The ceaseless rain echoes so loud,
and hides the words I can't say aloud,
words that feel heavy, on my eloquent tongue,
as my heart beats out poems, and demands they be sung.

My heart bleeds poetry, the way your wrists bleed blood
And so I bled, as my world fell into the mud
Yet I bleed not now, for neither do you,
and you don't care, so you're not going to.
But let it not be said, that I did not try,
I just can't bleed poetry, with a muse that's gone dry

And so death comes,
with crimson tides,
with cold harsh steel,
and graceful strides,
with burning pain,
and sweet release,
but at least this feeling,
will come to cease.

My cellphone get the kisses,
meant for my love so far away.
It's a long time till I'll see you,
but I'm still waiting for that day.

My muse is now, someone new
and I think change was, overdue
For I was slowly becoming bitter
I'd soon have given up and become a quitter

But now my muse has been exchanged
Are my poems different, have they changed?
Because the're now about a girl who loves me too
But do my new poems sound different to you?

My once perfect world, begins to fall
I miss the days, when we had it all
I miss the day, you said "I love you"
I miss knowing that, that was true.

Are our perfect days, now in the past?
Was that last kiss, our very last?
Do you expect me to still be fine?
Without the best thing that was ever mine?

How will I live without my heart?
You'll take it with you, on the day we part
Without your love, I think I'll die
I've got some rope, now to give it a try...

I remember the taste, of your lips that night
I remember the tears, of our first fight.
Will everything else, fade to memory?
That's not all I want our love to be.

No matter what it is I tell you, you just reply okay
I'm not trying to get angry, but that's all you ever say
I start each conversation, and it's like you try to end it
I waste every moment, 'cause it's time you won't commit

If you've found some one else, I hope he brings out your smile
Because I promise you won't see mine, at least not for while
You mean more to me, than even my own life
So many times you were the reason, I put down the knife

You are my perfect little angel, the best thing I've known
I guess this is my all fault, for all the love I've never shown

Your beauty is something to which words can't compare
I love you more that anything, as I trust you're aware
You're more perfect than I could ever describe
I'll love you forever, this feeling won't subside
You're my perfect little angel, you
I'll love you no matter what you do.

Here I'll leave my poetry,
for you to read when you think of me,
and I hope you know that when you do,
girl I'm not thinking of you,
I'm busy with her cute, cute face,
and her **** body all clad in lace,
and perhaps you'll wish you had replied,
before all of my feelings died,
cause now she's got me in her bed,
and you've just got my words instead.

It's not that I choose the worst girls
Oh no, I only choose perfect shining pearls
It's that the pearls don't choose me
and that's my problem you see?

My best poem'll be my suicide note
the very last thing I ever wrote
a goodbye to those who don't even care
but those I love, because life's unfair.
But this ain't it it's not good enough
but I swear one day I write the right stuff
and it'll be goodbye to the whole world
and so comes the darkness, black wings unfurled

Staring deep, into the fire, as it dies,
I've come to see, that it all was lies.
But now I forget your once perfect voice,
That's what you want, and it was your choice.
But the beat of your heart, pulsing with haste,
Lying in my arms, as they wrapped round your waist.  
That memory shall take longer, much longer, to die,
Too bad even that memory, was naught but a lie.

I feel like, you never loved me, never cared
and now I am so very scared
that you have moved on, as I sit here
unable to move on, because of fear

Entropy isn't quite what it used to be,
Chaos isn't really that new to me,
But how was I supposed to know,
Someone like you could endear me so.
Kinda short but you've those beautiful eyes,
And I'm thinking about you, as this poem implies.
And I don't really know what else to say,
But my dear my heart soars when you're like 'Hey'.

The hug that felt like everything, would really be alright.
The kiss that without a doubt, had easily made my night.
The girl that I am falling for, without a single fear.
The relationship I'm wishing for, is drawing ever near.

Goodnight little angel, so far away,
and know in my dreams, you always stay.
Good-morning my love, I hope dreamed sweet,
my love for you burns, with an undying heat.
I'll sleep now my dear, but you're in my heart
as you have been ever since, the very very start.

