I wonder if trees feel pain when the red buds sprout green,
As leaves struggle to break free and emerge,
Flowing resplendently—
With a radiant verdant glow as the sun shines down.

You straighten my weakness inside.
You color the empty heart.

Your face is my hopes that I can start working again.
Your eyes is my dreams that I started to plan again.

My smiling rose
My spring, my joy, my sun
My river of wine, my heaven
My life, my being, my world
My sun of beauties
My friend, my secret, my jewel
My musk, my amber, my treasure, my love, my shining moon

You don't know how you changed my sad and dark heart into the world of happy and gave life and light.

You opened my heart and I let you in
You don't know how joy I am to see your eyes and your face
You don't know how you brightened my darkness

You woke up my sleeping heart
because of you I don't want to wake up again
if I lose you too I want to go back to sleep

You entered my dark and sick heart
in my feelings it seems like you are a sun
that is blazing with light
and I feel good to feel the warmth of your love
But if you are gone
it seems like everything has disappeared
like a storm
everything is destroyed
by the whip of feelings that
If love is too much it can separate us

Too much love is almost sacrifice my life.
I loved you so much that I would die loving you so much.

It would be better for me to die than to lose you
But to sacrifice my tears and sadness without you than to hurt you so much
Caused I can't be with you.

I love you but I choose to live.

How long will I wait
When will I see your eyes and smiles again
When will I see your light again

The light you brought to my life I will never see in anyone else because it is only from you
that I inherited this light in my mind and heart.

It’s happy today because your light is there
but tomorrow you'll leave me again
I'll cry again in the dark
I don't want to cry anymore
I'm tired of being sad
How can I be happy without you
You are the light and my sun.


******


"𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕣𝕒𝕨"

Itinutuwid mo ang aking kahinaan sa loob.
Kinulayan mo ang walang laman na puso.

Ang iyong mukha ang aking pag-asa na muli kong inspirasyon
Natagpuan ko sa iyong mga mata ang aking mga pangarap na muli kong sinimulan na mag Plano.

Ikaw ang nakangiti kong rosas
Ang Aking tagsibol,
aking kagalakan,
Ang aking araw
Ang Aking ilog ng alak,
aking langit
Ang aking buhay,
ang aking pagkamulat,
ang aking mundo
Ang aking araw ng mga kagandahan,
Ikaw ang kaibigan ko
Ang sikreto ko,
Ang hiyas ko
Ang mukha ng kinang ko
Ang kayamanan ko,
Ang mahal ko,
Ang bituin ng buwan sa lahat ng dilim

Hindi mo alam kung pano mo pinaligaya ang puso ko at binigyan ng buhay at liwanag ang malungkot at madilim kong mundo.

Binuksan mo ang puso ko
nagpapasok ako
Hindi mo alam kung gano ako kasaya ng makita ang mga mata mo
Ang image mo ang aking inspiration
Hindi mo alam kung pano mo niliwanagan ang aking kadiliman

Ginising mo ang natutulog kong puso
dahil sayo ayaw ko ng magising pa

kung mawawala ka rin pala sa akin gusto ko nalang bumalik ulit sa pag kakatulog

Pinasok mo ang madilim at may sakit kong puso
sa aking damdamin tila isa kang araw na nagliliyab sa liwanag
Ang sarap damhin ang init ng iyong pagmamahal
Ngunit kung mawawala ka
parang naglaho ang lahat
na tila ba naging isang bagyo ang lahat
nasira sa hagupit ng damdamin
na sobra kung magmahal na makakapag hiwalay sa atin

Sobra kung magmahal na halos ialay ang aking buhay.
Sobra kitang minahal na ikakamamatay ko ng labis na pag ibig ko sayo.

Mas mabuti pang mamatay kaysa mawala ka
nag sasakripisyo ako sa aking mga luha at lungkot na wala ka kaysa ang masaktan kita ng labis dahil hindi kita makasama.

Mahal kita pero pipiliin ko rin ang sarili.

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
Kailan ko ulit masisilayan ang iyong mga mata at mga ngiti
Kailan ko ba ulit makikita ang iyong liwanag
Ang liwanag na dala mo sa buhay ko hindi ko na makikita pa sa iba
dahil sayo lang ito namanang liwanag sa isip at puso ko.

Masaya nga ngayon dahil nanjan ang liwanag mo
pero bukas lilisanin mo na ulit ako
Paluluhain nanaman ako sa dilim
Ayaw ko ng umiyak
Napapagod na ako maging malungkot
Pano ba maging masaya na wala ka
Ikaw ang liwanag at ang aking araw.

faint divine sun dances
between trees and branches
falling upon my fig tree
open my rib, set my heart free.

~and all our fingers,
all our veins,
each are branches of a mission.
and with life we wrinkle,
with age we sacrifice fertile freedom. enlightment keeps us alive
like the nurturing water.
but immortality?
fig is the fruit of realization, as golden wisdom rays bless you, forever.
immortality is
in the wisdom of mysteries.~

fig is a wise man
sitting on a vast, ancient land.
his eyes seem to find something,
in the secrets mist held.

~and you search
all fountains,
all cups,
yet you found it in a lake.
and never,
never so immortal you were,
so thirsty for truth.
fig blessed you,
like the early morning sun rays.
your heart was never so exposed, never so ******,
never so touched...~

under her fig tree.

Every morning sunshine,
I wish I can hug you and say you are mine,
People hate you for summer,
During winter they love you, to keep ‘em warmer.

Oh dear! Evening’s pleasant breeze,
So cool, but it won’t freeze,
Sailing through the ocean,
In the waves we can see your motion.

Brighty moon,
Every-time I see you, my worries swoon,
So clam without any reason,
Satisfying so many hearts, without a season.

My lovely droplets of rain,
Too much of you is a pain,
Moderately so many farmers gain,
Is it your anger? floods and droughts, destroying every grain?

The worlds greenery,
A satisfying nature’s scenery
It is calm and not that Ordinary,
Holds power to destroy humanity, in its plenary.

If you observe with faith, you can see gods,
Which will protect you in all odds,
All disasters from Air, Sea, Earth, Fire and outer worlds,
Showering their love, wrath, anger and all their moods.

Sun, moon and all its season,
A cosmic balance, no natures treason,
We should be kind and respect weather as a boon,
It is from the gods and they are the world's platoon.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind