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theblndskr Sep 2015
Oh! sprinkle those magic dust
As I close these misty eyes.
Let me dream big, offshore
Beyond galaxies galore!
Show me! The limit
As I fall, from the clouds...
As the stars dissolve,
While I grab them tight...
As the earth circles fast,
In a point, STOPS.
All afloat, stared in fear.
S L O W
. . .  D E A F E N I N G   M O T I O N . . .
Making gravity stick
In diameter line.
Dividing grounds in two.

"Tis luck I got, facing the sky
while you, No! the ground...
"

Wanna live mid-ground, mid-sky.
But to see, while looking down on you,
I stabbed my self, killing
My dreams halfway, wasted.
theblndskr Feb 2016
Echoes of life-ruined tempos,
Lightning flashes, retrospect
Ghostly trees keen, peeking
Beyond thick fog enclosing.

Nimbus clouds hanging,
Icy blood dripping,
Ashes blown turned
C-C-ryptic voice singing:

"   Don't worry,  worry,           -worry.
                Someone's coming for ya . . .   "

Spine-slithered doubts.
Is it redemption
Or DEATH
En-route?

Brittle steps.
Metal-casted ground, rakes
Cringing sound.
"    Scythe? . . .   "

Stumbled in fear,
Wallowed in self pity,
What an evil daydream?!
theblndskr Apr 2015
At first glance, I admired you
You're like playing guitar in a blue moon
My favorite song there it goes,
The night goes blank hearing you.

You sat here close to me
Lifting the strings so perfectly
Yes, it is a melody
Making one dream satisfyingly.
A poem I made night of year 2010 while in Sta. Rosa Laguna. In dedication.
theblndskr Apr 2015
I woke up thrice in a dream.
Hell, t'was scary!
Faces pretending, all peeking,
Surreal in every way...

The mind fears itself,
causing illusion, making conclusions.
It kills itself,
giving deductions, testing constructions.

Here, my words are proof
That if ever I'm still sound asleep
Then I'm with you, thus
Will never count four from three.
theblndskr Jun 2015
Today I met a novelist...
But how good of a man he is
To call himself an "atheist"?

A story he told, bout'
A man who valiantly fought
The enemy of one's own thought.
And as the novel unfolds,
I saw the Lord, our God
In every word, in every form
In every smile he paints the world.

And so maybe, the one who claims: "I'm an atheist"
Forever marks themselves a "God seeker"
Who's faith could someday own the world.

For their guarded piece of sorrow.
I hope I'm right...
theblndskr Dec 2016
S o m e t i m e s . . .
You can't help but look at
        P  I  C  T  U  R  E  S  
                Of Old Dead Tales. .

          "'Coz once upon a time,
 they were captured at the  m o m e n t . .
"

and it just suddenly  E N D E D,
w i t h o u t     s u b s t a n c e
          living a bad aftertaste,
               that doesn't even
                        linger
                          on
­                            .
12 21 2016
start time: 5 56am
end time: 6 02am
theblndskr Apr 2015
One moment I dreamed
Next time I die of it
It all comes worst to love
And till now I have nothing

One moment I grieve
Next time I'm kinetic
As the clock turns old
I look at my hands and found nothing
One day I woke up, from year 2011
theblndskr Nov 2015
There was an orb up the nimbus sky
Jelly, translucent
Absorbing everything that bumps
As it becomes bigger and bigger
Consuming the world...
Afloat in galaxy,
Consuming the stars...
Wallowing planets, comets
Errr... Jupiter's rings!
Black-holes!
Sun, not the moo-                      n
Devouring the whole milky waay--
The  U  N  I  V  E  R  S  E !
Enormous. Colossal. ORB. Emerged!
Oh! Us, Witnessing the outside of galaxies
Only pure light, OBLIVION.
As the orb, like bubbles BURST!             tck.
Reaching TERMINUS.