Night falls and then it comes to pass
And under foot I feel the soft wet grass
But in this early morning air
I can't help but wish I was there
My arms around your sleeping form
My loving embrace keeping you warm
I want be with you forever more
You're the most perfect girl I ever saw

I wish I wasn't stuck over here
Powerless as you shake with fear.
I wish I could run over there with haste
and wrap my arms round your perfect waist
Protect you from, your terrible dreams
and calm you when you wake with screams.
Hear my voice, then forget your fears
I'd kiss you and I'd dry those tears
I'd help you fix your broken sleep,
embrace you when you start to weep
You shouldn't deal with this alone
I'd be there with my loving tone

I don't believe in fate nor in any kind of grand design,
Because if we got what we deserved then theres no way that you'd be mine.
So I won't call you a godsend nor compare you to an angel,
And though your absence burns I won't say that I'm in hell.

But when I close my eyes I see your face
and girl now my heart it starts to race
at rather an impressive pace
as I think of you in all your grace
I think this is another a case
where my heart is ever giving chase
as it beats out with infinite bass
at the thought of you all clad in lace.

But I'll admit that in your dress,
You display infinite finesse

No *******, I was done feeling like this.
Nope not any more, no I refuse to miss.
It's not fair her eyes they shine, her voice is pure bliss.
Nope I won't, these aren't my thoughts they're his

How can I? Things have changed, I'm not him any more
I'm now strong, that boy is gone, it's something I abhor
I'm happy now, it's all so good, I simply adore
But no I can't, the voice is back, my mind is now at war.

I thought I was done, but no I'm not, this life will never change
No I can't, this can't be it, I won't let it derange.

She says she's a nobody,
But nobody's perfect,
sounds right

I've no idea what I'm doing but **** I do it well
If you don't approve, then guess I'll see you in hell.
Because I'm sick of just letting the days go by
counting down the hours till the day that I die.
So from now on all that matters is me,
and from now on I'll be happy, just you wait and see.

I'm so forgetful,
Because I'm busy remembering the important things.
Like the voice of my angel,
Who lost her wings,
or the way she smelled,
or the way she walked,
or the way she hit me,
or the way she talked.

Yet away from me, these things do slip,
the important things, escaped my grip.

The jealously stings when you say his name,
But you're in love, and I'm to blame
I gave you up, I let you go
I was too foolish to let you know
I love you, I need you, you know I do
But now it's his arms you crawl into.
I wonder do I even matter any more?
My name which once made your heart soar
Does it even make you smile?
Or have you not cared, for a while?
I guess my time is done
Off to his arms, you start to run
Staring dreamily into his eyes
You used to love me, or was that just lies?
It doesn't matter, you love him now
I want you back, but fate won't allow
Me to let you know, that I love you
And I will forever, no matter what you do

Your beauty is something to which words can't compare
I love you more that anything, as I trust you're aware
You're more perfect than I could ever describe
I'll love you forever, this feeling won't subside
You're my perfect little angel, you
I'll love you no matter what you do.

Now I'm not a hundred percent sure
if you still love me any more.
But I know that this much is true
I will always be loving you.
He even doesn't deserve your time,
but in the end you're his not mine.
I love you more than you'll ever see,
but you love him, more than me.

This isn't even a real poem
More just a goodbye
Bye my sweetheart, my angel, my love
You were the image of perfection
my perfect little angel
and now I am over you
I burned all my feelings in that flame
every single memory is now in ashes
and I am over you, I don't feel the same
For the first time I am happy now,
for the first time since you said goodbye.
I am over you, you have him
I am making you choose him over me
but I will never stop loving you
and you will always be my perfect little angel.
Just one to whom, I've said goodbye.

You belong in his poems, so why do I write?
Why are you still, the most beautiful sight?
You'll never want me, those chances are gone,
I know that. I do, and I've more than moved on.
But you were my muse, for such a long time,
and somehow you still, make my heart rhyme.

Nothing compares to your smile
Or your hair, so perfect in style
Finally I can taste your lips
with my arms around you hips
One more long awaited kiss
on this perfect day of bliss

Nothing good rhymes with happiness,
yet are you even surprised?
Happiness just gets you hurt,
it's just a ploy they've devised.

Happiness is disappointment,
but a stupid waste of time.
But I thought that you were worth it,
just like you're worth this rhyme.

I've run out of luck,
it's just not fair.
I reach out,
and you're not there.
But just for a moment,
I had some hope.
We could just be friends,
and I could cope.
But then you left,
once again.
And now all there is,
is just more pain.

Now and then I do remember,
way back to last December,
I held you close in the sunshine,
and kissed those lips when you were mine.
But oh so long has passed my dear,
and the future's ever drawing near,
the girl I look at and the girl I see,
isn't the one who meant so much to me.
But her words make smile, often far too much,
and I sometimes I find that I'm craving her touch.
So while yes it's true, you're different now,
I have more feelings for you than I should allow.

