The hardest thing to hear is that things are not the same
Time moves forward, people move on, and no one is to blame
I wish we could go back because I miss those days
Where everyone stuck together and didn’t go their own ways
But it was meant to happen and I wish I could turn back time
Where we could be ourselves and be free in our utmost prime
I will forever cherish the memories and wish I got to say
the memories I made with you is why I am who I am today

We are the canvas

The memories we make are the paint strokes

At last I see the painting that has formed

And this picture is not worth a thousand words

Only three

I love you

Put in the work for you
I’m not talking about for yourself
I’m talking about the you that drowns in thoughts
I’m talking about the you that feels empty
I’m talking about the you that is unfulfilled
I’m talking about the you that is constantly depressed
Get up and just ******* do it for you

I remember the days when you inspired me to write
And now I’m stuck with this thought that keeps me up at night
Am I happy with her or did I just settle
She is a magnet but I’m the wrong metal
I like adventure, I like nature, and I like the city
And it ***** when she doesn’t laugh even though I was just kidding
I love to joke so I can make people smile
But she makes it seem like I said something vile
Is it just my jokes and how I tells
Because I only get that response from her and nobody else
I wish things went differently but life took me here
But the thought of where I am has brought a lot of fear

one day, our love will come to an end
And if we stay together we will have to pretend
We will fake our love and it will cause us pain
Our minds will not be able to handle and we will go insane
I care about you and want you to have a happy life
But I’m all honesty I don’t see you becoming my wife
You and I are different people with different paths
And if I could I would change the past
Change it so that I spent more time on me
And not worry about monogamy
My strongest desire became my ultimate demise
And it’s only cause I couldnt see it in your eyes
One day I will leave you and pursue what was meant for me
But for right now I will push off my destiny

If I had the chance I would redo it all
I would stop myself so I wouldn’t fall
See all my decisions have been a step closer to the edge
And recently it feels like I’m looking over the ledge
I lost my friends and I lost myself
To pursue a career by virtue of wealth
My desires have made me who I am
But my wants have brought me closer to my end
If I could go back in time and change it all
I would make so that I drive into a wall
And leave a message to everyone to read
I’m sorry for failing you and not being able to succeed

Let’s take a walk and step outside the mind
There is more to discover, there is more to find
What are we? Why are we here?
Are questions with answers that are not quiet clear
The past is the collection of memories that are already gone
And the future are memories that are still yet to come
I missed the train of thought cause I forgot my ticket
So loud but unseen like Chirping cricket
So take my hand let’s see what is unseen
Just Make sure you don’t get lost in the world of dream

Don't forget you only have a limited time

Don't forget breaking the laws of the universe is the only crime

Don't forget to taste the sweetness of some candy

Don't forget that everything can, in its own way, be handy

Don't forget to think outside the box

Don't forget that you once had chicken pox

Don't forget that no one can control who you are

Don't forget that you have made it this far

Don't forget action speaks louder than words

Don't forget that sheep stay together in herds

Don't forget to play and win your prizes

Don't forget beauty comes in different shapes and sizes

Don't forget the present will soon be the past

Don't forget everything is not made to last

Don't forget to feel all the emotions on the scale

Don't forget not all criminals go to jail

Don't forget to fall in love and find a wife

But most importantly don't forget to live your life

We started off as strangers but that didn't last so long
Everything was so right but the timing was wrong
And through thick and thin we tried to make it last
But we saw the turtle and tried to make it fast
The memories were made and written in our own secret book
But now I can't even open it just to sneak another look
Everyone knows you can't erase what's written in pen
And the sad truth is that we are strangers once again

This is for you
This poem is for you my dear
A sweet little gesture to dry your next tear
Someone like you should always keep this in mind
That a gem like you is so rare to find
Even the finest jeweler would mark you priceless
You shine so bright I'm blinded by brightness
Your company is the most beautiful use of time
You make me lost for words that I become a mime
So I know your day might not be going so great
I wrote this to make it better but I have to run cause I'm running late

White roses and a box of kisses
Is the perfect present for my missus

A candle lit dinner and a bottle of wine
Is the perfect mixture to lose track of time

An unspoken love and unspoken desire
Are the ingredients that true love require

A comfy bed and a spark of ecstasy
Is the perfect duo when you lay next to me

Let's speak with our eyes and try not to say
That I wouldn't want anyone else on Valentine's Day.