And that's how everything'll.
**END.
(I was inside the orb witnessing how everything was absorbed,  floating in oblivion, and as it burst, I woke up)
theblndskr May 2017
That girl sitting
On the wooden bench,
Has become
An uninspired writer,
Who failed to stay in love.
She was reading a book
Under the shade
Of a burning sun,
Lifted some pages,
As if her skin never hurt.
To stay on the same page for long
Makes it hard to reach
The next chapter
She was longing for.
But once, she forgot some good lines
Turned the pages back,

" Ahhh, yes. This line is good. . ."

Mouth curved like
Her breakfast cereal bowl earlier.

(Turned the pages ahead again. . .)

The story unfolds too fast
she never had time to think
Of the burning sun,
And some old good lines. .

*That girl has become
An uninspired writer
But a persistent reader
Of her life.
Late post 02 18 2017
theblndskr May 2016
It is a  r e c o r d
Of the sudden impulse of mind,
Where   s u b c o n s c i o u s  
Was caught on act,
Reminiscing some past you can't fathom.
And so, you turned it into words,
That existed in  e v e r y   p a r t  of the world.
You extend beyond the skies,
And kindle the galaxy in soft touches of ink.
You named all the stars,
In search for your  l o s t   s o u l ,
Disintegrating to something bigger,
You havent noticed.
From there you understand,
That the  p e r s o n  you are,
Could be someone  g r e a t e r.
With such blinding passion.
In keen  p o s s e s i o n .

All because of your subconscious
Hiding truth from you,
Your mind gets amnesia,
But the  h e a r t  keeps beating in rhythm,
Turning every monotone
Into   c h a o s   m e l o d y.
So you grasp for air,
And hold your pen. . .

Pounding into   s  p a c e  ,
            Letting  f r e e d o m  sink in.

And that's how words became,
So beautiful. .
Because that is YOU.

But somehow,
Some of us lose ourselves,
In between.

And that's how beautiful it is.
You stop, to admire it for a second.

**S o    b e a u t i f u l . . .
theblndskr Jan 2018
I was trying to write about the sun,
the potted plants outside our window,
and the sound of vehicles on the street..

Here I am lying, facing our screen door, trying to think of how to make a good poem out of it. .

I closed my eyes, and all my senses are working.

"I can't think of a good poem right now . ."

It is just that today, I am so glad I am alive.
I feel like, I need to do something before I ran out of life, againn..
What an ugly poem this is. . HAHAHA
An out of place title, common words, and boring structure, kinder approach. . Made this in 5 mins while I'm heating water for a good bath, lol.

Just need a little warm up before I write poems again. It was a busy year for me, I almost forgot what I enjoyed doing. .

One of my new year's resolution is to keep what I love to do. I'll do my best to revive my poetry and writing accounts.

I can feel that 2018 will be one of the coolest years!!
I hope so,
theblndskr Mar 2018
Are you trapped in a path you've started?
Thinking you are never good enough,
Always sleeping with doubt,
If you have ended your day right?

We often pursue things because we like it.
But do we love it?
Enough to spend almost all your life doing it?

You are in a path youve chosen.
God has guided you there.
To fail is okay.
To doubt is okay.
To be late is okay.
To achieve and not to do anything with it is okay.

How great it is for people
who are uncertain in life
to try and do their best in something.
Trying and doing is searching.
And searching is living.
A simple poem for a seeking mind.
theblndskr Jun 2016
Have I really seen the depths of hell,
Or is it me who lured myself
On believing I did?
Self-Indebted
theblndskr Dec 2016
B  E  W  A  R  E
When it's  *p i t c h  d a r k
!

You never know,
How they travel our minds,
When darkness consume
Our sights.

They exist,
To keep an eye on us. .*

E x p r e s s i o n s ,
they make one. .
You can't see,
But someday you will . .
It is when
Y O U
face
them
From underneath
the
I don't really feel good about this write. It sent me goosebumps,
(They said light has no shadow)
theblndskr Apr 2015
God gave me a sign, and it’s not a coincidence.
         I ask for it and knew it would come
         It sent shivers to my spines and broke a rib of mine.
But oh God, why sometimes so cruel?
        to take away my heart for someone
        you gave me a sign as an answer, that this person I think I love…
        Is just a shelter of a hopeless heart.
First part
theblndskr May 2017
There are cars
Who go straight ahead,
But there are some
Who lose breaks and crash. .
Just like in the movies,
Where a villain cut
Some engine string,
With an evil grin, succeeds.
And I was like:

     "  Dang! Beware of the truck. .no! no! Go for the tree at the side!!  "

But instead, it fell from a rocky cliff.

