hello to all the girls
who feel unworthy of love
who feel so different for not following the latest social media trends pressed among young teens
who feel too skinny or too fat
who feel out of place for not being able to afford all the clothes the "popular" kids own
who feel unwelcome in their own home
I see you
you're not alone

hello to all the boys
who feel like they have to press all their emotions aside to fit the label of "manly"
who feel being feminine means being "gay", so you put on your tough face and hide who you are
who feel they have to be mean to be popular
I see you
you're not alone

hello to all the people
who feel they have to drink or pop pills to be happy
who feel everything they work for goes toward nothing
who feel like there's no point in living anymore
who feel they're always alone
I see you
please trust me, you're not alone

Ever acclimating to reality.
Subtle differences between then and now.
Hopelessness fades into almost happy.
Depressed all the same but getting better.
Minor inconveniences explode into melodrama.
Relearning coping mechanisms like burning down sulphur.
Olympian effort for maintaining expectations.
Progress yet still nervous.
Like standing on a sandstone cliff on the edge of the Grand Canyon.
No difficulty fathoming how far I could fall.
Challenge is trusting that I won't blindly jump into the river.

You mean more to me than the day needs the sun, more to me than a child wants to have fun.
You mean more to me than flowers and trees, need the birds and the bees.
As I think of us together, I know that with you every thing will get better.
My passion has arisen with the meeting of our souls, my heart I am willing to place in your hands to hold.
With each kiss that we share, those are the mini moments where we express how much we care.  
The feelings I have for you can not be measured with numeric notations, I am willing to count every star in the universe to solve this equation.
What you mean to me.
You mean everything
As we embrace I know that not another woman can take your place, because my greed won’t allow me to share your space.
If the time comes I shall be carried away, because I refuse to walk away from you and let our love stray.
If I could tell everyone in the world how much I love you, I would tell them everyday if it meant keeping our love true.
With a great prize like you trust me sweetheart for me it would be easy to do.
C. E. Cheatham

When I hold your hand I'm not being friendly.
When you say her name you don't see my jealousy.
When I go to you because I'm hurt I trust you.
there is something I want to to tell you but I can't,
Because you are with her I can't tell you I have feelings for you.

She hurt me and I don't want her to hurt you.
I tell you everything,
You're more beautiful than a pearl.
As I sit here and write this you're in front of me,
But you don't realize that I Love You.

That is what you are,
So evil and unkind;
There is a reason you are alone,
And its not difficult to find.

There is a reason why you must bleed,
These people are right about you,
As disgusting burden on society,
It would be much better off without you.

You are ignorant and stupid,
Why would anyone want to know you?
There is a reason you are so alone,
Nobody is at fault, except you.

You upset everyone,
You're spiteful and unkind,
You dont understand their pain,
And the pain you have left behind.

There's nobody to help you,
For you are beyond all help,
There is no cure for such evil,
Money will be spent on someone else.

You deserve to be alone,
You deserve no family,
No friends, nobody to trust,
Thats how its meant to be.

Nobody wants you in this World,
The damage you've done is enough,
You were never wanted in the first place,
But you were born, with no love.

For why would anyone love you?
You're a failure in every way,
You've let down an entire society,
They will hate you till your dying day.

And you deserved it all,
You selfish, manipulative liar,
Nobody wants to see your face,
Nobody wants you to be here.

Keep cutting deeper with the blade,
Use something heavier for the bruises,
Because until you are dead,
Punishment is the only way to abuse you.

Stay away from others,
You will only do them harm,
Plus they will just never understand,
They are not from where you are from.

Just for writing this
You will be scorned,
An attention seeking waste of space,
Dont say you weren't warned.

Nobody wants you here,
You damage everyone,
Please just damage yourself,
Leave everyone else alone.

You dont belong,
Keep bleeding for them,
Shame you dont have enough pills,
To put it to an end.

I hate you **

is it trust or negligence
to move forward when lights blind
to believe
/there is road ahead
/you'll survive the fall
/impact will be swift