- Coldplay would've been better, but I should be so lucky- and the rising water in the Titanic's engine room of noise rose to a First Class stateroom chatter and Kate Winslet and the queue to the bar grew a little longer and then you walked in like a Sunday morning walk, one long stroll by a river edge or lake side, through a Westfield, Bluewater Meadowhall in one long rehearsed map move entrance dodging standing drinkers and their plus ones in Zara trench coats and Boden shawls, and you left a wake of wet forest and crumbling beachhead afternoons behind you as you walked on through the crowd to the pool table at the back where you watched *** after *** after pint after *** after we need more one pound coins to play more pool, and you went out for **** though you don't smoke yourself and you looked up into the mist because you're the kind that would find New York Stuart Little big: mostly building, building, building, window, balcony, bridge, statue and Central Park trees, and you walked back in with river eyes, your lids moving from cold back to behind-the-fridge, pub-room warm and they watered a little, Pacific blue sliding over eternal black; I think she's the kind that needs a lion tamer not an orchestra leader, but I've only got Petit Filous muscles and I had four raw eggs this morning and I'm still not as strong as I’d like to be, (put the baton down, Tim) a River Phoenix younger Harrison Ford stasis, one train wreck ride to remember, nowhere near the lion tamer you need. Kylie sings for the fifteenth time in a row, and the bar is past last orders though cash is pushed under for pints and you disappeared under bar light and then into the moonlight and now I'm sat grieving the Golden Retriever of The Nutshell in Bury St Edmunds this evening.
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These are the songs I listen to while I cry and think about my beautiful sister and friend who I lost in July. What are your crying songs? 1. Consequence, The Notwist 2. Stuck on You, Lionel Richie 3. Hear You Me, Jimmy Eat World 4. Silence, Matisyahu 5. Drive, Ziggy Marley 6. Asleep, The Smiths 7. To Build a Home, The Cinematic Orchestra 8. Hallelujah, Jeff Buckley 9. Worry List, Blue October 10. Take a Little Time, Josh WaWa White 11. Ghost Towns, Radical Face 12. Kettering, The Antlers 13. Santa Monica Dream, Angus and Julia Stone 14. No One's Gonna Love You, Band of Horses 15. The Scientist, Coldplay 16. Fire and Rain, James Taylor 17. The District Sleeps Alone Tonight, Birdy 18. Yamaha, Delta Spirit 19. These Waters, Ben Howard 20. See You Soon, Coldplay 21. Unconditional Love, Tupac
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Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 3:01 PM UTC
Crying Playlist
It's a strange thing, Sadness. How it comes and goes. Happy one second Staring out the window the next. Listening to Coldplay While the tear slides down my cheek. So dramatic. I know. But it happens, All the time, When I ask myself, Why do I allow myself to be happy, When so much bad has happened?
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Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 8:27 PM UTC
Sadness
Every time I hear a song by them I catch myself... I stop everything I'm doing Listen to reassure myself "Yep that's them" Instantly my chest sinks I turn to stone But my heart aches The words paralyze me And I can't breathe And their songs play everywhere It's like this world WON'T let me forget you It's crazy how you still have this impact on me And you have no idea! Whatsoever How I feel
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Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 8:47 PM UTC
Coldplay
~~ *Tell me you love me~~ If you don't then lie ~~Lie to me*~~
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
Coldplay True Love
coldplay reminds me of your hands ridged deep like a cat tongue but unnaturally smooth at the same time. And hooded lids, that I liked to draw, eyebrows to rub and stipple my pinky with your eyelashes.
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Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 5:57 PM UTC
The Scientist.
he sings about fixing me i never knew there was a problem
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Feb 27, 2012
Feb 27, 2012 at 11:15 PM UTC
A thought on Coldplay
It was also TARDIS blue Dark Knight black Balloons Flying houses Hugs Falling asleep holding hands Staring at your lips Staring at my lips Sweeney Todd slicing necks Singing, singing, singing Coldplay Ed Ed Ed (writing with Taylor was the worst move he ever made) Opinion Laughter You're wrong You're wrong I'm sorry You're not sorry You're never sorry I love you Please don't I won't Doctor Who? Doctor Who.