Suddenly, the camera
Went to the body, ******
Hands holding the wheel

(   E  x  p  l  o  s  i  o  n  s .  .   .  )

There in the next scene,
A picture frame fell . .
Cracked on the part
Where the victim's face is.
This is something I watch in different movies all over again. .but this I write beyond meaning.

In life there will always be straight path ahead. But no matter how you plan going there, some evil deeds workvat the sidelines of our life. It could be our doubts and fears, our enemies, our family or even friends. .

When we lose control of something where our life depends on, we are just given an impulse to make the best decision.  Some people watching you would tell you what's best to do BUT you under pressure, because you are too far away in thoughts will decide by yourself. .

That's when you came crashing down in a rocky cliff from the high point you were in. Th car represents what you achieve in life, slowly going to pieces while falling. .At the bottom it'll all explode. . It's just a matter if the YOU inside that car will survive the crash. .Coz you still hold the wheel of your life. .if you see your self as the protagonist, if you see ur life not as a tragedy. .there could be healing. .

All of this that happen, gives the people we treasure a feeling of fear and worry. That's when a picture frame fell.  And they came to you rushin

Remember: Despite the fall, we have our fallbacks. As long as you have that life, there is a chance.  

This is too long, thanks for reading. Hope you all have a good life :)  Gonna be out for some while. Busy life coming. . =)
theblndskr Oct 2015
We can never be,
'Coz our attitude's like string
That always splits, tsk.
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TIP: If an empty string ("") is used as the separator, the string is split between each character.

NOTE: The split() method does not change the original string.

via( http://www.w3schools.com/jsref/jsref_split.asp)
theblndskr Dec 2016
Trust me when I say:*
"I roamed. Did a survey, if
This love is okay."
Majority answered something that sounds "reasonable"
theblndskr Jul 2017
S o m e t i m e s
It is  B E S T  not to know,
The  b e t t e r   t h i n g s  in life,
Coz somewhere up that sky
You become a  lo s t  s t a r.
Originally, this has 7 more stanzas after. But I think the first stanza is enough.
theblndskr Apr 2017
I had a dream
Of someone telling me of his dreams.
Of how hundred doors exist,
Of thin white paper sheets.
Of how those knobs shine,
Of glittering gold blitz.
Of why he should choose one,
Of how the other doors would be gone.

I had a dream
Of someone telling me of his dreams.
Of how he chose a door
That never exist.
And if u wanna know how, let's meet in my dreams.

But, is it my dream or his dream?

Extended stanza
I had a dream
Of someone telling me
Of his dreams,
Of how he chose nothing
Of how his deemed solitude kills his peace
theblndskr Aug 2015
Pain
soon, will fade
Only if you're willing to wait.
*......
Just wait and live. Something you don't deserve will fade. Whatever it is.
theblndskr May 2015
Everything was perfect until you came
You made me human...
Where every thought becomes a sin,
And every revelation becomes a lie.

I put on a blue cape, and jumped 43 ft high
           But now, I never float...
I drew an image, stared for hours
           But it never moved...
I was crossing the highway lifted my hands into a "stop!",
           But I almost died...

I AM HUMAN.

Every day I was transforming
into something they called "normal".
My wings are long gone
and I was running late.

You see, I put my fingers on my forehead
and as I opened my eyes, **** it!
I was still here.
I was thinking of "teleportation".

Hey,
I was thinking of teleportation, I said.
It was the last thing I wished for...
I . . I was hoping to go where you are.

Because I am now human,
I also lose the courage
to fight for you...
Because I am not perfect.
I am not...

