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V liv Nov 2018

I love you                                                                                        I hate you
I miss you                                                                                       Stay away
I need you                                                                                        I'm okay
I crave you                                                                               I am fulfilled
Your smile                                                                               Manipulation
Your laugh                                                                                    Your lies
That voice                                                                                       That yell
Those eyes                                                                              That grimace
Come back                                                                                   Goodbye
Unbreakable                                                                               Inevitable

Just the beginning. I'll never get over it unless I write it all down so here it comes.

#love #broken #left #abandoned #young #stupid #life #bestfriend #lover #manipulation

V liv Nov 2018

How I Feel

Find an outlet
Release your soul

#emotions #outlet #release #soul #letgo #cry #love #smile #sing

V liv Nov 2018

Yearn

Yearning
to be something i'm not
to be someone i'm not
Artistic
what does that mean
does it mean I can articulate my feelings
beautifully
does it mean I can sing
or dance
or rhyme
or cry
or read
or breathe
or love
beautifully?
I don't think I can
how sad
that i'm not artistic
how sad

#artistic #sad #mediocre #trying #notgoodenough #articulate #dance #cry #read #love

V liv Nov 2018

You can bring your friends

What friends?
All I have is myself.
Or a broken shell of her.

#alone #isolation #broken #notthesame #friends #relocation #shell #introvert #extrovert

V liv Nov 2018

Infatuation

What do I feel for you
Is it nothing
Is it everything
Have I fallen
Or have I found a way to plug up this hole he left behind
I want you
That way
The way that makes our hearts pound
And your cheeks flush
I know that
I think that
But do I want you
The other way?
The way that makes my heart swell
And my mind rush
I don't know
I can't even type your name
I can't even bare for it to be true
How I feel for you
Because I know
I know that I know
you don't feel it
you won't feel it
Whatever it is
If it is anything
I know.

#love #rejection #unsure #infatuation #passion #feelings #heart #soul #temporary #fling

V liv Nov 2018

Responsibility

I just want to cry
and die
But I cant
cry
or die
I have **** to do

#responsibility #life #busy #stress #cry #die #pushthrough

V liv Nov 2018

Fam

Happy
At-last
At-least
For now
With them
Family

#family #happy #love #moments #littlemoments #temporary #everlasting