Sleep is so peaceful
Life is so bitter

If this car crashed right now
I would die
But the other people in this car don't deserve to die
If I were to jump out of this car right now
I would die
But the other people in this car don't deserve that guilt
So I sit
I stay in this car and I will be in this car for the rest of my mediocre life

I'm a user.
I hurt people.
I play with people.
They aren't toys to be held.
They aren't games to be played.
They do have feelings.
I am worth having feelings for .
It isn't just a joke.
Not everyone is out to get me.
Why can't I understand that.