And she's back and it's great and I'm top of the heap,
she says she loves me and I'm feeling complete.
But then comes the days, when she no longer replies,
and each time I reach out, a little more of me dies.
My head says I'm being stupid, by my heart starts to bleed,
'There's a logical reason...' 'but it's her love I need'.
So hey, maybe she's not gone, maybe I'm thinking too much
But I miss her so much, I crave her voice and her touch,
now I'm unsure if she's mine.

You gave up on me, and now you are back.
Even after knowing, how much I lack.
Though I must admit I liked being free.
Free to be the old, terrible me.
But I won't miss that not at all.
Because yet again, in love I fall...

Of what do poets write, when their muse has finally gone?
When they lose the girl they love, and are expected to move on?
Of what will my heart sing, when I can't sleep at night?
Now she's left me in the cold, and nothing feels alright.

I’d take the release of death,
over this silence tonight.
I said it was hopeless,
and it seems I was right

And that's just it, isn't it?
There is no second love, to make this go away.
There's just the pain,
From knowing you couldn't stay.
Oh dear first love,
What else can I say?

Oh please don't go, I can't do this
Oh please don't let that be our last kiss
Oh please don't go, I still love you
Oh please don't be just someone I knew
Oh please, don't say goodbye
Oh please, don't leave me here to die...

The gun's cold barrel against my head
If I pull the trigger then I'll be dead
I'll paint the wall with my blood so red
Free from the world, I will be dead.

Or swing my neck, from a rope
I've given up the notion of hope
And none will care, or cry or mope
They won't even notice, or so I hope

I just shouldn't have said a single thing,
then my ears would not ring,
with the sound of the pain, living will bring
and I wouldn't have to hear, the angels sing.

Oh well, too late now.

Oh what does it matter? There's "Nothing to say"
and if there was, there's no difference anyway.
So what if there's not, maybe I want to,
it's better than sitting here, writing of you.

But it doesn't matter, just forget my name,
then maybe one day, this won't hurt the same

Woken by a pain, I should no longer feel,
still nursing old wounds, that refuse to heal.
And in the cold, dim light of day,
I know I'll always, feel this way.
But thought I try, I can't make things right,
I still miss my angel, every night.

And by now, you see, I think,
that you've pushed me to the brink,
of how much I can resist,
and yet you still, my dear, insist,
on being so very cute,
causing feelings I can't refute,
and so perhaps to you I'll say,
the way I feel...one day.

You're over there, and the sun's yet to rise,
but here it's day and I'm still dreaming of your eyes.
I hope you sleep, so sound and perfectly,
you'll never know how much I want you here with me.
I've loved you for such a long time now,
and I know I'll be kissing you awake some day, some how

One final moment till I achieve peace
With one final breath, the voices will cease
And no one will notice, not for many a'day
and those who do notice, won't care either way
So to end my life, with the ****** of this blade
and so to end, all the mistakes I have made.

You never deserved any of the poems I wrote for you,
and I hope I never write you any more.

I didn't miss you most those first few hours
Nor when I listened to the song that's 'ours'
Although it gets worse, the longer you're away
I didn't miss you most, that very last day
Because the thing about missing you, it just isn't fair
Because I miss you the most, when I wish you were there
When I'm doing something, and I wish you could too
When I'm somewhere perfect, but I'm not there with you.

I can't ever remember the taste, of her lips
The only memory of her is my arms round her hips
She tasted too sweet, too much and too strong
Sure she tasted nice, but the kiss it felt wrong
Every kiss with her, I was thinking of another
and then she came, my most regretted lover,
And my memory's faded, of her lips too
and on the subject of kisses, I'm thinking of you

Come on girl, open your eyes and see
yourself, the way you're seen by me.
A perfect little angel, of whom I always dream,
You're really just as perfect, as to me you seem.
I love you no matter what, you will always be mine
My perfect little angel, who is always so divine.

Our story started once upon a time
Now I am yours and you are mine.

Ours isn't a story I'll ever forget.
Though I can't remember when we first met

Our story is on a whole other level
You are an angel in love with the devil

This place may be harsh and cruel but it will make you strong
You're one of us now, a survivor, here's where you shall belong.
Just don't take this for grated,  because the world hates you
But here with us, you have a place, we know you can pull though.

Hidden deep inside your calm façade
Is a spirit to be awed.
'Cause you're one of us now brother
In this place, just like no other.