The sun rises as do my eyes to greet the view.
I have traveled far and often to be right here next to you.
I am mesmerized with a heart so still.
Inside I am empty, searching for the will.
Wonder which vacant street will find the beat of my aching heart,
Hoping for an answer, direction, or even just a start.
Letting go is never easy even when you have the space,
Growing to which I am unsure but I long to see its face.
The look of darkness, the smoke fills my lungs
I know the waking nightmare has just begun.
Do not blind me with your beauty, I will never be impressed.
Instead be honest, whole, and true, a fate I will caress.
I live with you for my whole life, and feel my heartbeat start
No matter how I try to flee, we shall never drift apart.
-t.s.
