My seasonal crushes
Are like the changing days,
Here to make my heart beat
While they come out to play.
My seasonal rushes
Always fade away,
I'll remember them
Even if they aren't here to stay.

I loved winter for so long
For his pure glow.
Looked like a blanket
But he was cold snow.
So much time thinking I belonged,
Still it never felt right
To keep something
As only a glittery sight.

Then came summer.
Felt good to melt my cold bones.
And what a stark difference
That I didn't feel so alone.
He was fiery *******.
Gave me a sunburn to call a tan,
Got a heatstroke and realized
I needed a fan.

Autumn is beautiful leaves,
Like the ones he rolls and smokes.
Mellow and no extreme,
Easy personality to take and soak.
Autumn is beautiful but leaves,
Never sure where to expect him,
All I could know was that
I'd see him every now and then.

Spring, you are so sweet.
I never minded April showers
When you are so warm and clean,
So I could talk to you for hours.
You're really hard to beat.
You are a possibility.
My here and now,
A different probability.

I've got some stories
So spread the word.
Things I never knew I did,
It's those rumors you heard.

What all have I done?
Let's hear a few.
Now I'm a leading lady
And, babe, you're a star too.

Now shame on me, I'm caught.
Cause now my pants are on fire.
All my life, I told the truth,
So now call me a liar.

And doesn't word travel fast
When some lady calls me a brat.
No, I don't know her from Adam,
But she says I should be slapped.

A psychiatrist I've never met
Says I'm absolutely crazy.
"Get on medication, get help"
Because that isn't a little shady?

And others write me lines,
Where are they hiding in the dark?
Someone told the hungry fans
I would have *** in a water park.

Guess I'm a ***** now right?
Now I'm assigned the part of slutty.
But no one cares that backstage,
Someone's trying to sabotage me.

Now my life has some fan fiction,
So I hope you enjoyed my show.
This isn't end, but let's watch
Roses and my reputation get thrown.