I hope all is well for you
I hope your finally getting over the man who mistreated you
I hope you realized how good of a singer you are
I hope you see that one day you could be a star
I hope for the best in all that you do
Cause I still regret not fighting for you

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you
I wish I could tell you I want to be with you
I wish I could show you all the poems I wrote drunk
I wish I could tell you that it wasn't you and I was a punk
I took you for granted and I can't live it down
It seems to have become common that I wake up with a frown
But one day all will better and I will be filled joy
But for now I will continue to be a heartbroken boy

It has been a while since I got close to the fire
Last time I tried I burned myself and lost my desire
But you glow differently and that's what draws me in
The warmth and comfort, I couldn't resist this sin
As I got closer the feeling became more intense
A flame so hot I had began to lose my sense
I could feel each molecule bouncing of my finger
Then I felt a tingle and boy did it linger
An excruciating pain that I had felt once before
I burned myself again and lost my desire once more

Am I the only one who wants something real
Something passed *** that the heart can feel
I want to look into someone's eyes and feel cocoons hatch
And feel them take flight as they begin to dispatch
I want to hold someone's hand and feel my heart race
I want say the right words to see the blush on her face
I want time to feel meaningless when I'm with her
I want day and night to mix so it becomes a blur
I want get high and feel like we have the same vibe
I want to have the love you just can't describe

Time stops when our stars align
It was you and I and the New York skyline
The day we took a trip to the concrete jungle
The times when life wasn't all jumbled
We walked through the streets with out a care
The only worry we had was to pay the bus fare
The sun shined bright and set so smooth
A perfect day in the city only time could prove
The Stars moved in order as they began to align
And it was at very moment I felt the halt of time

Let's stay up and feel the calmness of earth
Let's stay up and talk to see how much time is worth
Let's stay up and say good morning to the sun
Let's stay up and say that the day has begun
Let's stay up and watch as the moon goes away
Let's stay up and forget about all the stress of the day
Let's stay up and notice the beauty of peace
Let's stay up and walk in the middle of the streets
Let's stay up so we don't have to sleep the night away
Cause the moment you wake up it begins another day

It's crazy to think that we actually don't know anything.
Well let me rephrase that so it doesn't sound so intense.
We only know something by how we interpret it.
Therefore, our knowledge is 100% dependent on our interpretations.
Unfortunately not all of us interpret everything the same way.
So how do we actually know if we know what something is?
Now there's a lot of exceptions to this like math and science because they do not depend on my interpretation.
But history is very much interpreted by others.
And not just the history of man but the history of the universe.
We seem to forget that we lack the ability to actually understand the nature of universe in general.
We know the how, the what, the where, but not the why.
We do know physics and math and all but those are all elements that are encompassed by the universe.
This is just like how I don't say that you're squamous epithelial cells or a cerbeal cortex. These things are just found in the human body. They don't actually say anything about the character of a human.
We as humans seem to just interpret everything as we journey through our lives
And get so caught up in believing we are supposed to be living our lives to work for money so we can buy the necessities for our survival.
However, that's beyond the scope of what I'm trying to say. We fail to see that the universe is a working system just like the human system.
The universe has a personality and that personality is different for everyone. Just like how you act different to different people in your life.
Now, in order to have a good life you have to be kind to the universe.
We know the most simple way is just do the right thing and be kind to people and treat people with kindness.
I feel like all religions try to say this but they go over board with it.
We can be on the track to world peace if we all just understood that being nice to everything brings a pleasant response.
I think that's the universe's way of telling you that you're living life correctly.