But, being human.
I knew you...
the best gift is to be human.
theblndskr Apr 2016
You thought 'twas
something
- - -
Deemed 'twas
everything
- -
But you know it's
nothing.
-
I could be wrong but also right.
And that's life, we always go with nothing.
(Fr my old article)
theblndskr Jun 2016
My impossible dream is to
live in the historical times,
of floating castles,
and flying white pegasus.

To fly above the skies,
and see the city full of,
blooming irises.

To eat bread, cheese & soup,
after a long day's work.
Yeah, a girl dressed as a boy.

To ride a boat,
promising a future,
with my dearly beloved.

To run across the city market,
against a group of armored soldiers,
with their spears held up high.

To save a noble's carriage,
from a midnight's ambush.
To jump above a moving vehicle,
saving young girls enslave.

To hear sonnets,
and watch cultural plays,
of a tyrannic king,
and the hero of the masses.
Where revolution ignite,
without a sword,
without a single enemies' blood.
Just a hero, bringing peace,
to our dear land.

I shall weep for the demise
of my fellow comrades,
and the tragic fates,
of all pure hearts.

In the end,
I will plant a seed,
that can withstand any weather.
Then I shall look up in the sky, saying:

*"I HOPE MY PRAYERS SHALL PASS THROUGH TIME."
Romeo x Juliet anime inspired.
"I wanna set the wind blowing."
theblndskr Dec 2016
Kasi kahit anong gusto kong lagpasan ka, kailangan pa rin kita daanan.

Ang hirap kasi, andami kong oras na nasasayang. Pero kung wala ka, bakit pa ko gigising ng maaga? lagi kitang pinaghahandaan, ikaw lang ang nandyan sa 'twing mahuhuli ako ng lakad.

Isa kang paalala na kailangan kong maghintay, kailangan kong magtiyaga.

Di ako lilihis ng daan, para iwasan ka lang. Kasi mas nakita ko yung mga lugar na dinadaanan ko pala araw araw. Kesa noon, ang nakikita ko lang yung patutunguhan. Ngayon, parang ayaw ko na makarating sa paroroonan.

Pero sana wala ka nalang. Para di ako laging kinakabahan na,
"Huli na ko".
Huli na sa klase. .
9 14 2015
theblndskr Jun 2015
No one gets married knowing they'll divorce.
No one starts something knowing it'll eventually hurt.
For "togethers" was sparked by love,
and its death shall end w/ love.
Loving yourself.
*"It's enough, my friend..."
For you'll never start something that'll hurt you.
You may think it's possible BUT the moment you know it'll hurt
MEANS you've already started long ago w/o loving yourself.
Beginnings are not suppose to hurt.
theblndskr Dec 2015
Series of quotations made us believe
That once we relate, it's the way it is.
Just what if ours is different, but
Your acts've already been dictated?

Oh, it shows that our existence is
Limited, by words in between " and ".

"Yeah! Just think we existed like commons.**"
My life is not one of those in between quotation marks.^^
theblndskr Apr 2016
Minsan sa mundo,
akala mo ikaw lang ang malas,
lahat hinahanapan mo ng butas.
Pero ang totoo,
Gusto mo lang tumakas. . .
'Yan! 'Yan ang labing may gatas!

Kinukutya mo ang gobyerno,
dahil di sila patas,
eh, sino nga b'ang nag-atas?
Paano tayo kakalas,
Kung wala naman tayong lakas?

Nagdedesisyon ka nga
ng di alam ang konstitusyon,
paano mo nalaman ang tamang solusyon?
Nilagay natin sila sa posisyon,
dahil nagbigay sila ng maraming kondisyon,
na lahat naman, ilusyon!

Eh, sino nga ba ang iboboto?
Kung halos lahat sila,
ang hanap, deboto!
Ano sila santo?
Oh, tingnan mo ko,
kung makapagsalita,
akala mo kung sino. . .
Sorry sa mga kritisismo . . .
Pero sa totoo lang yung gobyerno,
pinapadami lang yung mapupunta
sa impyerno.

Di ko nilalahat,
pero pano nga ba tumukoy?