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Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 4:40 PM UTC
Popular Culture
The best feeling iv'e ever got, cruising through the wet road's of Divine Dandeli, a touch of peppermint dew drops in my velvet cheeks, listening to 'paradise' by coldplay, a massage in the kali river by the gargling rafting waters, canoeing against the smooth surface forces, sure to give you a exquisite experience of love, and a course of pain in your shoulder, gives you a raft full of memories.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 1:58 PM UTC
Divine Dandeli
It's 1:45 AM I'll write a poem for you. I don't know what it's about. Maybe it's about something that happened to me recently. Maybe it's a reflection on a weird habit I need to change Like taking an eight-hour nap after work (why?) Or maybe it's just to fill in the blanks of my mind That I know will end up being used in a little bit For "Computer Love" Kraftwerk released it in 1981. Before **** sites and YouTube videos of girls kissing. Coldplay used the same melody for a 2005 song, "Talk". (Class it up, Chris Martin.) Now my little observation is done. And I can make a rendezvous with the Internet A data date.
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 2:55 AM UTC
Another Lonely Night
*(i'm 42% sure i don't exist.)* intensely greased plastic hair secondhand green day coldplay in the rain i love the sound that waxed paper deli sheets make and i could choke on a glassed reflection of celery salts and windex. *(i'm 42% sure i don't exist because when i look into my eyes i see someone else)* i'm not catholic and do not understand who st. peter is but i wonder if he won't let us into heaven because we're failures or if we're failures because he won't let us into heaven *(i'm 42% sure i don't exist and questioning how bad hell can really be.)* too quiet for a saturday i wrote the word decaf so many times i forgot how to spell it decaf decaf decaf decaf *(does decaf have two f's? because i don't have two f's to give anymore i mean i would but i can't even find vowels much less extra consonants)* when i was a child i always counted in mississippis now that i'm older i find myself counting in cappuccinos i dreamed my legs were bleeding and i remembered that they're not i want so badly just to sleep in a bag of crystallized ginger and swim in a mixing bowl of tasteless tea. *(i can't tell what's real anymore but i'm 42% sure that i am not.)*
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Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 5:44 PM UTC
42%
you are everything you are everyone you are every cliche you are the sun, you are the stifling heat that cannot be escaped you are valentines cards misdirected and misshaped, you are hotmail, you are myspace, you are my face, hungover and exhausted, you are lost kids, you are something that was fun, you are not getting shotgun, you are beer that's been in the sun too long, you are a sad song, that's not been made better, you are the hole in my sweater, or my pockets, you are the chalky sugar that's passed off as rockets, you are the first drummer of the beatles, you are evil, and i don't mean that jokingly, you are choking me, like turtlenecks, or high stake bets, made on the wrong team, you are what seems like a good idea at the time, you are past tense, you are jeans caught in the fence preventing teens from sneaking in, you are cold wind on a dry winter's day, you are Coldplay's last two albums, you are too much talcum powder you are convenience store flowers, you are forced, you are hoarse voices in place of song, you are wrong, you are the weakest link, you are outdated references, you are beverages, that have lost carbonation, you are hesitation that leads to regret, you are the new york mets, you are first impressions that i make on the elderly, you are Beverly Hills Chihuahua, you are foie gras, you are aqua and their music in my head, you are cold beds, warm beer, empty freezers, old tears, fake appeasers, new fears, you are the moments when it feels like no one's near, you are searching for Waldo for hours, you are any buildings "bigger" than the cn tower, you are fake, you are first date awkward silence, you are last date awkward silence, you are violence, you are hybrid suvs, you are bees, you are black flies, you are forgetting an event is black tie, you are something nice to forget, you are socks that are wet, you are the slow driver in the left lane, you are fame, you are fleeting seconds never to be recaptured, you are the man on the corner screaming about rapture, you are actors selling out, you are stains on a couch, you are lost remotes, you are failed attempts to save face, you are everything that has ever graced this time and space, here and above, you are everything, you are love...