When she sings I'm taken away
Her voice so mellifluous it leaves me with nothing so say
The emotion in her voice touches my heart like the sun touches land while it sets
And every note she hits makes you forget about your regrets
It is as if the most beautiful angel sung the most beautiful melody
While you were in the most beautiful setting making the most beautiful memory
Her voice is farther than the farthest
But that's because her voice is the voice of the artist

Something everyone forgets is that the purpose of life is to be happy
People seem to lose the secret ingredient for their own Krabby patty
We get lost in our memories and they eat us alive
But we fail to realize that memories feed us to die
To live a happy life is frankly quiet simple
Get rid of negativity like an unwanted pimple
Keep around those who were there in your low
They helped feed the seed and watched you grow
They saw your pedals fill with vibrant color
They know by your tone when your life gets Duller
Live everyday and try to become a better you
Always set a goal to get your letter through
See Life goes by and is filled with lessons
Something you should remember is that time is of the Essence

The girl that brought me back
Is the girl that put me back on track
She is the girl that helped me move on from the past
And helped me realize that it was not meant to last
She helped me realize better women are in the world
And I should date someone that thinks like a woman not a girl
The girl that brought me back longs for her knight to save her day
And to scoop her up and take her away
To far magical palace where she is his queen
And the grass on the other side is the same shade of green
She needs her prince, she knows that is something she may lack
Maybe just maybe her prince is the boy she brought back

She was toxic but it was my own dose of poison
A cold hearted ***** but it is satisfying to touch what's frozen
She had the mind of a criminal and found the way to my heart
Then stole it and ran away just because she is smart
See she had no heart to begin with so she wanted mine
So she waited for me to fall for her... It was just a matter of time
But The day will come where she returns my heart because she feels like waste
Only to find out that my heart has been replaced

The last day in town and oh how I was filled with sorrow
The thoughts consumed my mind that I won't see her tomorrow
So we went to the restaurant that I took her to for Valentine's Day
My mouth was filled with words and memories I never got to say
It was a beautiful night the stars were in my favor
After dinner we went for ice cream and since I've never tasted that flavor
But out of the blue her phone rang and her parents needed her home
We talked about how we will live in Paris Italy and Rome
I met her parents that day something i didn't expect
I acted very polite,quiet and with the utmost respect
So the night ended and she walked me out of her house
I still remember she had trouble picking her orange dress or a blue blouse
I told her never forget me and I kissed her... Which was kinda dareish
But I wish I got to say the words "this is a moment that I will cherish"

When we have our late night talks
We seem to forget what's written on the clocks
We get consumed with the stories that we say
And we anticipate another talk later on some other day
At the peak of night when everyone is in a slumber
We pretend our problems seized to exist like an imaginary number
We talk about life and the lack of genuine souls
And how we live with people that are monsters and trolls
So life moves forward as we shift our gear
But never forget the late night talks we had our freshman year

I wake up in the morning and get myself ready
Then I put on the mask with a fake smile and pretend everything is steady

When I was chasing you I felt that everything I did would take me one step closer to you

And as aspected each step led me straight to you

Now since we have broken up every day feels like I'm walking one step away from you

Sooner or later you'll blend into my horizon

And one day I will look into my horizon and not even realize how far I've walked from you

If that plane leaves the ground
And you're not with him
You'll regret it
Maybe not today
Maybe not tomorrow
But soon
And for the rest of your life

It's that point that you just don't give a **** anymore
Cause you realized you spend your days wondering about someone
And they spend their days as if you never existed

I write these poem as way to speak to you
But to my irony i keep these poems to myself
I also keep my feelings to myself
Because the last time I let them out
I only brought half of them back
The other half are with you
And I'm scared if i will lose all my feelings
And I'll be as empty as the bottle sitting on my table top

Herr had a wonderful date with destiny
But little did he know that he was dancing with the devil

If it's not the worst
one of the worst feelings in the world is falling asleep with a broken heart.

