Theres a feeling I can't quite explain
It comes and goes
An agonizing pain
It tightens my chest
As if someone is pulling on my heart
Sooner or later
I'll be torn apart
Theres this feeling
Thats raging inside
Like an angry storm
Rain made of tears I cannot hide
Theres this feeling
I can't make it go away
A dumb emotion
That keeps coming back again
It makes me cry
Till I can't anymore
I guess thats how you know
your heart is broke
Keep it all in I say
Build up a dam
Keep it to yourself I say
don't let them in
Theres this feeling
Does no one understand?
When I'm quiet and alone
When I lie and say I'm okay
I need someone to hug me say
Tell me everything
I try so hard to be the best I can be
But I always end up failing
Wear a smile
So they can't see
Whats behind it
What I'm hiding
It hurts so bad
And I don't know why
I want to disappear
Some days I want to die
Theres this feeling
I can't quite explain
I guess I'll let it build up
Until it breaks the dam
I don't know whats going on. Some days I just cry cause I suddenly feel like I'm nothing. It seems like everything good always gets messed up in the end for me. My best friend may not trust me anymore, my parents are always in my case, and I feel like I can't give the guy I love all he deserves. It hurts so much and I have no idea what to do. How can I talk to someone when I myself don't know whats wrong? So, I know its bad to do, but all I can do is let it all build up inside until the dam breaks. Until I break.