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Jun 30, 2012
Jun 30, 2012 at 5:12 PM UTC
you are v. 2
you are everything you are everyone you are every cliche you are the sun, you are the stifling heat that cannot be escaped you are valentines cards misdirected and misshaped, you are hotmail, you are myspace, you are my face, hungover and exhausted, you are lost kids, you are something that was fun, you are not getting shotgun, you are beer that's been in the sun too long, you are a sad song, that's not been made better, you are the hole in my sweater, or my pockets, you are the chalky sugar that's passed off as rockets, you are the first drummer of the beatles, you are evil, and i don't mean that jokingly, you are choking me, like turtlenecks, or high stake bets, made on the wrong team, you are what seems like a good idea at the time, you are past tense, you are jeans caught in the fence preventing teens from sneaking in, you are cold wind on a dry winter's day, you are Coldplay's last two albums, you are too much talcum powder you are convenience store flowers, you are forced, you are hoarse voices in place of song, you are wrong, you are the weakest link, you are outdated references, you are beverages, that have lost carbonation, you are hesitation that leads to regret, you are the new york mets, you are first impressions that i make on the elderly, you are Beverly Hills Chihuahua, you are foie gras, you are aqua and their music in my head, you are cold beds, warm beer, empty freezers, old tears, fake appeasers, new fears, you are the moments when it feels like no one's near, you are searching for Waldo for hours, you are any buildings "bigger" than the cn tower, you are fake, you are first date awkward silence, you are last date awkward silence, you are violence, you are hybrid suvs, you are bees, you are black flies, you are forgetting an event is black tie, you are something nice to forget, you are socks that are wet, you are the slow driver in the left lane, you are fame, you are fleeting seconds never to be recaptured, you are the man on the corner screaming about rapture, you are actors selling out, you are stains on a couch, you are lost remotes, you are failed attempts to save face, you are everything that has ever graced this time and space, here and above, you are everything, you are love...
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You remind me of Coldplay's song Yellow It brings me to a different atmosphere I don't know why I suddenly want to hug you talk to you or hang out with you I know that I can't do all of that Because I'm too much of a wuss to do that And I'm just another girl That you can't love or like But I keep on telling to myself That the stars are shining for me
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 10:50 AM UTC
Yellow
Give me a mountain top and a rain drop. All the clouds in the sky. Nothing, though, ever, ever, will make me feel any different.
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Jan 11, 2013
Jan 11, 2013 at 1:47 PM UTC
I'm Listening to Coldplay (but that's irrelevant)
1. Coldplay 2. football 3. *** 4. trust 5. my openness to others 6. Dean Martin 7. Christmastime 8. hockey 9. late nights 10. my belief that there are caring people out there
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Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 5:37 PM UTC
ten things you ruined
He was afraid that if she closed her eyes they would never open again She was always tired these days, her smile stunted, the crinkling in her eyes when she laughed, foreshadowed by the tears, Like rain droplets underneath which they danced at 3 pm in the Missouri crossings, And after the luminous laughs shared and warmth shared between their lips came her sickness, closer than ever, threatening to force them apart Fever always forced her way inside her head, and cough rented her lungs paying the rent in the form of monthly hospital trips He always held her hand, kissing the back of her palm, clutching it harder than an addicts grip on white powder, They diagnosed her with tuberculosis, her lungs, breathed out melodies of Coldplay and Laura marling for him when the night felt too long,                               Now they breathed in his pain, his fear of losing her to darkness. Her sunken pale face, wishing on anything and everything that proves to be lucky, an eyelash, sight of a black car when driving underneath train on a bridge, Crossing fingers to survive through this nightmare that has sketched its outline,                                                                                                   And filled its grey shades in their lives. He cocoons his body around her in the white bed, her fragile body, connected with an I-V, they could have been a beautiful butterfly, but destiny stunted their growth She just wants to close her eyes to wish, for the last time, to be able to see his face every day for the rest of the eternity,                        But he is afraid that if she closes her eyes, she might never open them again.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 2:14 PM UTC
He was afraid that if she closed her eyes they would never open again.