Binigyan ng kapangyarihan,
para manindigan,
manilbihan sa bayan,
pero anong ginawa?
Pinabayaan.

Kaya yan,
dahil sa kahirapan,
lahat sabik sa pangako. . .
Kalaunan. . .pag pinaglaban mo,
ikaw pa ang matatakot!
Magsasaka nga, sariling ani,
iba ang humahakot. .

Ibang nagmatapang,
sila pang dinambangan!

Kaya ako, di nalang boboto. .
Di basta basta makiki-uso.
Dahil ang totoo,
wala akong makitang seryoso.
Puro sila, sariling negosyo.
Gawa ng gawa ng imperyo!

Makita mo ang gobyerno,
andaming benepisyo.
Kadalasan, si chief puro pa reklamo!
Eh, milyon naman ang komisyon
Sa sariling institusyon!
Kulang pa daw!
Wow, napaka-halimaw!

Pero ang tingin nila sa kalsada
yung mga bata, perwisyo?!
Kaya ba nila tinago, sa malayo
nang dumating ang mga dayo?!
Oh, di mo alam no?
Kasi nga tinago!

Sana yung susunod na uupo,
yung taong, totoo.
Yung kahit malaya,
di mandadaya.  .  .

Gawing tama ang pagboto. .
Di ka na si toto,
Di ka si nene,
Wag madala sa mga ugong ng hele!

Meron at meron yan!
Di lang natin makita,
kaya ang payo ko:

WAG KANG MANGHULA. .
Mahaba pa sana,
kaya lang aking ikasasama.
Di dapat ako manghusga,
pero di ko maiwasang magtaka.
Paano ako boboto,
kung ang mga batas pinapasa lang
kung kelangan nila magpalakas.
Bakit di pa dati ginawa,
gayong nasa pwesto naman?
Di ba pwedeng magtulungan nalang? Kailangan pa talaga nilang magsiraan, magkampihan pag korupsyon ang usapan?.
theblndskr Sep 2015
Life is full of feelings
You later regret.
Oh! But know, that "regret"
Is one of them.

A complex web,
Fragility stitched.
It's the trap you made,
To eat you heart.

Blow it! Now!
Look ahead.
Oh! It's another trap,
Made of someone's web.

"Could easily dispose, I suppose..."

But just pray, I mean.."prey"

To be caught in the right web,
Is something worth preying for.
After a thousand one blown with light air.
The right web's always ahead.
theblndskr May 2015
How could words be so sharp? it cuts.
We made blades, killed hearts.
it never bleeds, it never speaks.

How could I still be innocent?
Because it's you, who made words
deadly, without asking.

When all I've got are words.
And what you've got are answers.

and vice versa.
I was writing, but the "vice versa" killed me.
I killed myself in two words.
theblndskr Oct 2017
a strong grip,
will surely hurt . .

------( cut this part out )--------
L o n g   e n o u g h ,

Nails will be blades,
To dig your bones,
Blood will be poison,
That'll fill those holes  .
Fingers cracking
As they fall.
A sound so deafening,
Your eyes explode.
Craters expand,
Blood overflow.
Limbs turned ashes:
**A  D e f i l e m e n t
B e y o n d   r e f o r g e .
I cant believe i wrote such savagery
Latepost 06/17/2017
theblndskr Aug 2015
Every monster is stronger.
He's fighting on the premise of
escaping,
Somewhere down the line,
He'll live you
dying.
What do you really fight for?  HxH
theblndskr Apr 2015
"Look up, meteors!"

Closed eyes, one wished
Heads lifted,twinkles falling
Slowly in the mid-night sky, there…
All fading..

One’s mind which predicted,
Scene so vivid, noticed untimely.
Never it is, that eyes would see
sparkles of light above the seas

Who yelled? gratitude given
Without such, truth is hidden
"Now look!" and twice you did.
(Never a freewill, or is?), “Look!”

