I see the pain in your face.....
But the tears are in my eyes.
I see the blade in your hands....
But the cuts are on my wrist.
I see all the pain in you.....
But feel it all in me.

You said I was worthless.
That wish u could go back to the act.
And get less drunk and unsmoke that joint
Maybe I would be less of a nuceuse if I would have been born in a another life.
Different mother. And a more involved father. An a+ student and no scars on my wrist to show the pain in chest. Broken hearted and opened scars. Sometimes I think being worthless to you insisnt so bad because then sleep could be forever and life so much prettier.

Life,
Feeling really dull,
Can't cut through it like a butter knife,
Every second I sink into this hole,
See all people but Im a low life,
Pain to strong as it takes a tole,
Cut so deep,
Can't get away from this pull,
To scared to get up and take a leap......

Falling into sorrow,
Might call it quits tomorrow,
there is a light that I follow,
insomnia like an owl,
**** up the pain like a towel,
Every turn in life is like a foul.....
Life,
Life,
Time to face facts,
Like a video game I need hacks,
Got all my boys backs,
But they all seem to slack,
Weight heavy like Shaq,
Life,
Life,
Seeing the upside,
Anger so tame,
No reason to hide,
Everyone in such shame,
Wishing they were on my side,
Sitting with all the fame,
At the top now and never really tried,
Wish you all could have came,
But all of you lied,
Now I know it was all a game.

Life

Pain,
Pain,
Pain,
Oh how bad my hand is in pain.
I wonder if he asked the lord to go in vain,
All this pain is really the same,
But all these people put me too blame,  
The pain is mental and physical,
My mental well being is already a stray,
Everyone hates me is that okay?
The physical pain is not real,
It honestly feels like I'm in a game,
This happiness I no longer feel,
What I feel is anger that you can't tame,
Ima leave it at this
When you love and loose your heart gets a seal,
An unbreakable seal,
Ima love this world with my life,
And kiss the world like its my wife.
But I might end this pain with a slice from a knife.
Not self harm because I'm still living my life.

love,
love,
Your heart fits mine like a glove,
I'm going to put you on top,
Way way above,
My love for you will never stop,
We will fly away like one dove,
I wanna fly away,
But at the same time I need to stay,
Love me forever,
Or hate me for now,
Your heart is my pleasure,
Time for us to connect when I say this vow,
My love for you is like wow.