He was afraid that if she closed her eyes they would never open again She was always tired these days, her smile stunted, the crinkling in her eyes when she laughed, foreshadowed by the tears, Like rain droplets underneath which they danced at 3 pm in the Missouri crossings, And after the luminous laughs shared and warmth shared between their lips came her sickness, closer than ever, threatening to force them apart Fever always forced her way inside her head, and cough rented her lungs paying the rent in the form of monthly hospital trips He always held her hand, kissing the back of her palm, clutching it harder than an addicts grip on white powder, They diagnosed her with tuberculosis, her lungs, breathed out melodies of Coldplay and Laura marling for him when the night felt too long,                               Now they breathed in his pain, his fear of losing her to darkness. Her sunken pale face, wishing on anything and everything that proves to be lucky, an eyelash, sight of a black car when driving underneath train on a bridge, Crossing fingers to survive through this nightmare that has sketched its outline,                                                                                                   And filled its grey shades in their lives. He cocoons his body around her in the white bed, her fragile body, connected with an I-V, they could have been a beautiful butterfly, but destiny stunted their growth She just wants to close her eyes to wish, for the last time, to be able to see his face every day for the rest of the eternity,                        But he is afraid that if she closes her eyes, she might never open them again.
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Forget me, erase me, ignore me, delete me, hate me, despise me, reject me, dislike me, hurt me, **** me, regret me, destest me, just eliminate me from your mind heart soul, there's no you and me, never will be never could be, I'm free you're controlled I'm freedom you're stability simple case closed done deal I'm hurt we didn't work, but things will stay the same, there will never be a "you and me"
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May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 10:01 PM UTC
Coldplay - Yellow
There was once a boy who almost drowned inside his own self pity and doubt. But if you could ever get him to smile, he would sit in his car and whistle a while. He whistled Coldplay, he whistled Muse, he whistled notes only birds could use. He whistled the sweetest, saddest songs, that made you wish you could sing along. There was a time that came one day when I sent that whistling boy away. He almost drowned, but then he was saved by the only girl that made him cave. So when he came back, there I met him, there, in his car, with the lights all dim. And there he played his Muse and Coldplay And there he whistled until the end of his days. It reminded me of how life should be, a sweet and complicated melody. He taught me to whistle, the best gift of all a gift I can always quickly recall. I realized then that we'd always be friends, until he whistled no more at the end. But for now, we'll sit and whistle a while, I'll do my best to get him to smile. I look forward to when I see him soon, so he can whistle to me life's beautiful tune.
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Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 8:19 PM UTC
The Whistler
‘Let’s do a Sam, Patrick and Charlie,’ (Do I even have to tell you that I’m always in-yes with you?) ‘What’s our tunnel song?’ Click. Radio music filling the car. You tell me over the music that You don’t want a tunnel song Because Why have one song when we Can have a playlist of it? Our tunnel playlist starts with:                                                          **01. young blood—the naked and the famous: you’ll keep my secrets                                                                                   hope to die/promise and swear it to the sky.                                                          02. love somebody—maroon 5: and if I fall for you/ I’ll never recover                                                          03. lego house—ed sheeran: and I’ll surrender up my heart /                                                                                           and swap it for yours                                                          04. animal—neon trees: what are you waiting for? / take a bite of my                                                                                            heart tonight                                                          05. yellow—coldplay: do you know? / you know I love you so                                                          06. i need you now—lady antebellum: and I wonder if I ever cross                                                                                              your mind / for me it happens all the time                                                          07. lightning—the wanted: how many times do I fly through your                                                                                   headspace / now it’s speeding away from a safe place** I don’t even like half of the songs The radio played but it was Perplexing how I find a Line or two of it To keep track of My feelings. ‘Do you see it?’ You gesture at the road. I recalled that bit of Charlie’s letter. Omitted bits of it and filled it with some As lightning—the wanted starts to fade And another song plays, ‘I like this song,’ I tell you ‘I like it, too.’ **and if you only die once/ i wanna die with you** ‘Let’s hit the notes,’ —fingers drumming on the wheel I finger snap occasionally. When the song ended, we have The same answer for the same question: ‘Do you feel infinite?’
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 9:43 AM UTC
V.