Before I dose off to my slumber
I want to address your minds hunger
Before I give you food for your thought
Just keep in my mind what you learn is not always taught
Before I let you enter my endless train
I want you to know I went through a lot of pain
For you to understand by when I say
She changes like the week and it's day
Now let me tell you the secret to how to change
May your vision and thoughts have an endless range
So don't worry if you know you can't do it
Cause the ones who discourage you didn't go through it

I hope i cut so deep into that day
That it leaves a scar
And every year the date passes by
You think of me

His poetic handles played the notes in beautiful synchronization
Black key white key white key black key
It was his only way to escape the never ending maze he called life
The notes ringing with such a pleasant tone
Even those who were deaf couldn't resist
His hands crafted songs while his heart thought of the rhythm
The rhythm of their love
A love that did not last longer than the song he wrote for her

When we fell in love
We gave each other our hearts
I kept yours safe with me
While you played with mine and broke it
Now that we parted it makes sense that
I can't stop thinking about you cause I have your heart
And You became heartless from breaking a heart

Do you want to hear the truth?
I still think about us
In fact I think about us everynight
You are constantly in my thoughts and my dreams
I'm obsessed with everything you're not
Yet I can't seem to imagine being with anyone else
What's worse is that If I had the chance to talk to you again
My body would beg for you but I would say
we aren't meant to be

The relationship lasted a month
The break up took a second
But the thoughts are never ending

Dear god,
I want to know how she's doing
I want to go back to when I was happy with her
The butterflies in my stomach
The racing of my heart
The nervousness in my voice
I want hold her again so badly
I want to kiss her soft lips
I want to get into the fights
I want to tell her she was right
Right about how if we dated our friendship would stop
Right about how she wasn't the girl for me
Right about how I should enjoy college without her
Cause if there's one thing she taught me
Is that I need to focus on my identity
And for that
I want to give thanks to her
For if it wasn't for her i wouldn't be me.
And for that one beautiful month I am forever grateful
Love,
Vimal

I guess it's ok
That I spend the lowest points of my life
...High.

Sometimes I like to think
But this thought made me realize
That we are
Eventually becomes we were

The girl with the emerald eyes
Is the girl who can see through your lies
She is the girl who can unmask your disguise
And show you what you have yet to realize
Layer by layer she will peel and peel
Her beauty exceeds past the realm of unreal
Shy but strong
the girl with the emerald eyes can see past your  wrong
With vision so perfect she is never blinded by love
Her heart searches for the knight in shining armor sent from above
To sweep her up and carry her to a castle
Somewhere fancy where the demask curtains have gold tassels
I hope she sees what I hide to say with my general lies
Just be careful you don't get lost in her emerald eyes

Even though you weren't in my life for the longest time
You taught me a lesson I'll remember for an eternity

It's funny I wonder why I loved you so
Cause that night I told you I drove drunk looking for you
You were no where to show
Shows how much you actually cared for me
So close to death, so blinded by love but now I have some clarity
Who i once thought was the girl of my dreams turned out to be a nightmare
A heartless girl who if lost a best friend might not care
I like to believe that I didn't lose you Rather you lost me
Cause I lost all respect for you when You didn't stop me when I drove drunk and didn't care what it  would've cost me

I would like to say I'm fine but that's a lie
I would like to say I don't think about us every night  before I sleep but that's a lie
I would like to say that I don't drink and smoke excessively to forget you but that's a lie
I would like to say the thought of us doesn't haunt me every waking moment of my life but that's lie
I would like to say it was my fault that we ended but the truth is I don't want to lie

I chased you and ended up with a broken heart
Then I stopped chasing you
And started chasing my dreams
And looked back only to notice
you started chasing me
And Realized I'm ahead of you

I sit here drowning in thoughts of us
Helplessly screaming for your attention
Only to realize you were never there
And so i stop and relax
And float, then swim back to shore

they say time is the best medicine
isn't it ironic that a doctor has the most patients

Once a friend
Then a best friend
Then a girlfriend
Unfortunately an ex girlfriend
And now a shadow
That follows me wherever
I go

No matter how far i am
And no matter how sad you get
Just remember one thing
I feel like the luckiest man
Just to have You in my life