One wished, someone yelled
It’s never one that did…
In light years they were burning
But here, it is smoothing

All is none, if no one said
Wishing well would never spell
Go back in time, now reflect
if stars do fall, when and where?
theblndskr Apr 2015
Your head is full of him/her
You see tulips in plain grasses
Stars blind you from above
Then, you asked so many whys?
Review all the negatives, throw away all positives
Accounting whispered: “Do not assume unless otherwise stated”
From there you realized that you’re a fool for dead.
That alien who treated you same from all thousand shells
Deserves death but you declared pardon.
You thought it’s something, deemed it’s everything but you know it’s nothing.
Now you stand there smirking, but tears won’t flow.
Because more than love, you know it’s a lie.
You sinned to yourself and won’t forgive.
For once you did, you need to let go and move on.
And you won’t, because that’s death.

Fool.
theblndskr Apr 2015
Shower me with courage,
then I should tell

Five words, but you'll never care.

Grant me rebirth,
then I should act

In gentleman's way, I would dare.

Give me one reason,
then I will stay

Sitting in a dark alley, timeless I would wait.

Pull me in gravity,
then I should fall

Knowing you'll catch me in cold ground's stone.


But first...

Seal me with utmost respect,
then I shall love

But note... I'm a lady too, and now in distress.

Wait, I need to eat first :))
theblndskr Apr 2017
There's a creature that lives
outside this house,
under the left side window,
whispering dispersed breaths
of echoing luminiscence. .

It never goes in,
No matter how wide
You open the window. .
But its' soul creeps in,
Swallowing the air inside . .
Like it wasn't here,
But it lives within your skin. .
B e t w e e n    the   g a p s
You can't even see.
It digs on the surface,
To taste your blood cold.

You look around,
But it wasn't there. .
You started sitting on the corner
Beside the bed
Holding your head,
Covering your ears.


And when the dark clouds
Start to overshadow the land,
You see its shadow

S l o wly,    sl o w  l y. .

         Peeking in.

You held your heart.
I cannot imagine what a shadow's expression appear to be. . Could it be how we look like when we're afraid, but with a smirk there. .lol

This poem is a mess in structure, like how my mind is when I made it.
theblndskr Jan 2016
An effortless jump
Transported me to
-O U T E R    S P A C E-
Only to witness that souls do travel
While we're asleep. . .
People are like gases
Entering a door in every star
"--clicks--" it locks as one passes.

Oh, could it be!
That you're still in that door?

THINK CAREFULLY. Something WRONG went today. . . . .

Now, close your eyes. . .
It's time to wake you up.

Remember:
As you enter another dimension,
Hurry! FIND THE DOOR.
Before it's too late. . .











Uh. . Oh. . .I forgot, the KEYS.
It's in the
theblndskr Aug 2015
Noong bata pa ako
Nalaman ko na
Kung gaano katapat,
Gaano katiyaga
Ang puso kong marahan.

Silang mga duwag,
Sa'king mga katagang, sadya.
Agad natinag, wika pa lamang.

Siguro nga ito'y pamana
Walang bahid malas
Na ang buhay ay di para
Sa isang tao lamang.

Sa lahat ng aking napusuan
Tama na ang pangalan
Masaya siya, sapat na.
Pero ba't sa t'wing natatanto
Kanilang pagkakakilanlan
Ako'y umaatras,
Nawawalan ng gana.

Isa, dalawang taon?
Isang pitik, tumatalsik!

Kaya minsa'y nagtanong sa itaas:
                      "Asan na siya?
                    Asan na ang taong
             Pagmumulan ng mga "sana"..."


Yung,
               "Sana mas nakilala pa kita."

Eto yung "talaga".

Wala.

**WALA, PA.
At kahit "Wala na", Okay lang.
Kesa napilitan, at masabi lang.
Dahil ayoko ng akala lang.
theblndskr Feb 2017
Saving my totality's cost
from further damage,
Against an independent variability
Called  " t i m e ".

And w/ an intercept always constant
No matter how gradual time changes,
Made me  i n d i f f e r e n t ,
From this point forward.

Now, even if million constraints are made, BOTTOMLINE:
**It's only meant to break-even.
Inspired from Cost analysis-Management acctg

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