‘Let’s do a Sam, Patrick and Charlie,’ (Do I even have to tell you that I’m always in-yes with you?) ‘What’s our tunnel song?’ Click. Radio music filling the car. You tell me over the music that You don’t want a tunnel song Because Why have one song when we Can have a playlist of it? Our tunnel playlist starts with:                                                          **01. young blood—the naked and the famous: you’ll keep my secrets                                                                                   hope to die/promise and swear it to the sky.                                                          02. love somebody—maroon 5: and if I fall for you/ I’ll never recover                                                          03. lego house—ed sheeran: and I’ll surrender up my heart /                                                                                           and swap it for yours                                                          04. animal—neon trees: what are you waiting for? / take a bite of my                                                                                            heart tonight                                                          05. yellow—coldplay: do you know? / you know I love you so                                                          06. i need you now—lady antebellum: and I wonder if I ever cross                                                                                              your mind / for me it happens all the time                                                          07. lightning—the wanted: how many times do I fly through your                                                                                   headspace / now it’s speeding away from a safe place** I don’t even like half of the songs The radio played but it was Perplexing how I find a Line or two of it To keep track of My feelings. ‘Do you see it?’ You gesture at the road. I recalled that bit of Charlie’s letter. Omitted bits of it and filled it with some As lightning—the wanted starts to fade And another song plays, ‘I like this song,’ I tell you ‘I like it, too.’ **and if you only die once/ i wanna die with you** ‘Let’s hit the notes,’ —fingers drumming on the wheel I finger snap occasionally. When the song ended, we have The same answer for the same question: ‘Do you feel infinite?’
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I would say I miss you, But that would be a lie right, same as the lies of “you’re beautiful” and “I love you” coming out of the lips of men I poured everything into but those were my mistake to mull over. My past for me to dissect. And the hurtful things I told myself, I could take, I was never as cruel to disguise judgement for caring. There was only so much hurt one person could carry, only so many times I could be cut open by one person and stitched back up to hear them say they fixed me. How many times you’d say you’d fixed me, like I was broken? Like my flaws were factory defects but it was fine, you’d accept me cause you knew you could fix me? The way you’d make it sound like were a Coldplay song. Like the lyrics and you holding my hand could put back together the pieces of a fragile girl torn apart by too many people. You, my savior, put me in cage, reminded me I could not be trusted to make my own choices, because this naive girl had fallen for too many sweet promises and had bad judgment when making my mistakes and you had to come in and fix me. Like I was a broken car and you a mechanic. Like you came in to sweep me off my feet with duct tape and hot glue. My hero. Came on his white horse to fix me and I’d fall at your feet because after all, you’d put in all the work, right? You put effort into fixing something no one would love anyways. Something that wasn’t yours to fix in the first place and I’m supposed to be grateful? That you remind me who was there to pick up the pieces of every broken heart? That you remind me I’m not good enough, not smart enough to see when someone is lying to me, to see when I’m being played, but they my mistakes to make. After all, it was me, crying, alone, throwing up in a McDonald’s bathroom, surviving, putting myself back together and you sweeping in to take all the credit for my work and I’m supposed to apologize for not loving you back the way you put effort into fixing me?
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Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 2:48 AM UTC
For the Toxic Nice Guy
I would say I miss you, But that would be a lie right, same as the lies of “you’re beautiful” and “I love you” coming out of the lips of men I poured everything into but those were my mistake to mull over. My past for me to dissect. And the hurtful things I told myself, I could take, I was never as cruel to disguise judgement for caring. There was only so much hurt one person could carry, only so many times I could be cut open by one person and stitched back up to hear them say they fixed me. How many times you’d say you’d fixed me, like I was broken? Like my flaws were factory defects but it was fine, you’d accept me cause you knew you could fix me? The way you’d make it sound like were a Coldplay song. Like the lyrics and you holding my hand could put back together the pieces of a fragile girl torn apart by too many people. You, my savior, put me in cage, reminded me I could not be trusted to make my own choices, because this naive girl had fallen for too many sweet promises and had bad judgment when making my mistakes and you had to come in and fix me. Like I was a broken car and you a mechanic. Like you came in to sweep me off my feet with duct tape and hot glue. My hero. Came on his white horse to fix me and I’d fall at your feet because after all, you’d put in all the work, right? You put effort into fixing something no one would love anyways. Something that wasn’t yours to fix in the first place and I’m supposed to be grateful? That you remind me who was there to pick up the pieces of every broken heart? That you remind me I’m not good enough, not smart enough to see when someone is lying to me, to see when I’m being played, but they my mistakes to make. After all, it was me, crying, alone, throwing up in a McDonald’s bathroom, surviving, putting myself back together and you sweeping in to take all the credit for my work and I’m supposed to apologize for not loving you back the way you put effort into fixing me?
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